Memory
M.U.T.S. music studio / Blueberry & Yogurt Lyrics

I'm wondering how I came to be here
Feeling lost and uncertain about how one ended up in a particular situation

Lying alone trying hard not to shed a tear
Feeling sad and alone, trying to hold back tears

Remember daddy said "Boys don't stay for long"
Recalling a piece of advice or warning from a father figure about men not sticking around for very long in relationships

They always think that there's something wrong
Assuming that men leave a relationship due to a problem or issue, rather than the reality that they may just not want to stay

I open up my eyes and I see Little reminders of when you're here with me
Seeing small mementos or memories of a past relationship partner when looking around the room

I'm hooked to the telephone Please you've got to call I know you never promised anything at all
Desperately waiting for a phone call from a past partner, despite the knowledge that they never made any promises to call

Shanghai memories of 1945 I don't cry, I don't cry
Remembering a specific set of memories from a particular time and place, and trying not to cry about them

My last two weeks go by and I stay All alone in my room with no one to play
Spending the final weeks in a place or relationship feeling lonely and isolated

I must realize you will never see Life could be good if you only stayed with me
Coming to the realization that a past partner will never understand how much better life could have been if they had chosen to stay in the relationship