Tsuioku No Kakera
MALICE MIZER Lyrics


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Boku no shikou wa shidaini koubai wo masuyami no rasen no naka ni
kudakechiri sora e toochiteiku
fukaku tomadou kokoro no sukima wo maenagara kotoba wo sagashite
boku no tsumi ga mata hajimaru

Hohoemiari boyaketeyuku sugata dake ukabete
ashibaya ni toritsugiru kotoba sae mienai
sukoshi dake dakishimeta uso no sora wo

Tsuioku no kakera wa nibiiro ni kasundeiku mugon no himei ni mi wo furuwaseru
nanikamo owari to irowa setakioku dake kakaete ano sora e ochiteyuku

Daremo tomerarenai ...boku ga ochiteyuku
hon no sukoshi dake ima wo dakishimeta kara

Kiekakenoro sokuno yo ni nemurini ochita furui
matataki ga hikari wo hanatsu no ni mimi wo tateru

Sukoshi dake dakishimete uso no sora wo

Daremo imamade no sonretsuna kiseki nado shiranai dotokuka boyaketeyuk
'hito' tosasho suru boku wa yutakanakurai shikisai wo chigireta yubi de nazoriau

Tsuioku no kakera wa nibiiro ni kasundeiku mugon no himei ni mi wo furuwaseru
nanikamo owari to irowa seta kioku dake kakaete ano sora e ochiteyuku

Daremo tomerarenai ...boku ga ochiteyuku
darema tomerarenai ...sora ni ochiteyuku




daremo tomerarenai ...kimi to ochiteyuku
hon no sukoshi dake ...ima wo dakishimeta kara

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to "Tsuioku No Kakera" by Malice Mizer seem to be about a person's descent into darkness, perhaps triggered by their own guilt. The first stanza speaks of the singer's thoughts twisting and unraveling like a spiral, leading them to plummet towards the sky. In their confusion and despair, they search for words to express their feelings, all the while aware that they are about to commit some sort of sin again.


The chorus talks about "memories" that are fading away into a grey mist, accompanied by silent screams that make one's body shiver. Everything seems to be ending and decaying into oblivion, so the singer clings to the present moment, even if it's just a small lie they can hold onto. In the last stanza, the singer mentions they fell into a deep sleep, and when they wake up, they are surrounded by flashing lights that make their ears ring. They embrace the lie once more because it's the only thing that makes them feel alive.


Line by Line Meaning

Boku no shikou wa shidaini koubai wo masuyami no rasen no naka ni
My thoughts gradually spiral into a dark, murky spiral of confusion


Kudakechiri sora e toochiteiku
Shattering and falling into the distant sky


Fukaku tomadou kokoro no sukima wo maenagara kotoba wo sagashite
While searching for words, I navigate the deep gaps in my confused heart


Boku no tsumi ga mata hajimaru
My guilt begins again


Hohoemiari boyaketeyuku sugata dake ukabete
Only the fading appearance of a smile surfaces


Ashibaya ni toritsugiru kotoba sae mienai
Words slip away from my grasp in a hurry


Sukoshi dake dakishimeta uso no sora wo
I held the deceitful sky for just a moment


Tsuioku no kakera wa nibiiro ni kasundeiku mugon no himei ni mi wo furuwaseru
The fragments of my memory blur in a dull color, shaking me with silent screams


Nanikamo owari to irowa setakioku dake kakaete ano sora e ochiteyuku
Carrying only faded memories that seem to signal the end, falling into that sky


Daremo tomerarenai ...boku ga ochiteyuku
No one can stop me from falling


Hon no sukoshi dake ima wo dakishimeta kara
Because I held onto the present for just a short while


Kiekakenoro sokuno yo ni nemurini ochita furui
Faded and worn out, I fell into a deep sleep in the corner of the night


Matataki ga hikari wo hanatsu no ni mimi wo tateru
Although the flickering lights emit brightness, they ring in my ears


Daremo imamade no sonretsuna kiseki nado shiranai dotokuka boyaketeyuk
Somehow, the past remains as an unclear and solitary miracle that no one knows


Hito' to sasho suru boku wa yutakanakurai shikisai wo chigireta yubi de nazoriau
I, who claims to be 'human', use my shattered fingers to compare the subtle colors


Daremo tomerarenai ...boku ga ochiteyuku
No one can stop me from falling


Darema tomerarenai ...sora ni ochiteyuku
No one can stop me from falling...into the sky


Dare mo tomerarenai ...kimi to ochiteyuku
No one can stop me from falling...with you


Hon no sukoshi dake ...ima wo dakishimeta kara
Because I held onto the present for just a short while




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@-thebeautifulworld-3549

僕の思考は次第に勾配を増す
闇の螺旋の中に砕け散り空へと落ちていく
深く戸惑う心の隙間を舞ながら
言葉を探して僕の罪がまた始まる

微笑み合いぼやけていく姿だけ浮かべて
足早に通り過ぎる言葉さえ見えない
少しだけ抱きしめた嘘の空を

追憶の欠片はにび色に霞んでいく
無言の悲鳴に身を震わせる
何かの終わりと色褪せた記憶だけ
抱えてあの空へ落ちていく

誰も止められない...
僕が落ちていくほんの少しだけ
今を抱きしめたから

消えかけの蝋燭のように眠りに落ちた
古い瞬きが光を放つのに耳をたてる
少しだけ抱きしめた嘘の空を

誰も今までの惨烈な軌跡など
知らない道徳がぼやけていく
「人」と詐称する僕は豊かな黒い
色彩を契れた指でなぞり合う
追憶の欠片はにび色に霞んでいく
無言の悲鳴に身を震わせる
何かの終わりと色褪せた記憶だけ
抱えてあの空へ落ちていく

誰も止められない...僕が落ちていく
誰も止められない...空に落ちていく
誰も止められない...君と落ちていく
ほんの少しだけ今を抱きしめたから



All comments from YouTube:

@nharber9837

Had this burnt on a cd for me over 20 years ago now, their whole discography, burned by a friend who passed shortly after and didn’t leave the names. That cd degraded and stopped working years ago. I thought I would never find it. Even took Japanese classes to help because I couldn’t get it out of my head. It’s taken 22 years for me to find its name, and it’s worth it. Still just as amazing as the first time I heard it. Mana-sama hasn’t let me down to date.

@dedicateflounce

Really curious on how you found it to be honest 😲

@LisztApologist

Bruh why is every malice mizer song so good wtf

@deadly_morphiuss

IKR

@snarkifyy

because its malice mizer duh

@chan_463

this lie theyre all terrible. worst music iv ever done heard

@LisztApologist

@@chan_463 "apres midi aaaa paris"

@chan_463

@@LisztApologist NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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@natii10

God this song is so good, Im currently learning it on guitar lol

@noursvn

Good luck

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