Loser of the Year
LoveSick Radio Lyrics


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Never should have walked you to the door,
Never should have told you those 3 words.
When you said you wanted less I wanted more.
Isn't that the way it always works?
And why did I call you yesterday?
You never call me back.
I wonder if you wonder if I'm okay.
And all I have left are photographs,
Scattered on my floor and torn in half.

And I hate myself for falling in this far,
Every minute wanna be where you are.
Put my fist through the wall cause it's so damn clear.
I'm holding on cause it's so hard to let go,
Driving by your house staring at your window.
When you close your blinds look down here,
And see the loser of the year.

So I hear your going away to school.
Saw your friend Stacy out last night.
I tried to play it off like it was cool,
But it was killing me inside.
Thought about how we crossed that line,
Sneaking out so we could be alone.
It all happened right at the wrong time.

All I have left are memories,
To remind me of what we'll never be.

And I hate myself for falling in this far,
Every minute wanna be where you are.
Put my fist through the wall cause it's so damn clear.
I'm holding on cause it's so hard to let go,
Driving by your house staring at your window.
When you close your blinds could you look down here,
At the loser of the year.

Should I move on?
Should I give up?
Did I give too much?
Was I not enough?

Either way,
I hate myself for falling in this far.
Holding on cause it's so hard to let go,
Outside your house standing at your window.
Before you close your eyes could you come down here
And kiss the loser of the year.

(I hate myself for falling in this far)
And kiss the loser of the year.
(Every minute wanna be where you are)
I'm just the loser of the year.
(I hate myself for falling in this far)




I'm the loser of the year.
(I hate myself for falling in this far)

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to LoveSick Radio's "Loser Of The Year" capture the heartbreak and turmoil of a failed relationship that leaves the singer feeling lost and alone. The first stanza sees the singer regretting expressing their love and wanting more than their partner did. They wonder why their partner won't return their calls, and if they're okay, revealing their vulnerability and fear of rejection. The singer then expresses their despair at only having memories and torn photographs left of their relationship, wishing they were still with their partner, while simultaneously hating themselves for their feelings. In the second stanza, the singer sees their partner moving on with their life, while they are still stuck, haunted by memories and consumed by their inability to let go. They speak to their inner conflict, questioning if they should move on or if they gave too much, ultimately wishing for their partner to come back to them, even if just for a moment, to allow them to feel loved again.


Overall, the lyrics convey a relatable feeling of heartbreak, loss, and insecurity in one's self and their worth. LoveSick Radio has created a relatable and emotional song that is sure to resonate with listeners.


Line by Line Meaning

Never should have walked you to the door,
I regret letting you leave


Never should have told you those 3 words.
I regret confessing my love for you


When you said you wanted less I wanted more.
I wanted more than you were willing to give


Isn't that the way it always works?
This is a typical story of unrequited love


And why did I call you yesterday?
I still want to talk to you, even though you don't respond


You never call me back.
I feel ignored and rejected by you


I wonder if you wonder if I'm okay.
I'm not okay, and I wish you cared enough to ask


And all I have left are photographs,
Memories are all that remain of our time together


Scattered on my floor and torn in half.
Our relationship ended in a messy, painful way


So I hear you're going away to school.
Life goes on for you, but I'm still stuck here


Saw your friend Stacy out last night.
I'm jealous and hurt that you're moving on without me


I tried to play it off like it was cool,
I don't want you to know how much I still care


But it was killing me inside.
I'm dying inside without you


Thought about how we crossed that line,
I regret getting involved with you in the first place


Sneaking out so we could be alone.
Our relationship was always hidden and secretive


It all happened right at the wrong time.
Our timing was never right for a lasting relationship


All I have left are memories,
Our relationship is over, but I can't forget you


To remind me of what we'll never be.
We had potential, but it was never realized


Should I move on?
I can't decide if I should let you go or keep hoping


Should I give up?
Maybe it's time to accept our relationship is over


Did I give too much?
I wonder if I invested more in our relationship than you did


Was I not enough?
I feel inadequate and wonder if I wasn't enough for you


Either way,
Regardless of what happens, I'm still hurting


I hate myself for falling in this far.
I regret how much I still love you


Holding on cause it's so hard to let go,
I'm struggling to move on from our relationship


Outside your house standing at your window.
I still want to be close to you, even if I can only watch from afar


Before you close your eyes could you come down here
I'm begging for your attention and affection


And kiss the loser of the year.
I feel like a complete failure, and I just want your love


(I hate myself for falling in this far)
My love for you is a source of self-hatred


And kiss the loser of the year.
Despite my flaws, I want you to love me


(Every minute wanna be where you are)
I'm constantly thinking about you and wishing to be with you


I'm just the loser of the year.
I feel like a pathetic loser for still loving you


(I hate myself for falling in this far)
My feelings for you are causing me pain and distress


I'm the loser of the year.
I've lost everything, including you, and I'm a complete failure




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ApplePie

Never delete their songs ever pls. I'm absolutely in love with them but it's absolutely impossible to find them anywhere else

RydeR

this song made my day not cause i can relate but its just really good

Placentals

i can so relate... this is the music that's my life.

Kenzie Baird

they are coming to my school next month! im so excited. im gonna be in love with them foreverrr.

Ashley Baker

This is my favorite song(:

Kendra Benjamin

this song is so perfect for when me and my bf broke up, it made me cry :/

Noa Livernois

" and i hate myself for falling in this far" cause it always ends the same way

hulksmashandmaim

song is beast, really summarizes what hurts

Nellie

How many times? How many hearts must listen to this song? In a week...I've been cheated on and turned down by my stalker. What the hell. I wish I didn't care

hulksmashandmaim

"you said you wanted less i wanted more, isn't that the way it always works"

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