December
Lydia Lyrics


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It was four or five of everything, as you are no good
I saw it through the frame and through my face
Covering my eyes, because we are nothing
And never quite the same from a black and white summer
With photographs that showed our rails and razorblades
I think it cured my pain, again

Promise you will go down my neck
Just like those pills and your cigarette

So as my fingers curl, I move my lips just so you won't have to
Damnit you clever girl, your style is keeping us from sleep
One more and I'm free, oh we've been so lucky
Yeah we've been so likely to lose
So give in, let's give in

It's all suicide if I hide
Because you are everywhere I look and in my skin
I taste your neck and lips just from breathing in
Let's call it off kid
But through the window you reach for the cold
But the door is so much closer
And the sun has sold itself to the land and all over my skin
No! No! Stop it, stop him

So what, so what, we all were all afraid
So this I swear I know, it's not the chemicals
You are off my mind, I finally got away
You said it's such a life to remember
So come on, and we'll sleep away December
It was you, bringing your white company
Bringing the night so it seemed
And we will never sleep again
So as you walk through the door




And yell I'm never coming back here
It's over we are still nothing

Overall Meaning

Lydia's song "December" is a melancholic ode to a doomed relationship. The lyrics are cryptic and ambiguous, but the overall tone is one of regret, pain, and resignation. The song seems to be narrated from the perspective of someone who has been hurt and betrayed by their lover, but who cannot let go of the memories and the feelings that once bound them together.


The first verse sets the scene with a series of images that are both surreal and evocative: "It was four or five of everything, as you are no good / I saw it through the frame and through my face / Covering my eyes, because we are nothing / And never quite the same from a black and white summer / With photographs that showed our rails and razorblades / I think it cured my pain, again." The lines "four or five of everything" and "rails and razorblades" suggest drug use or self-harm, while the reference to a "black and white summer" and "photographs" evoke nostalgia and longing.


The chorus is haunting and poignant: "So as my fingers curl, I move my lips just so you won't have to / Damnit you clever girl, your style is keeping us from sleep / One more and I'm free, oh we've been so lucky / Yeah we've been so likely to lose / So give in, let's give in." The use of gendered pronouns is interesting and ambiguous, as it is not clear whether the singer and their lover are of the same or different genders. The repeated phrase "give in" suggests a desire to surrender to fate or to each other, despite the pain and the risks involved.


Overall, Lydia's "December" is a complex and emotional song that defies easy interpretation. It captures the feeling of being trapped in a relationship that is both beautiful and destructive, and the struggle to let go and move on.


Line by Line Meaning

It was four or five of everything, as you are no good
There were multiple things in my life and they were all just as bad as you


I saw it through the frame and through my face
I could see the situation from multiple angles


Covering my eyes, because we are nothing
I closed my eyes because our relationship was meaningless


And never quite the same from a black and white summer
Things have never been the same since that summer


With photographs that showed our rails and razorblades
The pictures show the destructive path we were on


I think it cured my pain, again
Our relationship helps me temporarily numb the pain I feel


Promise you will go down my neck
Promise me you will kiss my neck


Just like those pills and your cigarette
Just like how taking pills and smoking a cigarette feels good


So as my fingers curl, I move my lips just so you won't have to
I touch my lips so that you don't have to kiss me


Damnit you clever girl, your style is keeping us from sleep
Your seductive personality is causing us to stay up all night


One more and I'm free, oh we've been so lucky
One more time and I'll finally be able to let go, even though we've been lucky in the past


Yeah we've been so likely to lose
We've come close to losing each other many times


So give in, let's give in
Let's give in to our attractions


It's all suicide if I hide
Hiding my feelings is like a form of suicide


Because you are everywhere I look and in my skin
You are always on my mind and in my body


I taste your neck and lips just from breathing in
I can still taste you just from breathing the same air


Let's call it off kid
Let's end this relationship


But through the window you reach for the cold
You try to escape outside through the window


But the door is so much closer
It would be easier to leave through the door


And the sun has sold itself to the land and all over my skin
The sun has set and I feel its warmth on my skin


No! No! Stop it, stop him
I try to stop you from leaving


So what, so what, we all were all afraid
We were all afraid at some point


So this I swear I know, it's not the chemicals
I swear it's not just a physical attraction


You are off my mind, I finally got away
I finally got you out of my mind


You said it's such a life to remember
You said we'll always remember this time in our lives


So come on, and we'll sleep away December
Let's forget about everything and just spend December together


It was you, bringing your white company
You brought your friends with you


Bringing the night so it seemed
You made the night more exciting


And we will never sleep again
We'll stay up all night together


So as you walk through the door
As you leave


And yell I'm never coming back here
And say you'll never return


It's over we are still nothing
Our relationship is over and we never had anything meaningful




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Never Give An Inch

In 2004 I was addicted to coke. A girl I was talking to introduced me to this band. I was a teenager. This band and her were there for me during a dark time in my life. The sad part is we stopped talking before I got clean and I can’t even remember her last name now. She deserves a thank you wherever she is.

Ralf Quiles

This is beautiful

Jacob Kear

This song is incredible

Introvert English

I fucking hate how many feelings every single part of this this song has made me feel for like 10 years. I knew this album and others were about heroine use with a girl, but since my friend just OD'd I feel kind of sick for romanticizing it in a way. This music is so ingrained into my head it's like I can willingly ruin my month by listening to it. </3

Bruce Armstrong-Lopez

So wish this would be on spotify, love it so much

Bruce Armstrong-Lopez

@Teridax heck yeah thanks for that!!

Teridax

you're in luck, it's finally there

Jam

I'm 34 first heard this song when I was like 16 or 17 bc I met a girl from az who's brother was friends with someone in the band and she sent me this song and a few others but this song still means as much as ever still..

Ramen Lydia

I was named after this band :)

Lucas Shank

December 1st, 2019. 12:01 am.

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