Disfraz
Lizza Lonch Lyrics

In "Disfraz" by Lizza Lonch, the lyrics convey a sense of longing to escape from a toxic relationship. The opening lines, "Y esta vez me esconderé para no verte nunca, No podrás volverme a ver" ("And this time I'll hide to never see you again, You won't be able to see me again") express a strong desire to completely cut ties and avoid any further interaction with the person who has caused the singer harm. The repetition of the word "nunca" emphasizes the determination to stay hidden and ensure there is no chance of being seen by them again.

The next verse, "No me hace bien vivir dentro de ti, Y es que ya he jugado en las murallas de tu piel, Vivir aquí, morir aquí, qué más da, Y no está bien que mojes el disfraz" ("Living inside you doesn't do me any good, And I have already played in the walls of your skin, To live here, die here, what's the difference, And it's not right for you to wet the disguise"), signifies the singer's realization that staying within the confines of this relationship is detrimental to their well-being. The metaphor of "murallas de tu piel" (walls of your skin) suggests the emotional barriers the person has built, which the singer has tried to penetrate. However, now they understand that it's neither healthy nor beneficial for them to continue residing in this restrictive and damaging environment. The mention of not wetting the disguise implies the need to protect oneself and maintain boundaries.

The following lines, "Deja ya de esconderte en las grietas de mi pared, Es cierto que aún estás, Y siento que aún estás despierta, Tocando las grietas de mi pared" ("Stop hiding in the cracks of my wall, It's true that you're still there, And I feel that you're still awake, Touching the cracks of my wall"), highlight the difficulty of fully escaping from the influence of this person. Despite the singer's efforts to hide and remove themselves from the relationship, they acknowledge that remnants of this person still linger. The metaphorical cracks in the wall symbolize the emotional wounds left behind, and the person's continued presence is felt through their lingering impact. The suggestion of the person remaining awake and touching the cracks implies that their influence continues to affect the singer even from a distance.

Overall, "Disfraz" tells a story of wanting to break free from a toxic relationship and the struggle to fully detach oneself from its grasp. It emphasizes the importance of self-preservation and recognizing the detrimental effects of remaining in a harmful connection. The lyrics powerfully convey the singer's determination to hide, move on, and protect themselves from further damage, despite the challenges posed by the lingering presence of the person in their life.