Save Me From Myself
Louis The Child NoMBe Big Gigantic Lyrics

Let me introduce you to the voices in my head
I want to explain to you about the thoughts and emotions that I am constantly battling with

They misbehave with every chance they get
These thoughts and emotions tend to become negative and are difficult to manage

The pain is real, my laughter is pretend
Although I may put on a façade of happiness, the inner turmoil I face is genuine and difficult to cope with

So I light the matches ready to forget
I often turn to destructive behaviors as a way to momentarily escape the discomfort of my own mind

Still there's 48 hours without rest
Despite the exhaustion I feel, I continue to push forward without proper rest or self-care

Burning sensation in my chest
The stress and anxiety I experience manifests physically, causing a sensation of discomfort in my chest

Never would admit that I'm the best
I struggle with feelings of self-doubt and insecurity, making it difficult to acknowledge my own accomplishments

'Cause I was raised to take the bitter with a twist
I was raised to endure hardships with resilience, but this has also made it difficult to express vulnerability or seek help

'Cause I miss myself, yeah, I miss myself
I feel a sense of loss and longing for the version of myself that existed before the weight of these internal struggles took hold

Have you seen me?
I am searching for a sense of connection and understanding with those around me who may be able to help me find myself again

So won't you save me from myself right now?
I am reaching out for external support in the hopes that someone is able to rescue me from my own destructive patterns

'Cause you know I need your help right now, right now
I am expressing the urgency of my need for help as it feels as though I am in a critical moment of distress

Won't you save me from myself right now, right now?
I am pleading for someone to intervene and help me find a way out of this cycle that I am experiencing

'Cause I feel like someone else, somehow, somehow
I feel as though I have lost myself in this process and I am unsure of how to return to a sense of familiarity with my own identity