Plus de larmes
Lomepal Lyrics

Plus de larmes dans le corps
I have cried so much that I cannot cry anymore.

Plus de larmes dans la machine
Even machines have run out of tears and emotions just like me.

Chaque jour une nouvelle cascade
Every day I face a new flood of emotions that I cannot control.

J'aurais dû demander une doublure
I should have asked for a replacement when I was not strong enough to handle this anymore.

Y a que dans mes cauchemars que je cours plus
I feel like I am running in my nightmares, but in reality, I cannot escape from my problems.

J'ai beaucoup moins de rêves je suis beaucoup plus vieux
I have lost my sense of dreaming, and now I feel older than I am.

Proche de mes démons
I am always close to my inner demons that haunt me day and night.

Je pourrais presque leur donner des prénoms
I have become so familiar with my demons that I can name them like my closest companions.

Je me détruis, je sais même plus si c'est mal
I am self-destructive, and at times, I wonder if it is even wrong to destroy myself further.

Ma morale et mes désirs s'emmêlent
I am torn between my moral compass and my desires, and I cannot separate the two anymore.

Comme mes idoles préférées j'ai faim de scène
Just like my favorite idols, I crave for the stage and the attention that comes with it.

Faim d'alcool, faim de gloire, faim de sexe
I am hungry for alcohol, fame, and sex, but I know that these are not the answers to my problems.

J'idéalise trop les rock stars parfois j'ai peur de vouloir rejoindre le club des 27
I romanticize the notion of being a rock star, but I fear that I might end up like those who died young at 27.

Je viens d'enchaîner seize interviews dans la même journée
I just finished 16 interviews in a single day, and I have lost touch with my own identity.

Je sais même plus comment je m'appelle
I have lost touch with myself to such an extent that I don't even remember my own name at times.

Cœur défectueux je survis sans
My heart is broken, but I have to survive without it because there is no other option.

Aucun rêve ne sera jamais suffisant
No dream will ever be enough to fill the void in my heart.

Si j'ai plus d'étoiles dans les yeux
If I have lost my ability to gaze at the stars with wonder.

C'est pour mieux voir venir le vide
It is because I know that emptiness is looming over me, and I want to be prepared for it.

Tu veux savoir comment je vis?
Do you want to know how I am doing?

Saut de l'ange dans le système, ensemble
We are all jumping into the system together like angels, hoping to escape our problems.

On a maquillé la tristesse, ensemble
We have masked our sadness together because we don't want the world to see us weak.

On a pris la drogue anti-stress, ensemble
We have resorted to anti-depressants and other drugs to feel less stressed and anxious.

Toujours mal à l'aise dans les fêtes dans les bars
I am always uncomfortable and out of place at parties and bars, surrounded by people who seem happy and carefree.

C'est pas mieux quand je m'enferme sans ler-par
Even when I am alone, I cannot escape my thoughts and feelings, and it only makes things worse.

Je donne même pas les quelques nouvelles qu'on me demande, seul
I cannot even share a few words with people who reach out to me because I am so isolated and alone.

Rideaux noirs dans l'appartement, seul
My apartment feels like a dark and lonely place, and I cannot escape from its suffocating walls.

Je veux pas voir qu'on est demain, seul
I don't want to face the fact that tomorrow is coming because I cannot bear the thought of enduring this pain for another day.

Je suis devenu fort en psycho en rassurant ma mère dans la cuisine jusqu'à quetre heures
I have become skilled in psychology by reassuring my mother and listening to her tales of woe until early hours of the morning.

Elle me parle toujours des même histoires de famille atroces je les connais toutes déjà par cœur
My mother always talks about the same terrible stories from our family, and I know them all by heart.

Je reste comme une personne addicte ce monde est un sauna, dis-moi le suicide me sauvera-t-il?
I feel like an addict who is trapped in a world that feels like a sauna, and I wonder if suicide would be my salvation.

Je partirai avec la même tête que Kitano dans Sonatine
If I were to die, I would only want to leave with the same stoic and indifferent expression as Kitano from the movie Sonatine.