and It is originally a solo artist project with support guests, MEJIBRAY's first live was held on 30th April 2011 at 池袋BlackHole.
MEJIBRAY became an official band on June 19th 2011 of that year, when all the support members officially joined the band. The line-up remained stable until October 1st of that year, when Guitarist 一風 -ippu- left the band for unclear reasons. The band is not expected to pause activities.
Their music genre style are dark , heavy , melodic , metal and hard rock .
MEJIBRAY Members :
Vocalist : 綴-tsuzuku-（ex-るる → ＤＩＳ →ＶａｎｅｓｓＡ）
Guitarist : MiA（ex-roadie of Galneryus → Valcuria → フルリレロ (as 翔夜) → support member ゆの of 熊猫xiongmao → ○なるど → トゥーン工場 (as 夢叶)）
Bassist : 恋一-koichi- （ex-フルリレロ → ミミック (as 亜希) → ＶａｎｅｓｓＡ → support member of the LEM）
Drummer : メト-meto-
Previous Members:
Guitarist : 一風-ippu- (departed 2011) （ex-Dollis (as 亜希) → ＶａｎｅｓｓＡ (as ハルキ) → ＶＥＲＳＵＳ → MEJIBRAY）
MEJIBRAY Discography:
2011.07.11 「カルマ-瓦礫のマンティコーラース-」(Live Distribution / Official Web Shop Limited Single)
2011.08.24 「KILLING ME」(1st Maxi Single)
2011.12.07 「Sliver.exe」(1st Mini Album)
2012.03.07 「サバト」(2nd Single)
2012.05.02 「Emotional【KARMA】」(1st Full Album)
2012.06.27 「CRUSH!3-90’s V-Rock best hit cover LOVE songs-」(Omnibus) 収録曲:「Cage」（Original by DIR EN GREY）
2012.07.04 「Slivers.exe」(1st Mini Album Second Press Edition)
2012.08.31 「トロシナ」(Live Distribution Only Limited Single)
2012.09.05 「Sadisgate」(3rd single)
2012.09.19 「VOCALOID×V-ROCK COLLECTION」(Omnibus) 収録曲:「害虫」（Original by 鬱P）
2012.10.03 「EMILY」(4th single)
2013.01.02 「アヴァロン」(5th single)
2013.02.06 「DIE KUSSE」(6th single)
2013.05.01 「MESSIAH.bat」(2nd Mini Album)
2013.09.04 「アプリオリ」(7th single)
2013.10.02 「醜詠」(8th single)
2013.11.06 「DECADANCE - Counting Goats … if I can't be yours -」(9th single)
2014.03.19 「RAVEN」(10th single)
2014.03.26 「V-ANIME collaboration -homme-」(Omnibus) 収録曲:「創聖のアクエリオン」（団長（新興宗教楽団NoGoD）×MiA - from anime 創聖のアクエリオン）,「ルパン三世のテーマ」（夕霧（DaizyStripper）×MiA - from anime ルパン三世）
2014.03.26 「M」SADS RESPECT ALBUM (Omnibus) 収録曲:「ポルノスター」（Original by SADS）
2014.04.02 「A PRIORI 詠：序章-Counting Goats- TOUR FINAL at TSUTAYA O-EAST」(Live DVD)
2014.05.07 「SM」(Best Album)
On May 3, they released their second best album SM#2 and the first SM was reprinted, this time with a bonus track voted by the fans.[25] They embarked on a tour with Arlequin and Diaura in the middle of 2017.[26] On December 31, the band's staff revealed that Koichi and Tsuzuku ended their contracts, starting their hiatus and leaving the band's future uncertain.[6] Soon after, the duo announced their new project: 8P-SB with visual elements and J-pop music. Tsuzuku changed his stage name back to Genki.
MEJIBRAY Official Web Site
KILLING ME
MEJIBRAY Lyrics
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そう…魂を飼いならしたエンドロールパラノイア
もう消えた君に慣れ始める鈍色ブレイン
開かれた終幕へ輪舞 気付く事のできない開幕
人は腹の中から死を患う
まだ上手く生きる事も難しい生命に神は授ける
震える右手の剃刀が黒に犯され自涜に溺れる
脳が覚えた感覚 音が過去を呼び起こす
また白い部屋で目を覚ます
傷口から悲鳴が溢れ一時の安堵を呼び起こす
踏み出す事へ恐怖を覚ます
KILLING ME
君は
KILLING ME
どこにいるの
また世界に置いて行かれる
KILLING ME
いっそ
KILLING ME
殺してくれよ
溺れてしまう前に…
理解者だと思えど他人である事に気付き
また白い部屋で目を覚ます
上手く生きるには黒い影が多すぎて
作り出した聖域に隱れる
Why am I alive?
Why are we alive?
KILLING ME
あの日の
KILLING ME
爪を立てた君がくれた口づけを
KILLING ME
教えて
KILLING ME
今でも生きてる感覚に怯えてる
KILL ME
KILL ME NOW
生きても良いと言ってくれ
KILL ME
KILL ME NOW
過去に縋り…「KILLING ME.」
Why did you died?
The lyrics of MEJIBRAY's song KILLING ME depict the struggles of living a contradictory life and the internal battle that ensues. The opening lines convey the frustration and contradiction of life itself, as the persona laments the paradox of carving out their existence even as they wear down their own lives. The idea of a chained soul and a paranoia-inducing end credits prompt introspection that leads to an awakening. An awakening that is of no avail as the realization that life and death are two sides of the same coin leaves the persona feeling helpless.
The lyrics also address the universal human experience of grappling with mortality. The line "People are diseased with death from inside" highlights how death is an ever-present danger that looms over us no matter how much we try to evade it. The persona acknowledges the divine gift of life but also the fact that it's not always easy to navigate, and that existence itself is a constant struggle.
The chorus of the song is a plea to the subject of the persona - possibly a lost love or a deceased person - to put them out of their misery. The pain is too much to bear, and the persona would rather die than live with the agony of the past. The song ends with a desperate plea for someone to explain why life has to be so hard, why one must suffer so much pain.
Overall, the lyrics of KILLING ME depict a narrative of internal turmoil, mortality, and the struggle to live life. The song delves deep into the human psyche and beautifully portrays the universal emotions that almost everyone experiences at some point in their life.
Line by Line Meaning
嗚呼…命を削り生きてゆく矛盾は烏龍
Ah… the contradiction of living by sacrificing our lives is absurd.
そう…魂を飼いならしたエンドロールパラノイア
Yes... the Endroll Paranoid that has tamed our souls.
もう消えた君に慣れ始める鈍色ブレイン
My dull brain is starting to get used to you who have already disappeared.
開かれた終幕へ輪舞 気付く事のできない開幕
Dancing towards the open end, unable to realize the beginning.
人は腹の中から死を患う
People suffer death from within their own hearts.
まだ上手く生きる事も難しい生命に神は授ける
God grants life to those who still find it difficult to live well.
震える右手の剃刀が黒に犯され自涜に溺れる
The trembling razor in my right hand is tainted black, drowning in self-disgrace.
脳が覚えた感覚 音が過去を呼び起こす
Sensations remembered by the brain, sounds that bring the past to life.
また白い部屋で目を覚ます
I wake up again in a white room.
傷口から悲鳴が溢れ一時の安堵を呼び起こす
The screams overflow from the wound, and bring a temporary relief.
踏み出す事へ恐怖を覚ます
I feel fear towards stepping forward.
KILLING ME
君は
KILLING ME
どこにいるの
また世界に置いて行かれる
Killing me... where are you? Killing me... left behind in this world again.
KILLING ME
いっそ
KILLING ME
殺してくれよ
溺れてしまう前に…
Killing me... Just kill me. Before I drown...
理解者だと思えど他人である事に気付き
Realizing I'm still a stranger, even if I think I understand.
上手く生きるには黒い影が多すぎて
There are too many black shadows to live well.
作り出した聖域に隱れる
I hide in the sanctuary I created.
Why am I alive?
Why are we alive?
Why am I alive? Why are we alive?
KILLING ME
あの日の
KILLING ME
爪を立てた君がくれた口づけを
Killing me... Give me the kiss you gave me with your nails that day.
KILLING ME
教えて
KILLING ME
今でも生きてる感覚に怯えてる
Killing me... Tell me...I'm still afraid of the feeling of being alive.
KILL ME
KILL ME NOW
生きても良いと言ってくれ
KILL ME
KILL ME NOW
過去に縋り…「KILLING ME.」
Kill me... Kill me now... tell me it's okay to live. Kill me now... clinging to the past… ''Killing me.''
Why did you died?
Why did you die?
Contributed by Liam G. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
@brooksandrew2091
Hell Yeah that Intro is Sick as Hell! man that Squeal and Growling! So Sick, This is Awesome, one of best fast past non-Stop Songs I've heard by Mejibray!
@skszgzg
2019 still love this
@huxley1559
2020, suffering through what the ex members are doing now if you're not amongst those who already gave them up :D
@ozwjx
2023😢
@metalguy42
Thanks for the upload! :D I love that you translate all the lyrics for your vids.
@jessicaparker876
Your tumbler acount thingy is ...theinvisablewall...
Omg (oh my GazettE) =) XD
@kaidankiseji6191
XD that hurt me... but is funny
no sé si lo que dije tiene sentido :T