Torn
Lisa Ajax Lyrics

And only while the sun was down
I could only be with you when the world was quiet.

Yeah, only when the world was quiet
When there was stillness and peace around me, It was the time I could be with you.

Could I belong to you
Only then I felt I belonged to you.

Forgot about reality
Your presence was so strong and powerful that I forgot about the real world around me.

You got me high on poetry
Your words and actions elevated me to a state of bliss and my emotions were overpowering.

So deep, it can be real
Our connection was so deep that it felt like it could be real and never ending.

I can't hold back
I am unable to control my emotions and feelings.

I'm shouting out in the night
I am screaming helplessly in the dark.

I'm a ghost surviving the light
Despite being in light, I still feel like a shadow, disconnected from everything and everyone.

I can't breathe when you're out of sight, I
I feel suffocated and anxious when I can't see you.

I am torn, I am torn
I am torn between wanting to be with you and the pain of not being able to.

Build me up, build me up
I need you to help me rebuild and become whole again.

Dead alive, dead alive
I feel like I am already dead, but your presence brings me to life.

'Cause you broke me into pieces
Your absence shattered me and left me broken.

I'm frozen in the summer heat
I feel numb even in situations where I should be feeling joy and happiness.

I'm dancing, I can't hear the beat
I am going through the motions of life, but I am disconnected from the rhythm of the world.

Baby, I
My love and dependence on you is childlike and pure.

I'm incomplete
Without you, I am not whole and I feel like something is missing.

When the walls came down
When the barriers and defenses were removed between us.

Did you hear the sound
Did you notice or care about the impact it had on me.

Of a beating heart
The sound of my heart breaking and the pain it caused me.

Laying on the ground
My heart, shattered and destroyed, is left on the ground.

There's a hole in me
I feel empty and incomplete without you.

Hope one day you'll see
I hope you will someday realize the depth of my love and the pain you caused me.

Cause there's a beating heart
Despite everything, my heart still beats and I still feel something.

And it's ripped apart
Even though it still beats, my heart is torn and damaged.

'Cause you broke me into pieces
You shattered me and left me in fragments that I am struggling to piece back together.