This Old Heartache
Lucinda Williams Lyrics


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It's been a month of Sunday's since I laid eyes on you
Have you changed your ways or have you even tried to
I wish I could kill all this worry and regret
But I am haunted still by the things I can't forget

It's hard to take, this old heartache
It's drivin' me out of my mind
I can't take it and I can't shake it
And it lives with me all the time

People look at me and they think I've got it all
I'm happy and go lucky and I'll never take a fall
What they never see when they look from the outside
Is the thing that tortures me and eats me up inside

It's hard to take, this old heartache
It's driving me out of mind
I can't take it and I can't shake it
And it lives with me all the time

You think that I don't care hut you don't have a clue
Life is never fair, no matter what you do
And if you only knew az the thoughts I live with every day
And the peace of mind it costs and the hell I have to pay

It's hard to take, this old heartache
It's drivin' me out of my mind
I can't take it and I cant shake it




And it lives with me all the time
Yeah, it lives with me all the time

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Lucinda Williams's song This Old Heartache depict the feeling of being haunted and tormented by memories of a past love. The opening line sets the tone with a powerful metaphor, "It's been a month of Sunday's since I laid eyes on you," which suggests that the singer has been longing for the other person for an impossibly long time. The lyrics then ask if the other person has changed, indicating that the singer has not been able to move on and is still holding on to hope for reconciliation. However, the repetition of "this old heartache" throughout the song reflects the constant pain and struggle that comes with heartbreak.


The chorus is particularly powerful, as Williams cries out that the heartache is "driving me out of my mind" and "lives with me all the time." This emphasizes the suffocating nature of the feeling and highlights how it never truly goes away. The final verse poignantly reveals the singer's inner turmoil and the cost of holding on to the past, "And if you only knew the thoughts I live with every day, and the peace of mind it costs and the hell I have to pay."


Overall, This Old Heartache encapsulates the pain and longing that comes with a love lost, and how painful memories can stay with a person forever.


Line by Line Meaning

It's been a month of Sunday's since I laid eyes on you
It's been a long time since I last saw you


Have you changed your ways or have you even tried to
I wonder if you have changed and tried to be better


I wish I could kill all this worry and regret
I wish I could make this worry and regret disappear


But I am haunted still by the things I can't forget
But the memories of the past still affect me


It's hard to take, this old heartache
This pain is difficult to bear


It's drivin' me out of my mind
It's making me crazy


I can't take it and I can't shake it
I can't get rid of it no matter how hard I try


And it lives with me all the time
And it's always with me


People look at me and they think I've got it all
People think I have everything


I'm happy and go lucky and I'll never take a fall
I appear happy and carefree


What they never see when they look from the outside
What they don't realize is


Is the thing that tortures me and eats me up inside
I'm plagued by something that hurts me deeply


You think that I don't care hut you don't have a clue
You think I don't care, but you have no idea


Life is never fair, no matter what you do
Life is unpredictable and often unfair


And if you only knew az the thoughts I live with every day
If you only knew the thoughts and feelings I experience every day


And the peace of mind it costs and the hell I have to pay
And the cost of my peace of mind and the pain I endure


Yeah, it lives with me all the time
Yes, this pain is always with me




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