Jealousy
Liz Phair Lyrics


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He's got a million dollar car
He's got a thirty-seven year old guitar
He's got a family who deals heroin
You're on the edge of your chair
And you feel it
He's looking at you, he's laughing at you
It's happening
I can't, I can't believe it
But it's here on the pages I'm reading
It's all I can do to conceal my feelings of jealousy
Jealousy

I know it's just a drawer of photographs
They're ex-girlfriends, I try to remember that
I don't want to look, but I'm already hooked on jealousy
Jealousy

I can't believe you had a life before me
I can't believe they let you run around free
Just putting your body wherever it seemed like a good idea
What a good idea

Standing on the corner watching the ladies pass by
Imagining me behind your eyes
And what did I see?
I saw hips, I saw thighs
I saw secret positions that we never try
I saw jealousy
I saw jealousy

I can't, I can't believe it
But it's here in this place and I see it
It's all I can do to conceal my feelings of jealousy
Jealousy

Standing on the mudflats watching the salmon fly
Wonder if I'll ever bury the hatchet inside
Imagining me behind your eyes
And what did I see?
I saw hips, I saw thighs
I saw secret positions that we never try
I saw jealousy
I saw jealousy

I can't believe you had a life before me
I can't believe they let you run around free




Just putting your body wherever it seemed like a good idea
What a good idea

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Liz Phair's "Jealousy" are an intense exploration of the complex emotions that can arise in a romantic relationship. The first verse sets the scene: the singer is faced with a man who seemingly has it all - a fancy car, an impressive guitar, and a family who deals heroin. The tension of the scene is palpable - the singer is on the edge of their seat, feeling the weight of the man's gaze upon them. The second verse delves deeper into the singer's inner turmoil. They are faced with a drawer full of photographs of their partner's ex-girlfriends and struggle to cope with feelings of jealousy and insecurity. The final verse takes place against the backdrop of the natural world - the mudflats and the salmon fly. The singer is once again imagining themselves in their partner's shoes, seeing through their eyes and feeling jealousy at the secret positions they've shared with past lovers.


Line by Line Meaning

He's got a million dollar car
He boasts of luxurious possessions


He's got a thirty-seven year old guitar
He treasures an old guitar that he's had for a while


He's got a family who deals heroin
His relatives are involved in an illegal drug trade


You're on the edge of your chair
You're anxious or nervous


And you feel it
You sense something happening


He's looking at you, he's laughing at you
He mocks or ridicules you with his gaze


It's happening
Something significant is taking place


I can't, I can't believe it
I am stunned or shocked


But it's here on the pages I'm reading
I am reading about it firsthand


It's all I can do to conceal my feelings of jealousy
I struggle to hide my envious emotions


Jealousy
The emotion of envy


I know it's just a drawer of photographs
I recognize it's only a collection of images


They're ex-girlfriends, I try to remember that
They are previous romantic partners, and I attempt to keep that in mind


I don't want to look, but I'm already hooked on jealousy
I don't intend to stare, but I'm already consumed by envy


I can't believe you had a life before me
I am surprised you existed prior to me


I can't believe they let you run around free
I am astonished you were allowed to do as you pleased


Just putting your body wherever it seemed like a good idea
You were carelessly involved with others sexually


What a good idea
Sarcastic remark implying the opposite


Standing on the corner watching the ladies pass by
Observing women from a street corner


Imagining me behind your eyes
Projecting oneself into another's perspective


And what did I see?
What did I perceive?


I saw hips, I saw thighs
I viewed a woman's body parts in my imagination


I saw secret positions that we never try
I contemplated physical intimacy in untried ways


I saw jealousy
Envy was the driving factor


Standing on the mudflats watching the salmon fly
Watching fish in a river


Wonder if I'll ever bury the hatchet inside
Wondering if I'll ever let go of resentment and anger


I can't believe you had a life before me
I am taken aback by the thought of you living without me


I can't believe they let you run around free
I am surprised you were able to act freely


Just putting your body wherever it seemed like a good idea
You had things happen to you without care or responsibility


What a good idea
A sarcastic commentary on the behavior




Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: PHAIR

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Comments from YouTube:

Speranza Tikvah

I swear, I grew up to Liz Phair's first two albums....they bring back things I'd forgotten.

Christopher Cecil

The riff at 2:02 is pure rock n roll. Love it!!!

Remeday

Jeez I love Liz. This song is so good. Liz phair is such a talented musician. She is in my top 3 artists for sure. This video rocks, this album rocks. Liz I thank you for putting out such wonderful music!

Kurtis Smith

i got whip-smart when it came out, but I had literally no clue this song had a video until now.

Kevin Johnson

@Michael Park Ingram Cool. Yeah, I was thinking that this may have adversely affected her career. Most people still didn't know her (and still don't) but she was breaking out at this time. Too bad. Great video, btw.

Michael Park Ingram

@Kevin Johnson Hilarious man! I happen to have worked on the video and was bummed it never got the showing it deserved.

Kevin Johnson

@Michael Park Ingram Dangit! I hate it when people know more than I do!

Michael Park Ingram

It was banned on MTV for the silhouettes of guns which is why you didn't see it.

kingbadger

@Kevin Johnson very cool, thanks!

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KEEP CALM and PLAY SOCCER IN YOUR PAJAMAS

Thanks so much for posting this! Love to see some new videos from her.

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