wanna go home
Lucidious Lyrics

Go home, go home
The singer is repeating the phrase 'go home' as a way to express their desire to return to a place of familiarity and comfort.

Go home, go home, go home
By repeating the phrase 'go home' multiple times, the singer emphasizes the importance of this desire to them.

I feel that time is slipping and we're getting older
The singer is acknowledging the passing of time and the fact that they are getting older.

And lately I'm appreciating being sober
The singer is grateful for their sobriety and is finding value in the experience of being sober.

Mama always said that I should take it slower
The singer's mother always advised them to slow down and not rush through life.

Don't wish your life away cause you don't get a second donor
The singer recognizes the importance of living in the present and not taking life for granted, as there is no second chance at life.

Reading on a balcony and sipping tea
The singer describes a peaceful moment that they are enjoying, which includes reading on a balcony and sipping tea.

Resolving traumas that follow me back to seventeen
The singer is actively working through past traumas that continue to affect them.

Working through emotions I'ma set em free
The singer is working through their emotions and hopes to release them in order to find peace and contentment.

Had to figure out that the beauty was in the in between
The singer has learned that there is value in the moments of life that are neither good nor bad, but somewhere in between.

Don't wanna give up
The singer is expressing a desire to keep pushing forward and not give up.

I'll give it all of me
The singer is willing to put in all their effort and energy into something.

In the past I'll focus on what's in front of me
The singer is learning to focus on the present moment and not dwell on the past.

I'm working on that since therapy back at 23
The singer has been working on overcoming their struggles since they were 23 years old, possibly through therapy.

Trying to make my mama proud of me I wanna go home
The singer wants to make their mother proud and feels that going home would help them achieve this goal.

I'm feeling like the time is creeping up my shoulder
The singer feels like time is constantly looming over them, reminding them of its passage.

Reaching for a bottle just to make it slower
The singer is struggling and may be tempted to turn to substances to help slow down time.

I wanna talk to mom I wish that I could hold her
The singer is missing their mother and wishes they could have a conversation with her.

And tell her sorry that I've gotten colder yeah
The singer feels that they have become more distant from their mother and wishes to apologize for this.

Fake friends just don't cut it like they used to
The singer has noticed that their friendships have changed and aren't as fulfilling as they once were.

Small talking and parties I guess I outgrew
The singer has outgrown the activities that used to bring them joy, such as small talk and parties.

Don't really understand what I'm going through
The singer is struggling to understand their own emotions and the challenges they are facing.

I wish this could just end oh
The singer is expressing a desire for their struggles to come to an end and for things to get better.