Skull
M.I.R.V. w/DJ Disk Lyrics
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That's a skull crush
Press the fucking blade to my stomach
That's a gut bust
My life consists of two sins
They're called love and lust
Tried to end it, shaky fucking hands
In this blade I trust
That's not what I want
You think just because I'm lost, look down on me you fucking slut
You won't see my blood stained on my knife
I keep my blade tucked
You will never find my body, stop your search
The case is cut
Banished from life and the Circle of Eden
I had to go dark cuz I needed to see this
My purpose was found and is spelled out in blood
Come closer to me I need you to run
I'm so belligerent, it is a gift is it
I cannot help it if I love the way that my rage feels
The ink is my blood my soul is the quill
I'm signing my soul over now
I need to be reunited with my stepdad
He abused me as a child
Coming to think of it he didn't give a shit
He made my mom his bitch
He fed her brain with tricks
So when I see this fucker in hell
I'm piercing his heart with my spine
Speaking of demons I have mine
Speaking of halos I lost mine
Do I look like someone who's happy
I should be evil, look at my eyes
You are stuck in an endless traffic of your life
You don't understand
They control you, they burn me alive
I can't say too much about this topic yet
Cuz that's my dying light
Until these demons leave this fucking world
I will fucking fight, run up with my knife
Killing them demons with my hood the fuck up
Do you cherish your faith, it seems like you gave up
What was your calling, huh
What was your up
Your shit half full when you look at your cup
You petty Lil shit this is why you gave up
You stay around me you gon learn how to trust
And to protect only ones that you love
They say that I'm shit bitch
You shit when you eat
The pot that you piss in
It come from where we
Grew up in the same piss pot
Now yo ass lookin' surprised G-Shock
Grimm said my time was ticking, wristwatch
Told that Lil bitch to go back to his box
I'm done with this shit
I'm seeing my pops
Press the fucking metal to my head
That's a skull crush
Press the fucking blade to my stomach
That's a gut bust
My life consists of two sins
They're called love and lust
Tried to end it, shaky fucking hands
In this blade I trust
Everybody expects my life from me
That's not what I want
You think just because I'm lost, look down on me you fucking slut
You won't see my blood stained on my knife
I keep my blade tucked
You will never find my body, stop your search
The case is cut
The lyrics to M.I.R.V. w/DJ Disk's song "Skull" depict a troubled individual who has experienced trauma and abuse in their life. The opening lines express a desire for self-harm as a way to escape the pain they are feeling. They talk about how their life is defined by two things, love and lust, which they cannot seem to escape. The lines "in this blade I trust" suggest a dangerous obsession with self-harm and suicide as a way of dealing with their emotional pain.
The second verse focuses on the singer's past, specifically the abuse they suffered as a child at the hands of their stepfather. They express a desire for revenge, to "pierce his heart with my spine" when they eventually meet him in hell. They also talk about how they have lost their faith and feel as though they are fighting against demons on a daily basis. The lyrics suggest a deeply troubled individual who is struggling to come to terms with their past and find a sense of purpose in their life.
Overall, the song is a dark and intense portrayal of a person who is struggling with mental health issues, trauma, and abuse. It speaks to the need for support and understanding for those who are struggling with these issues, as well as the importance of seeking help when feeling overwhelmed.
Line by Line Meaning
Press the fucking metal to my head
I'm experiencing so much pain that I feel like crushing my skull
That's a skull crush
Putting a metal to my head is so painful, that it feels like my skull is crushing
Press the fucking blade to my stomach
I'm in so much emotional turmoil that it feels like my stomach is being cut
That's a gut bust
Putting a blade to my stomach is so painful, that it feels like my gut is being busted
My life consists of two sins
I'm only allowing myself to love and lust, and not much else
They're called love and lust
These sins are my only sources of emotional fulfillment
Tried to end it, shaky fucking hands
I've attempted suicide before, but couldn't go through with it because of fear and anxiety
In this blade I trust
I feel more comfort in my blade than in my own life
Everybody expects my life from me
People have expectations about how I should live my life, but that's not what I truly want
That's not what I want
My true desires and aspirations are different than what people think
You think just because I'm lost, look down on me you fucking slut
People judge and belittle me because I'm struggling and lost, but they have no right to do so
You won't see my blood stained on my knife
I'm keeping my emotional pain hidden from others and using my blade as a coping mechanism
I keep my blade tucked
I keep my blade hidden and close to me at all times
You will never find my body, stop your search
I don't want to be found, even if it means ending my own life
The case is cut
My fate is sealed, and there's no turning back
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Written by: I C E B E AR!
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