FML
Mabel Lyrics

He's calling me "baby"
He's using a nickname for me that implies attraction or affection.

And all his friends say he should date me
His social circle approves of me as a romantic partner.

Why have you stopped calling me lately?
I've noticed a change in your behavior towards me and I'm curious as to why you're not reaching out as much.

Feels like these days, I'm only waiting
I'm getting the sense that our communication is not as balanced as it used to be and I'm left waiting for you to initiate contact.

This is crazy, ah
I'm feeling overwhelmed and perhaps a little irrational because of my emotions.

Got me wishin' I was takin' off clothes with you
I desire sexual intimacy with you and in my mind, I'm taking off my clothes with you.

Two weeks and I felt so close to you
Even over a short period of time, I developed strong feelings for you and felt a deep level of emotional intimacy with you.

What is it? What is it? Oh
I'm confused and frustrated about why the dynamic between us has shifted so suddenly.

Now you're so cold, tell me what I'm s'posed to do
Your behavior seems distant and uninterested, and I don't know what to do to rekindle our connection.

Door closed and I'm wishin' I could go with you
I'm imagining myself going on your journeys with you and feeling left out because I'm stuck in one place.

Fuck my life
Expressing extreme frustration and anger about the situation.

I thought we was something good
I felt like we had something special and valuable.

Never thought that one thing could
I didn't expect our relationship to fall apart because of one issue or change in behavior.

I'm tellin' everyone about it
I'm venting and seeking support from others because the situation is affecting me deeply.

And you don't even care about it
You seem indifferent to my emotional state and the impact this situation is having on me.

I swim in the moments
I get emotionally involved and fully immerse myself in experiences with you.

And they come in waves
My emotions fluctuate, coming in intense bursts or periods of calm.

I'm caught in emotions, ah
I feel trapped and overwhelmed by the intensity of the feelings I have for you, even if they are negative at times.

And I wanna know where you going
I'm curious about your life and want to be more involved in it.

I wanna know where you're at
I want to feel connected and informed about your life and experiences.

Is this the way you go through the motions?
I'm questioning whether you're going through the motions of the relationship without really investing in it or being present.

Tell me a way just to say that you could
I'm asking you to communicate more directly with me and tell me what's on your mind and heart.

Puttin' me down to make yourself look good
You're criticizing or demeaning me to boost your own ego or reputation.

Keepin' me close 'cause you know that you should
You're maintaining a connection with me because you feel like you should or out of obligation, rather than genuine desire.

I know that soon, you'll be coming right back around
I'm anticipating that you will come back to me eventually or try to reconnect with me.

Fake, uh
I feel like you're not being genuine or authentic in our relationship.

I wanna delete your face, uh
I feel so strongly negative towards you that I want to erase the memory of your face from my mind.

You were just one big mistake, uh
I regret getting involved with you and feel like doing so was a mistake.