The group officially debuted on August 1, 2013 with their title track "너랑 친구 못해", a hip-hop dance song. Their debut stage was on Mnet's "M Countdown". On the October 16th broadcast of Channel A's 'Star Family Song' former member LeeU of F.Cuz revealed that he had joined the rookie group and changed his stage name to Lumin. On October 27 an audio teaser of the song "On My Mind" was released through Benjamin Entertainment's Official YouTube account. The song was written and composed by JYJ's Kim Jaejoong as a gift to the group.
On My Mind
M.Pire Lyrics
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Whole lotta thoughts go on in my mind
I don't know why, I don't know why I'm high
I guess we just rolled up bout a thousand times
Here's to one thoux, I'll have a million later
Don't give no fucks about a fucking hater
You can pull up, and meet my fucking laser
Got a red beam, bitch you can call me Vader
You do not know me
I think that I need some tint
The way I come through glowing
She say she cold the reason why cause my neck stay on flurry
I'm always speeding but don't think that means I'm in a hurry
I been racking up
Just been stacking up
What's that in my cup
Said what's that in my cup
No you can't get none
No you can't get none
Bitch I'm having fun
Said bitch I'm having fun
Whole lotta things go on in my mind
Whole lotta thoughts go on in my mind
I don't know why, I don't know why I'm high
I guess we just rolled up bout a thousand times
Here's to one thoux, I'll have a million later
Don't give no fucks about a fucking hater
You can pull up, and meet my fucking laser
Got a red beam, bitch you can call me Vader
The lyrics to M.Pire's "On My Mind" touch on themes of loss, grief and reminiscence as the rapper reminisces about two important figures in his life who have passed away. He talks about his feelings of helplessness and confusion in dealing with the pain of their loss as well as the influence they continue to have on his life. The lyrics start with the rapper talking to his deceased loved ones, telling them how much he loves and misses them, and asking for their guidance and support. He then goes on to talk about his struggles with coping with their absence and the memories that continue to haunt him.
The lyrics are deeply personal and heartfelt, with the rapper pouring out his emotions and feelings of pain and loss. The use of vivid imagery and powerful metaphors helps to create a sense of raw emotion and vulnerability that draws the listener in, inviting them to share in his grief and empathize with his struggle. The repetition of the lines "Why'd you have to go, left me alone" underscores the pain and sense of abandonment that the rapper feels in the wake of his loss, adding to the sense of emotional depth and authenticity that pervades the song.
Overall, "On My Mind" is a powerful tribute to the power of love, loss, and the human spirit. It is a deeply personal song that taps into the universal themes of grief and mourning, and it is sure to resonate with anyone who has ever lost a loved one.
Line by Line Meaning
Been screaming you the realest
I've been praising you as the most genuine person I know
In that casket don't know how you feeling
I don't know how you're doing in the afterlife
Heart filled with pain
Feeling extreme emotional agony
Don't know how to deal with
I don't know how to handle this situation
All these demons really out to get me
I'm constantly struggling with my own inner demons
I don't know how you getting off my mind
I don't know how to stop thinking about you
You always on it like most of the time
You occupy my thoughts constantly
Thinking about all of our happy times
Remembering all the good memories we had together
Telling me the do's and don'ts
Giving me advice and guidance
Telling you no I won't
Rejecting the advice you gave me
It hurt my soul
The pain I feel is deep and internal
Left my heart cold
My heart is empty and numb without you here
Why'd you have to go
Why did you have to leave this world?
Left me alone
Your absence has made me feel isolated and lonely
Man I seen you in that casket
I saw you at your funeral in your coffin
Hope you'd talk to me
I hoped you would somehow communicate with me from beyond the grave
When you didn't respond
When I didn't receive any sort of sign or message from you
It was hard to breathe
I was overwhelmed with grief
I could barely believe my eyes
I was in shock and disbelief at the sight of you in the casket
It was hard to see
It was difficult to accept the reality of your death
Tears in my eyes
Crying and emotional
Pain in my feet
Feeling physically and emotionally weighed down
Traumatized at night
Experiencing distress and anxiety during sleep
I could barely sleep
Struggling to get a decent amount of rest due to emotional turmoil
It was crazy how you & gramps
It's hard to believe that both you and grandpa are gone
Visit me in my dreams
Appear in my dreams as if you're still alive
When I smile
When I feel happy or content
Y'all smile back at me
I feel like you're with me and supporting me, even in spirit
Wake up that same morning face reality
Having to confront the harsh truth of your absence every day
Knowing y'all dead and gone
Fully aware that you have passed away and are no longer present in this world
Man this shit take long
The grieving process is long and difficult
How can I stay strong
Trying to maintain composure despite the pain and sadness
When two of my heroes gone
When two people I looked up to and admired are no longer here
Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Milo McCullough
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
@eyesxchains12
It's a beautiful song!! good job JJ and M.Pire , I hope you guys sing a song together someday =]
@rach3895
Nice...I can feel Jaejoong's style in this! Love it :D
@yd2720
Has Jaejoong written all over it :) Want to hear this live!
@fajr18yshai
2020❤ still one of my favorite songs!
@yoel6209
I miss them. This was and still is my song 😭
@sirishin8156
I can totally imagine Jaejoong sing this. This is so him 💕
@CG-iv5qz
this song is amazing
@pinoydramaacademy
Amazing song!
@elhyomax2871
Came for JaeJoong
Stay for M.Pire
Good work guys !
@j2kay93
i got into m.pire because of lumin. he was my bias in f.cuz. i found this song because i love m.pire and bought the album. sure i love jae but i didn't know who wrote this song whilst buying the album and listening to it. so can we just hush and listen? i love lumin's vocals they're so husky~ this is m.pire. not jyj. and jae wrote the song for m.pire. the group.