Diary
Low Millions Lyrics


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I used a screwdriver
I couldn't find the key
I had to know your secrets
The thoughts you keep from me

I read how you resent me
You even dreamed that I was dead
You said, you thought that I'd look stunning
With a bullet in my head

Ooh, It's too biza are are e to believe
Ooh, you can't be talkin' ‘bout me
That's the way I have to read it
In your diary

Now we can fight if you want to
Unhappily ever after
Or, you can just tell me
To my face, if you think I'm such a bastard

I knew you weren't happy
Yeah but who'd of guessed of this
To read that you were planning
To betray me with a kiss

You'll probably just leave me, and I'll fall apart




Might as well just kill me
Why don't you finish what you started

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Low Millions' song "Diary" describe the discovery of a diary by the singer who used a screwdriver to unlock it because they could not find the key. The singer reads about the writer's resentful feelings towards them, including a dream in which the writer wished there was a bullet in the singer's head. At first, the singer is in disbelief that the diary entry is about them since they can't imagine someone feeling such intense anger towards them. However, the singer decides to confront the writer of the diary and suggest that they talk it out instead of engaging in an unhappy and potentially violent relationship.


The lyrics of "Diary" clearly explore themes of betrayal, mistrust and secrecy in a romantic relationship. The intense feelings and anger that the writer feels towards the singer is revealed through the private accounts of a diary that was never meant to be seen by the singer. The imagery around death and killing that is present in the diary entry creates a sense of danger and instability, as the writer seems to harbour dark and violent thoughts towards the singer. However, the singer chooses to face these feelings head-on, showing a willingness to engage in honest confrontation and communication.


Line by Line Meaning

I used a screwdriver
I resorted to unconventional means to get into your secret diary


I couldn't find the key
I had to find an alternative method to unlock your diary


I had to know your secrets
I was curious and desperate to find out what you weren't telling me


The thoughts you keep from me
I was suspicious that you had been keeping things from me


I read how you resent me
I found out that you hold bitterness towards me


You even dreamed that I was dead
Your subconscious reveals that you don't value me as important in your life


You said, you thought that I'd look stunning with a bullet in my head
You entertained the idea of wanting me to be killed by anyone or thing


Ooh, It's too biza are are e to believe
It's hard for me to accept and process the disturbing information that I had discovered


Ooh, you can't be talkin' ‘bout me
I can't believe that you're actually saying those vicious things about me


That's the way I have to read it
I have to face the unsettling truth through your written expressions


In your diary
Your diary is the gateway to discovering how you really feel about me


Now we can fight if you want to
You and I can argue and confront each other about the issues


Unhappily ever after
Our future together looks bleak and miserable


Or, you can just tell me
I would prefer if you could talk to me about these issues openly


To my face, if you think I'm such a bastard
If you truly think that I'm a terrible person, confront me with your confrontations


I knew you weren't happy
I had an idea that you had been struggling with some inner chaos


Yeah but who'd of guessed of this
I never anticipated that you would go to such extreme measures


To read that you were planning
To learn that you had schemed against me


To betray me with a kiss
Your intentions to ruin me with an act of deceit


You'll probably just leave me, and I'll fall apart
I suspect that you'll abandon me, and I'll be completely devastated


Might as well just kill me
If everything falls apart, I can't bear to exist in this world without you


Why don't you finish what you started
If you're going to leave or hurt me, you might as well go all the way




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, BMG Rights Management
Written by: ADAM COHEN, STEVEN M. KRIKORIAN

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