He is half of the Vancouver-based hip-hop group Swollen Members, alongside Prevail and longtime producer Rob the Viking. In 2009, he released his solo EP entitled The Mad Child EP. Mad Child can be recognized by his high, nasal, atypical voice.
In late 2009, around the time of the release of the newest Swollen Members album "Armed to The Teeth", news broke about Bunting's addiction to opioid painkillers. His addiction was purportedly directly related to the 3 year "break" taken by the group. He has since recovered, and often references his past in his more recent lyrics.
Madchild was also a previous member of the legendary Rock Steady Crew.
2) MAD CHILD is Japanese doujin electronic music arranger. Website: http://www.r135.net/
Wanted
Madchild Lyrics
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Hey
Think about it
I went so
I got so far up man
Nearly I hit this plateau
Then I started focusing on partying and shit
Then started popping those dam Percocets
It's the dawning of a new era
Tattooed, broken tooth and new era
I ain't where I'm supposed to be its a true terror
I ain't tripping I ain't cripping but I'm blue mirror
Mirror mirror on the wall do you remember me?
Was the fairest of them all
Then I dropped the ball And I was holding flats
Sometimes I feel like there's nobody that can hold me back
And sometimes I feel like its a wrap, I'm living in a trap
I'm giving all I got but they ain't giving nothing back
I'm battling depression in my head
I'm trying but I'll prolly be aggressive 'til I'm dead
And everybody knows of my addictive personality
I chased my dream but I'm not living in reality
Cards are stacked against me too much time lost
God please help me, why?
'Cause I'm lost
It's pretty crazy when your dream were so close
You could touch em now they seem like old ghosts
Now my memories are haunted, hope that they remember me
And maybe they still wanted
It's pretty crazy when your dream were so close
You could touch em now they seem like old ghosts
Now my memories are haunted, hope that they remember me
And maybe they still wanted
Look, I ain't got a lot of time left
Got a team but they don't seem to take no fucking giant steps
I try to tell em I could use a little help
That's exactly what they give me, gotta do it all myself
Most rap performers are just transformers
Pretend to be crazy I pretend to be normal
When listing to mad they immediately struck
Then immediately after they realized he's really fucked
I got no disguise concentrating on my art
Mentally demented I'm a monster in the dark
Little monster drinking monster walking in the park
With my dogs talking awkwardly but obviously sharp
They're asking me to make a club song on dub step
It's where the money at but that shit made me upset
Maybe I am focused on my pride a little to tough
Or maybe I just love hip-hop a little too much
It's pretty crazy when your dream were so close
You could touch em now they seem like old ghosts
Now my memories are haunted, hope that they remember me
And maybe they still wanted
It's pretty crazy when your dream were so close
You could touch em now they seem like old ghosts
Now my memories are haunted, hope that they remember me
And maybe they still wanted
I got a dark past hoping it'll disappear
But with the internet they still see it crystal clear
I need more time walking on the right path
'Cause I've been fighting with myself it's time to fight back
I've done damaged to my brain I've done damage to my teeth
All this damage on the surface just imagine underneath
And life can be a beach with a beach chair
Damaged goods broken down need to be repaired
Hard for me to transcribe the pain inside
Doing drugs five years 'til it drained me dry
And if I knew back then what I know now
I would've saved up cash would've slowed down
Would've spread love would've gave back
Would've help show kids that there's a right track
I would've kept writing kept making music
Kept Battle Axe, kept executive producing
But now I'm back and I'm still alive
So I will give it all I got 'til they feel my vibe
I'm hoping and I pray they understand me
'Cause if they don't fuck its too late to make a plan B
It's pretty crazy when your dream were so close
You could touch em now they seem like old ghosts
Now my memories are haunted, hope that they remember me
And maybe they still wanted
It's pretty crazy when your dream were so close
You could touch em now they seem like old ghosts
Now my memories are haunted, hope that they remember me
And maybe they still wanted
Still gotta open window
I'm gonna do one more big lap
Before I'm gonna call it a wrap
I know I still got what it takes
Fuck these little posers
The lyrics to Madchild's song Wanted are a poignant reflection on the artist's journey and the struggles he has faced throughout his career. The first few lines describe how the artist had made significant progress in his career but then started to focus on partying and drugs, leading to a decline in his success. He then goes on to talk about his struggles with depression and addiction and how his past continues to haunt him in the present, making it difficult for him to move on and achieve his dreams. The song is a powerful message about the importance of perseverance and never giving up on one's dreams.
The lyrics also touch on the challenges that Madchild has faced in the music industry, including the pressure to conform to popular trends and the difficulty of balancing artistic integrity with commercial success. He speaks candidly about his past mistakes and the lessons he has learned, expressing regret for lost opportunities but also a determination to keep fighting and making music.
Overall, Wanted is a deeply personal song that reflects the struggles and triumphs of an artist who has faced significant challenges on his path to success. It is a reminder that success is never easy or guaranteed, but with hard work and perseverance, it is possible to achieve one's dreams.
Line by Line Meaning
Yo man
Casual greeting
Hey
Informal acknowledgement
Think about it
Requesting reflection
I went so
Had success in the past
I got so far up man
Reached a high level of success
Nearly I hit this plateau
Approaching a level of stagnation
Then I started focusing on partying and shit
Began prioritizing leisure activities
Then started popping those dam Percocets
Began abusing prescription painkillers
With drinking and fuck my whole shit up
With alcohol, ruined everything
It's the dawning of a new era
A new chapter is beginning
Tattooed, broken tooth and new era
Self-identified physical traits
I ain't where I'm supposed to be its a true terror
Feels lost and in a bad place
I ain't tripping I ain't cripping but I'm blue mirror
Feels trapped and hopeless
Mirror mirror on the wall do you remember me?
Asking for recognition and reflection
Was the fairest of them all
Was successful and respected
Then I dropped the ball And I was holding flats
Made a mistake and lost what I had
Sometimes I feel like there's nobody that can hold me back
Believes in own potential
And sometimes I feel like its a wrap, I'm living in a trap
Feeling powerless and stuck
I'm giving all I got but they ain't giving nothing back
Feeling unappreciated
I'm battling depression in my head
Struggling with mental illness
I'm trying but I'll prolly be aggressive 'til I'm dead
Struggles with anger management
And everybody knows of my addictive personality
Acknowledges problem with addiction
I chased my dream but I'm not living in reality
Dreams not matching reality
Cards are stacked against me too much time lost
Facing challenges and loss
God please help me, why?
Begging for divine intervention
'Cause I'm lost
Feels lost and hopeless
It's pretty crazy when your dreams were so close
Once felt close to achieving dreams
You could touch em now they seem like old ghosts
Dreams now feel unachievable
Now my memories are haunted, hope that they remember me
Haunted by regrets
And maybe they still wanted
Hopes dreams are still possible
Look, I ain't got a lot of time left
Feels like time is running out
Got a team but they don't seem to take no fucking giant steps
Disappointed in lack of progress from team
I try to tell em I could use a little help
Asking for support
That's exactly what they give me, gotta do it all myself
Team not providing enough help
Most rap performers are just transformers
Many rappers are fake
Pretend to be crazy, I pretend to be normal
Presents as stable despite mental struggles
When listening to mad they immediately struck
Fans relate to Madchild's lyrics
Then immediately after, they realized he's really fucked
Fans realize how much Madchild is struggling
I got no disguise concentrating on my art
Authenticity in music
Mentally demented I'm a monster in the dark
Acknowledges struggles with mental health
Little monster drinking monster walking in the park
Metaphorically discusses addiction
With my dogs talking awkwardly but obviously sharp
Discussing with friends who understand
They're asking me to make a club song on dub step
Labeled a sell-out by industry
It's where the money at but that shit made me upset
Prioritizing authenticity over money
Maybe I am focused on my pride a little too tough
Acknowledge ego getting in the way
Or maybe I just love hip-hop a little too much
Passionate about craft
I got a dark past hoping it'll disappear
Trying to move on from past mistakes
But with the internet they still see it crystal clear
Can't escape past mistakes in digital age
I need more time walking on the right path
Trying to improve oneself
'Cause I've been fighting with myself it's time to fight back
Struggling with internal conflicts
I've done damage to my brain I've done damage to my teeth
Physical toll of addiction
All this damage on the surface just imagine underneath
Physical damage not just surface-level
And life can be a beach with a beach chair
Life can be easy
Damaged goods broken down need to be repaired
Recognizes need for improvement
Hard for me to transcribe the pain inside
Difficult to express internal struggles
Doing drugs five years 'til it drained me dry
Addiction caused problems for years
And if I knew back then what I know now
Regrets not knowing better
I would've saved up cash would've slowed down
Would've made different choices
Would've spread love would've gave back
Would've been charitable
Would've help show kids that there's a right track
Wants to be a positive influence
I would've kept writing; kept making music
Would've stayed true to passion
Kept Battle Axe; kept executive producing
Would've kept professional ties
But now I'm back and I'm still alive
Returned to music after struggles
So I will give it all I got 'til they feel my vibe
Will work hard to make an impact
I'm hoping and I pray they understand me
Wants to be understood
'Cause if they don't fuck it's too late to make a plan B
No other options if not successful in music
Still gotta open window
More opportunities to come
I'm gonna do one more big lap
Keep striving for success
Before I'm gonna call it a wrap
Before quitting music
I know I still got what it takes
Believes in own ability
Fuck these little posers
Dislikes disingenuous artists
Lyrics © TUNECORE INC, TuneCore Inc., Universal Music Publishing Group, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Shane Bunting, Reece Zazulak
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
@likewee
I love how after everything Mad has gone through, losing money, losing his friends, and losing all the fame he is still trying his hardest to gain everything back and he is still over talented and gaining more talent still, Madchild truly inspires me to keep rapping and never give up. God bless you Shane.
@jeffpeterson2668
Years later and this still hits me, madchild for life.
@matthewhazelwood9754
Jeff Peterson for real man I haven’t heard this in years, madchilds so underrated
@fryinandflyin9100
YOU for life...not Madchild..
Not hating on him, love this song...but live your life for YOU
@landonhyde4916
#OneManGang
@magnumarrowarchery155
💪🏽🇺🇸👏🏼
@Titansfever
Just found madchild from the song Bad News, this song and Painful Skies are definetly my favorites of his right now anybody have any reccomendation that i need to check out please let me know
@jsc3653
2023 and. 'People pretend to be crazy, I pretend to be normal' still gives me goosebumps...
@piotrmazurkiewicz1143
I've been listening to your rap for 10 years, and I'm glad there is someone like you in the rap game. You are hip hip hop, I appreciate that you did not give up and you are still real greetings from Poland
@jbstuff
This song is 100% art. 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥