Medicine
M.I.gang Lyrics

All this time, you've been mine, heaven-sent Valentine
I have been in a blessed relationship with you for a long time

And just like that, my life stopped on the dime
My entire life changed suddenly and drastically

I can't stop cryin', inside I'm dyin'
I cannot control my emotions and feel like dying inside

I caught you red-handed, that's what I get for spyin'
I found out that you were cheating on me because I was spying on you

But I've been suspicious, 'cause you done caught me with some bitches
I have been suspicious of you because I have cheated on you before

But you promised not to shoot me with the same triggers
You promised not to hurt me in the same way that I hurt you

You didn't know the new Benz I just bought you Could be tracked by satellite, and that's how I caught you
You did not realize that the car I gave you was equipped with a tracking device, which is how I found out about your affair

Oh Baby why? In the past I've been unfaithful
I am wondering why you cheated on me, even though I have been unfaithful to you before

I can't believe it, I feel like, this nigga raped you But you allowed it, you gave yourself to a coward
I am struggling to come to terms with the fact that you cheated on me, and I feel like you were violated by your partner, even though you consented to the affair

I'ma bury both of you, and still buy you flowers
I want to punish both of you for what you did, but I also still have strong feelings of love for you

Remember when Our love would never end? But now I am Tastin' my own medicine
I reminisce about our past love, but now I am experiencing the same pain that I have caused you before

It's disturbin', it's sick, I keep thinkin' bout this shit I want to spit on your face, while you lie in a ditch
I am deeply disturbed by what happened and harbor violent thoughts towards you

You forgave me, but I just can't forgive you 'cause it ain't the same, I can't explain it, but it's true
Although you forgave me for cheating on you, I cannot forgive you for doing the same to me because it feels different

You destroyed me, you ruined, everything I worked for A house with an elevator, a spa on the third floor
Your actions have caused me to lose everything I worked hard for, like our luxurious home with amenities

I just wish you was a dream, and that I could wake up But it's real, so I keep, gettin' drunk, as fuck
I am struggling to come to terms with the reality of what happened and cope by drinking excessively

I'm home waitin' for you, you don't know that I know yet You're probably gettin' fucked right now, sippin' some moet
I am waiting for you to come home, knowing about your affair, and I imagine you enjoying yourself with your lover

It's some old man named Dr. Paul Seigel? Here's the business card, in case I don't believe you?
You claim to have been visiting an old man named Dr. Paul Seigel, and I doubt your story and demand proof

Whose house is this and who the Hell is Paul?
I am suspicious and questioning you about the location you were supposedly visiting

Gangsta's don't cry baby, don't even try it
I am trying to hide my emotions and be tough, so don't try to make me cry

This song is dedicated for all you niggas Fuckin' over the women you love If she don't get you back, your conscience will And if she's not happy, you won't be happy That's just the way it goes Yeah, this the SPM, it don't never quit
The song aims to highlight the issue of men cheating on their partners, warning that their actions will have consequences for both parties involved