History
Louise Adams Lyrics


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Leaving before you wake
Call me a runaway
I know you won't understand
Giving you just enough
Stopping just short of love
I know it ain't what you planned
I just thought you should know
These things that I do
It's not about you, I got history
So, please don't be confused
I'm sorry that I'm such a mystery
No, no I won't go back
Go back and take you with me
So I'll do what I need to
So I won't repeat all my history

Even if the stars align
And everything let out just right
You know I'd still hold back
I know it isn't fair
So close but never there
You deserve better than that
I just thought you should know
These things that I do
It's not about you, I got history
So please don't be confused
I'm sorry that I'm such a mystery
No, no I won't go back
Go back and take you with me
So I'll do what I need to
So I won't repeat all my history

I should've told you
I should've told you
I should've told you
I should've told you
(I should've told you)

No, no, I won't go back
Go back and take you with me
I should've told you
All I had, my history
These things that I do
It's not about you, I got history




So please don't be confused
I'm sorry that I'm such a mystery

Overall Meaning

Louise Adams's song History explores the destructive impact of past experiences on present relationships. Essentially, the singer is expressing her reluctance to enter into a relationship with someone because of the baggage she carries from her past experiences with love. In the first verse, she describes how she is leaving before her partner wakes up, calling herself a runaway, revealing that she knows her partner won't understand her actions. She is giving just enough of herself but stopping before she falls in love. The line "It's not about you, I got history" emphatically conveys her message that the way she handles relationships has more to do with her past than her current partner. 


The second verse continues to relive the struggle of revealing the secrets of her past to her partner, despite knowing that he deserves better. Her self-doubt and lack of trust are heightened even when things are going well, and the line "Even if the stars align and everything let out just right, you know I'd still hold back" demonstrates how hesitant she is despite everything going well. Her lack of clarity causes pain in his heart as he wants to understand her and accept her for who she is. 


In conclusion, Louise Adams's song History is about the struggle of moving forward from history, particularly traumatic experiences that one has gone through the past. The lyrics portray the uncertainty and fear of being burned again, which prevent us from having happy relationships.


Line by Line Meaning

Leaving before you wake
I'm leaving early without you knowing.


Call me a runaway
You may call me a runaway for leaving like this.


I know you won't understand
I am aware that you won't comprehend why I am leaving.


Giving you just enough
I am providing you only with what's necessary.


Stopping just short of love
I am refusing to fall in love with you.


I know it ain't what you planned
I do realize that this is not what you expected.


I just thought you should know
I am informing you about my decision.


These things that I do
My actions are not related to you.


It's not about you, I got history
I have a past that affects the way I behave.


So please don't be confused
I don't want you to misunderstand me.


I'm sorry that I'm such a mystery
I apologize for being difficult to understand.


No, no I won't go back
I won't go back to the way things were.


Go back and take you with me
I won't take you back with me.


So I'll do what I need to
I will take the necessary steps to change.


So I won't repeat all my history
I don't want to make the same mistakes I made in the past.


Even if the stars align
Even if everything goes perfectly,


And everything let out just right
And all the pieces fall into place,


You know I'd still hold back
I still won't open up to you completely.


I know it isn't fair
I acknowledge that this isn't fair.


So close but never there
We are so close to each other, yet so far apart.


You deserve better than that
You deserve more than what I am giving you.


I should've told you
I should have been honest with you.


All I had, my history
All of my past burdens and experiences.




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Louise Adams 🇦🇺
💃Cały album 🕺😉✌️
1. „Historia”
(2:51)
2. „Czuć się dobrze”
(3:56)
3. „Ktoś do kochania”
(2:53)
4. „Ludzie pomagają ludziom”
(4:01)
5. „Wybuch huk”
(2:32)
6. „Nie należysz do mnie”
(3:09)
7. „Rzuciłem na ciebie urok”
(2:52)
8. „Nie ma słońca”
(1:57)
9. „Zrzuć to na mnie”
(3:13)
10. „Ktoś taki jak ty”
(4:06)
11. „Jolene”
(3:16)
🕊️Pozdrowienia z Polski🇵🇱



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Mic

Love this song! Have played it countless times since it first debuted on X factor.
Such a beautiful voice ... hope we get more of her music in the future

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Louise Adams 🇦🇺
💃Cały album 🕺😉✌️
1. „Historia”
(2:51)
2. „Czuć się dobrze”
(3:56)
3. „Ktoś do kochania”
(2:53)
4. „Ludzie pomagają ludziom”
(4:01)
5. „Wybuch huk”
(2:32)
6. „Nie należysz do mnie”
(3:09)
7. „Rzuciłem na ciebie urok”
(2:52)
8. „Nie ma słońca”
(1:57)
9. „Zrzuć to na mnie”
(3:13)
10. „Ktoś taki jak ty”
(4:06)
11. „Jolene”
(3:16)
🕊️Pozdrowienia z Polski🇵🇱

Missunnaturally

Amazing song Louise! I can't wait for your album!

Loretta Hargreaves

Individuality in spades. Outstanding.

JANE

AMAZING youre so talented cant wait to hear more music

tylah's vids

I love you Louis Adams!

manjiro jhon

Great recording technology

Selman El Fath

nice! but live sounds way better

Jack Kelley

+Selman El Fath Yes! I agree! :)

Tony Nguyen

+Selman El Fath Yes! I thought her live sounded better as well!

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