Black Rail
MY FIRST STORY Lyrics

Nothing lasts forever
Things are impermanent and constantly changing

I just walk my way
I am determined to follow my own path in life

We're not done with our life
We still have many opportunities and challenges ahead

Why can't we see eye to eye?
Why can't we agree or find common ground?

Will you just leave me alone?
Can't you let me live my own life without interfering?

What's the point of thinkin' 'bout life
Why bother pondering the meaning of life?

Our journey ain't fair after all so why don't you all
Life isn't fair, so why do you continue to criticize or judge me?

Find your own life (find your own life)
Live your own life and stop trying to dictate mine

You only live once!
Life is short and we should make the most of it

Now I know from the bottom of my heart
I truly believe deep down that my path is the right one

People around me don't accept for the path I've taken
The people in my life don't agree or support the choices I've made

That's why I decided to go for what I wanna do
That's why I am determined to pursue my own dreams and goals

何と引き換えになっても 決して消えないから
No matter what the cost, I will not be erased or disappear

Whatever! I go my way!! I go my way!!
I don't care what you think, I am going to follow my own path

I am not living for you!
I am living for myself and my own happiness

今やっと言葉にするから!
I am finally putting my feelings into words

もう僕には I don't care!!
I don't care anymore

I can't stand it anymore!
I can't tolerate this situation any longer

僕だって変わるから!
I will also change

Will never be the same again!!
Things will never be the way they were before

何もかも捨ててまで 自分変えるつもりなんかないから!
I won't sacrifice everything just to change who I am

I can't wait!! And lead my own way!
I am eager to take charge of my life and follow my own path

何したって バカにされ
No matter what I do, I am ridiculed or criticized

気付けばほら また一人ぼっち
Before I know it, I am alone again

今 誰かの為に生きてる訳じゃない!!
I am not living my life for anyone else but myself

無駄な事なんてないから!
There's no such thing as a wasted experience

最後の最後まで Lead my way
Until the very end, I will lead my own way

In time, you will know
Eventually, you will understand

That you all can't win against me
You cannot overcome or defeat me

Gather your luck 'cause it won't last forever
Make the most of your opportunities because they won't always be available

You can't do anything on your own right?
You cannot accomplish anything without the help of others, right?

Get out from my first story
Leave my life and my story alone

Done living days after days implying your feelings
I am tired of living each day in a way that conforms to others' expectations

Spoiled but I like to live my own life
I may seem indulgent, but I enjoy living life on my own terms

Crazy? Or you?
Am I crazy, or are you the crazy one?

No way I'm gonna lose
I am determined to win and succeed

If you're going to tell me what to do
If you continue to try and control my life

I'll be the hater if that's what it takes
I will become resentful and hateful if necessary to maintain my independence and autonomy

This is my policy
This is the approach I have decided to take in life

Sick of being pushed around
I am fed up with others trying to assert their authority over me

It all comes down to me
Ultimately, I am responsible for my own life and decisions

Move, or it's over, just like that!!
Get out of my way, or the situation will end badly for you

Break my way
I will carve out my own path in life

Find my way
I will discover my own purpose and direction in life

And we will live our life!!
And we will live our lives in our own unique way

いくら願っても想っても もう戻れないんでしょ?
No matter how much I wish or think about it, I cannot go back to the past

誰だって何か背負った上で必死に生きてて 迷っても悩んでも 変わることはないから!
Everyone is struggling with something and trying their best, but no matter how lost or confused we may feel, we cannot change the past or the things that have shaped us

こうやって最後まで叫び続けるの!
I will continue to shout and speak my truth until the very end

そうやって必ず見つけて もう誰にも will not say!!
In this way, I will surely find what I am looking for, and I won't say anything to anyone

絶対などないから希望捨てないんでしょ?
There are no absolutes in life, so don't give up hope

僕だって気付いてる!
I also realize this