Rehab
MARY MAGDALAN Lyrics

Hello hi hi my name is Mary and I'm an addict
Introduction to the topic and admission of being an addict

I've been sober now 4... 24 hours
Proud of being sober for a day, but still struggling

I jus have some issues
Recognizing there are some problems that need to be addressed

I jus took some benzedrine Percoset codeine
Listing the various drugs recently taken

Dusted up smoked some weed candy flipped
Continuing to list various drugs and ways of consuming them

And popped in Visine
Using eye drops to hide the effects of drug use

So my timing may be off I vaporize 2 fuel the cough
Acknowledging that drug use may affect perception and explaining why coughing is happening

Adrenaline is pressuring Doctor bring the medicine
Feeling a need for medical attention due to addiction

Some ketamine Vicodin Xanax and anthrax
Requesting specific drugs

I'm hiding all my needle tracks I'm fighting off heart attacks
Trying to conceal evidence of drug use and physical health is deteriorating

Nosebleeds cheap speed shitty weed all seed
Listing more drugs and their quality

Gettin frisky dirty deeds sippin whiskey on my knees
Describing risky behavior and dependent on alcohol

About 2 burn out crooked mouth turned out on anotha bout
Recognizing the effects of drug use on overall health

I'm chillin in a glass house pourin anotha glass out
Indulging in bad habits without concern for consequences

I'm goin in my stash now there's nothin I ain't usin
Addiction is at an all-time high and willing to use anything

GHB LSD Valium and Ecstasy
Requesting more specific drugs

Pop mescaline with Mexicans put ether in my napkin
Describing questionable choices made to acquire drugs

I've got so many skeletons I'm a chemical reaction
Recognizing the damage done from years of drug use

I'm pissed off pissed on express addiction through this song
Using music to express frustration with addiction

Half my memory is gone the X in me lets me belong
Acknowledging memory loss and feeling a sense of belonging through drug use

5 AM fully geeked sweat tricklin down my cheek
High on drugs and experiencing physical symptoms

Mouth bone dry can't even speak the cover girl 4 heroin chic
Experiencing physical symptoms resulting from drug use, referencing heroin addiction in fashion

The enemy inside of me pressures me intentionally
Recognizing the internal struggle of addiction

Coke wench tweeker bitch cocktease
Describing negative behaviors and labels associated with addiction

Best friend park bench make the switch some of these
Finding comfort in drug use and associating with other users

A few of them I wake up bent my money spent
Experiencing negative consequences of addiction

How'm I gonna pay my rent
Feeling financial strain due to addiction

My sugar daddy needs the ends
Being financially dependent on drugs and others who enable the addiction

My dealer is my new best friend
Dependence on the drug dealer for survival and support

Waking up in strangers' beds with these voices in my head
Engaging in risky behavior with internal conflict

Drunk slut coke blunts junkie bitch bathroom bumps
Describing negative behaviors and experiences associated with addiction

Homeless broken out of luck and really jus don't give a fuck
Describing the rock bottom of addiction and apathy towards life

Uneffective unemployed unstable null and void
Describing the effects of addiction on overall life and well-being

My vanity has been destroyed the famine keeps me paranoid
Realizing the physical effects of addiction and developing mental health issues

Blacked out white lines highballs crooked spine
Experiencing physical symptoms and consequences of drug use

Comatose overdose took it 2 the borderline
Going too far and suffering the consequences

Sirens ambulance doctors cuttin off my pants
Receiving medical attention for overdose or other drug-related issues

Black & blue in ICU I've got a 50/50 chance
Suffering severe physical symptoms and potentially facing death

Fuckin fiend quarantine feed me caffeine nicotine
Desperately seeking any kind of drug or stimulant

Trade it 4 some Thorazine morphine or dopamine
Switching from one drug to another to manage addiction

Itchy veins Novocaine stop these voices in my brain
Experiencing symptoms and searching for a solution

As my muscles start 2 strain help me Lord am I insane
Experiencing physical symptoms and questioning mental state

Fix me quick suck my dick your counseling makes me sick
Resenting the therapeutic approach to addiction and seeking a quick fix

Answer me where's my shit tell me what you did with it
Questioning others about missing drugs and possessions

I can't stop shaking feel my twitch
Feeling physical effects of addiction and withdrawal

I hate U all U fuckin bitch
Feeling anger and resentment towards others due to addiction

I can't help but 2 help myself I'm losing my mind I need help
Recognizing the need for help, but feeling trapped and powerless

Filling my mind with doubt I'd do anything 2 get out
Feeling uncertain and desperate to escape addiction