As Sad As It Was Beautiful
MadLove Lyrics


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In black bile, blue spectrum light
Two dimensions and one dead night

More real than life is
More real than life itself

Amber glasses of force-fed bliss
Sight for sore eyes veiled in mist

More real than life is
Ten times the size and
Takes up the sky it's
More real than life's to you

Another dream come true
Pumped through a feeding tube
Until your face turns blue

Sad but true
Real to you

Sin of sadness that keeps you high

More real than life is
More real than life is




I see through you
See through youtube

Overall Meaning

MadLove's "As Sad As It Was Beautiful" is a melancholic tune that explores deeper questions of reality and the ways in which one might try and escape the woes of life. In the opening lyrics, MadLove utilises vivid imagery and colour to describe the pain and despair one may feel. The black bile and blue spectrum light symbolise the darkness and sadness that can consume one's mind. The two dimensions and one dead night represent a bleak reality, where one feels trapped and hopeless.


The chorus is the crux of the song, where MadLove expresses that the escape from reality is more significant than life itself. The amber glasses of force-fed bliss represent the distractions that we use to numb ourselves to our pain, and the sight for sore eyes veiled in mist symbolises the illusions and false hope we create to ease our despair. This escape from reality is "ten times the size" and "takes up the sky"; it is all-consuming and more significant than our lives.


Line by Line Meaning

In black bile, blue spectrum light
The sadness inside is so thick and overwhelming that it's tangible, like a black bile. The only glimmer of light that breaks through is in the form of a blue spectrum light.


Two dimensions and one dead night
The world around him feels flat and lifeless, like it's reduced to two dimensions. Even at night, there's no sense of mystery or wonder - it's just dead.


Amber glasses of force-fed bliss
The singer is being made to see the world in a certain way - through amber glasses - and being told that it's for his own good (force-fed bliss). In reality, it's just a facade that hides the harsh truths of life.


Sight for sore eyes veiled in mist
It seems like a good thing, the stereotypical 'sight for sore eyes,' but it's veiled in mist - something that hinders rather than helps vision. This adds to the sense of confusion and uncertainty.


Another dream come true
Reality is so bad that another dream coming true feels like the best thing that could happen.


Pumped through a feeding tube
The dream is being given to him by someone else - he has no agency in his own life.


Until your face turns blue
The dream is forced on him so hard that it's literally suffocating him.


Sad but true
The reality of his life is sad, but it's ultimately true.


Real to you
Even though it's not objectively true or real, the illusion of happiness that's being fed to him feels real to the artist.


Sin of sadness that keeps you high
The sadness is so all-encompassing that it almost feels like a sin. It's the only thing that's keeping him 'high,' or feeling anything at all.


More real than life is
The sadness and pain he's feeling feels more real than anything else in his life.


Ten times the size and
The sadness and pain has grown so large that it's almost a physical presence.


Takes up the sky it's
The sadness is all-consuming, to the point that it fills even the sky.


More real than life's to you
The sadness feels more real than anything else in the singer's life, even life itself.


I see through you
The singer can see through the illusions that are being fed to him, even if he can't escape them.


See through youtube
The artist is aware of the fake, constructed realities that are presented through social media and the internet, even as others believe in them at face value.




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