Fully In It
Machine Girl Lyrics

Cut out
Remove my ability to see reality for what it is

My eyes
My vision and perspective on reality

Bleed out
Removing this perspective is painful

Offline
Without this perspective, I am disconnected from reality

(You can change)
Though I lack a clear understanding of reality, I have the ability to change and adapt

(Chasin′ myself, chase againt haste)
I am constantly searching within myself, not rushing the process

I talk to the mirror
I am introspective and self-reflective

I communicate with the dead
I am willing to seek insight from the past, from those who have passed on

Grave digging my psyche
I explore the darker corners of my mind

Plunging the depths of my head
I am willing to delve deep into my own psychological landscape

Abysslicker I'm never finished
I am a seeker, always searching deeper into the void

Licking deeper, the well is leaking
The more I search, the more answers slip through my fingers

Conscious-sickness, the void is creeping
My search for meaning can be unsettling and unhealthy at times

Growing deeper so I shit meaning
Despite the difficulties, I am able to find and create meaning in my search

I′m fully in it now, I'm fully in it
I am completely committed to my search for meaning

I reach down my throat
I am willing to dig deep within myself

And remove the world
I am willing to disconnect from the outside world to explore my inner landscape

And the planet reveals itself
In doing so, I am able to perceive the larger picture of the world around me

In its dying breath says "I am hell"
The world can be a difficult and painful place to live in

Fortress fucker, eldritch shit
I am willing to confront the darker, more monstrous aspects of myself

Kill ′em all, be the nemesis
I am willing to stand up to and defeat my inner demons

Shapeshifter, the lord flayer
I am able to change and adapt to overcome challenges

A new religion, the astral killer
As I continue my search for meaning, I create my own beliefs and ways of understanding the world around me

I'm feeding off it
I am sustained by the meaning I find and create

I′m leeching off it
I am constantly drawing from the well of meaning within me

I'm reeling off it
The meaning I find propels me forward and helps me make sense of the world

I'm living off it
The meaning I find sustains and nourishes me

(Fucker, you killed my son)
I have experienced deep pain and loss

(You′re sure it wasn′t clean)
I am questioning the circumstances of this loss

(Wasn't a journey)
I am struggling to understand the purpose behind this painful experience

Out of nothing, I shit meaning
Despite the challenges and pain I have experienced, I am able to create and find meaning