Losing My Mind
M.O.G. (Murder One Gangstas) Lyrics

I've been losing my mind for a while now
I've been struggling with my mental health for some time now.

Devastated and down crying out loud
I feel extremely sad and hopeless, and I can't stop crying.

Smoking blunts with the gang and we on it
I'm smoking marijuana with my friends to cope with my emotions.

We ain't fighting 'bout love but you won it
We're not arguing over love, but you ended up winning my heart.

Calling me back like that
You keep calling me even though we broke up.

Fucking 'round all hoes mans
You are messing around with other guys.

While the boy's out, get all them bags
While I'm away, you take advantage and get everything you want.

Shit it ain't 'bout the money but you kept playin' like that
It's not about the money, but you still acted like it was.

You told me I was addictive, like your best friend on crack
You told me that you were addicted to me, just like your best friend is addicted to drugs.

Don't call me shawty
Don't call me babe or sweetie.

A glock plus a 49, when the bandits came around
I was armed with a Glock and a 49 when the thieves showed up.

You was equipped with 45's waiting and top was already down
You were prepared with 45's and had the top down on the car.

It was our style it was my life cause we was dying for this shit
Our lifestyle was important to us and we were willing to risk our lives for it.

Cause all the days that we was down we still was loving us and shit
Even when things were tough, we still loved each other.

Remember the times when I came home you wasn't lonely
I remember when I came home and you weren't alone.

All of the mess made by your mates you used to call homies
Your friends caused a lot of problems, but you still called them your friends.

And I talked to you but your head red
I talked to you but you were too angry to listen.

Your bed all white like a deathbed
Your bed looks like a deathbed, all white and sterile.

Even though that I kept winning, you still kept running
Even though I was successful, you still left me behind.

Every time I saw you all around keeping gunning
Every time I saw you, you were flirting with other guys.

I thought that you a good back, but you ain't talk back
I thought you had my back, but you didn't defend me.

Then you came back, even though I pushed back
You came back to me, even though I tried to push you away.

And I ask myself why I kept trusting like that -no-more
I wonder why I kept trusting you, but I won't do it anymore.

Down the drain all my feelings playing worried times back and forth
All my feelings are going down the drain as I worry about our past.

These hoes a 40 out of 100, you a 95
Other girls are a 40 out of 100, but you're a 95.

Bitch I was there but you wasn't there for me
I was there for you, but you weren't there for me.

It's crazy 'cause even the hardest times, I thought that we were meant to be
Even during the toughest times, I believed that we were meant to be together.

And I'm just always being me, but you're too blind you couldn't see
I'm always true to myself, but you can't see that because you're blind.

Girl I hope that there's another time that we are meant to be, damn
I hope that there's another chance for us to be together, damn.