Wasted
MARY MAGDALAN Lyrics


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All I felt was the rush and my legs turned 2 mush
Now I've lost all my power 2 reason with my gut
Lying on my back and this rosary I clutch
Frozen in the moment but I think I'm really fucked
Tonight I'm gonna die but I can see the sun come up
I'm so fucking high I feel it running thru my blood
Collapsing my lungs all this hate 2 which I've clung
I'm deaf and I'm dumb what the fuck have I done
Hallucinating hold my hand I can't catch my breath
And help me I've got pains in my chest
Paranoia's agitating cardiac arrest
A hypochondriac who's emulating visions of her death
I can have an aneurysm vessel bursting in my head half dead
Like momma did I see her lying in the bed
Can she see me lying naked on the floor praying to the Lord
Cuz I don't wanna live no more

Give me a reason 2 live cuz I wanna die Why won't U forgive
Look what U done 2 me
My head's in a sieve but I feel alive

Envision my oblivion saliva hanging on my chin
Anotha night of partyin with vomit on my cardigan
Druggin clubbin fuckin up in public
Cookin up my demon in my Betty Crocker oven
Suck it base it dragons chase it I'm nameless and faceless I'm so wasted
Head is heavy eyes are rollin feelin like my skin is boilin
Pukin in a dirty toilet spasming I can't control it
Help me let me out or I'mma die 2night in some fucking stranger's house
My teeth and tongue are numb with all my might I try 2 shout
No matter what I do no words are coming out (Scream)
My mind is snapped my relapse poisoned from rejection and I'm about 2 fuckin crack
Fade 2 black as this euphoria enslaves me Lord take me back
Why won't U come and save me

Give me a reason 2 live cuz I wanna die Why won't U forgive
Look what U done 2 me
My head's in a sieve but I feel alive

Wasted Wasted I'm so fuckin high

Let me out

Give me a reason 2 live cuz I wanna die look what U done 2 me
My head's in a sieve but I feel alive Wasted Look what I did
Wssted I'm so fuckin high

Help me let me out




Help me let me out
Help me let me out

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Mary Magdalan's song "Wasted" tell the story of a person who has been consumed by a life of drugs, alcohol, and partying. The singer finds themselves lying on the floor, clutching a rosary, wondering how they got there. They feel the rush of the drugs coursing through their veins and are consumed by paranoia and anxiety. They are desperate for a reason to live, but they also feel alive in their madness. They cry out for someone to help them escape their situation, but they are ultimately trapped in their own mind.


The lyrics paint a vivid picture of the physical and emotional toll of drug and alcohol addiction. The singer experiences hallucinations, physical pain, and a sense of hopelessness. They are haunted by visions of their own death and the death of their loved ones, including their mother. The repeated refrain of "give me a reason to live" highlights the desperation and emptiness that comes with addiction.


Overall, the song is a powerful commentary on the destructive nature of addiction and the toll it takes on individuals and their families. The singer is caught in a cycle of self-destruction and is fighting to break free.


Line by Line Meaning

All I felt was the rush and my legs turned 2 mush
I was overwhelmed by the feeling of being high and lost control of my body.


Now I've lost all my power 2 reason with my gut
I am unable to make good decisions because of the effects of drugs.


Lying on my back and this rosary I clutch
I am in a dangerous state of mind and am seeking comfort in religion.


Frozen in the moment but I think I'm really fucked
I am aware of the danger I'm in but unable to act upon it.


Tonight I'm gonna die but I can see the sun come up
I am so high that I feel like I might die, but at the same time, I am still able to see the light of day.


I'm so fucking high I feel it running thru my blood
I am so deeply intoxicated that I can physically feel the effects coursing through my veins.


Collapsing my lungs all this hate 2 which I've clung
The negative emotions I've been holding on to are making it difficult for me to breathe.


I'm deaf and I'm dumb what the fuck have I done
I am unable to communicate or make sense of the situation I'm in.


Hallucinating hold my hand I can't catch my breath
I am experiencing frightening hallucinations and am struggling to remain calm.


And help me I've got pains in my chest
The physical toll of drug use is causing me great pain and discomfort.


Paranoia's agitating cardiac arrest
My intense feelings of paranoia are causing me to fear for my life.


A hypochondriac who's emulating visions of her death
I am exhibiting symptoms of hypochondria and am imagining my own death.


I can have an aneurysm vessel bursting in my head half dead
I am aware that the drug use could cause a life-threatening medical emergency.


Like momma did I see her lying in the bed
I am reminded of my mother's death and fearing a similar fate for myself.


Can she see me lying naked on the floor praying to the Lord
I am questioning whether my loved ones would be able to accept the state I'm in if they could see me now.


Cuz I don't wanna live no more
I am contemplating suicide as an escape from the distress I am experiencing.


Envision my oblivion saliva hanging on my chin
I am imagining my own demise and the physical symptoms that come with it.


Anotha night of partyin with vomit on my cardigan
Despite the harm it is causing me, I continue to indulge in drug use and partying.


Druggin clubbin fuckin up in public
I am engaging in dangerous behavior while under the influence of drugs.


Cookin up my demon in my Betty Crocker oven
I am referring to my drug of choice as a demon and acknowledging that I am the one responsible for creating it.


Suck it base it dragons chase it I'm nameless and faceless I'm so wasted
I am completely consumed by drug use to the point where I have lost my identity and sense of self.


Head is heavy eyes are rollin feelin like my skin is boilin
The drug use has made me feel physically ill and uncomfortable.


Pukin in a dirty toilet spasming I can't control it
I am physically sick and unable to keep control of my body functions.


Help me let me out or I'mma die 2night in some fucking stranger's house
I am in a dangerous situation that I need to escape before it's too late.


My teeth and tongue are numb with all my might I try 2 shout
I am experiencing physical symptoms of drug use that are making it difficult for me to communicate.


No matter what I do no words are coming out (Scream)
I am so overwhelmed and consumed by the effects of drug use that I am unable to express myself.


My mind is snapped my relapse poisoned from rejection and I'm about 2 fuckin crack
The rejection and negative experiences I've faced in life have driven me to relapse and put me in a dangerous state of mind.


Fade 2 black as this euphoria enslaves me Lord take me back
I am losing consciousness and feel enslaved by the temporary pleasure of drug use, praying for salvation.


Wasted Wasted I'm so fuckin high
I acknowledge that I am in a dangerous state of mind due to drug use.


Give me a reason 2 live cuz I wanna die Why won't U forgive
I am pleading for a reason to continue living and seeking forgiveness for my personal struggles.


Look what U done 2 me
I am blaming external forces for my suffering.


My head's in a sieve but I feel alive
I am struggling with my emotions and thoughts but still feel alive despite it all.


Help me let me out
I am pleading for help to escape from the negative effects of drug use.




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