Wounded
Maddie Wilson Lyrics
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Lately it's been happening a little more than I like.
So he wraps me up in his arms
Bluebirds singing in the trees it′s a one horse town
The doctors office smells funny but I'm used to it now
And the bills are stacked up high
Everything would be okay, if I didn't know what I was missing
But I got nieces and nephews hugging my
Neck, the cutest reminders of what I don′t have
And maybe I am,
But I still wanna loose it when people look at me like I′m wounded
Happy days are hard to find when you ain't looking for them
My therapist says we all make our own narrative
But that′s easier said than done
If I could just go, one day, without wishing my life was different
Everything would be okay, if I didn't know what I was missing
But I got nieces and nephews holding my
Hand, the cutest reminders of what I don′t have
And maybe I am,
But I still wanna loose it when people look at me like I'm wounded
If my body just did what it should, that′d change everything.
And I could just go one day without wishing my life was different.
Everything would be okay, if I didn't know what I was missing
But I got nieces and nephews hugging my neck,
The cruelest reminders of what I don't have
And maybe I am but I still wanna loose it
Oooh
Maybe I am but I still wanna loose it
When people look at me like I′m wounded.
Oooh people look at me like I′m wounded.
I'm wounded
The song "Wounded" by Maddie Wilson is a poignant and emotional exploration of the struggles of living with infertility. The lyrics convey the deep pain and longing that come with wanting to have a child and being unable to do so. The opening line, "My poor husband doesn't know what to do when I cry / Lately it's been happening a little more than I like" sets the tone for the rest of the song. The singer is struggling with intense feelings of sadness and frustration, and her partner is doing his best to comfort her.
Despite her struggles, the singer is able to find comfort in the simple things in life. The line "Bluebirds singing in the trees it's a one horse town / The doctors office smells funny but I'm used to it now / And the bills are stacked up high" demonstrates her ability to appreciate the beauty around her, even while dealing with difficult circumstances.
The chorus is particularly powerful, with the singer wishing she could go just one day without longing for a different life. She acknowledges that she has nieces and nephews, who bring her joy and happiness, but they also serve as a painful reminder of what she doesn't have. She admits that maybe she is wounded, but she still wants to "lose it" when people look at her with pity or judgement.
Overall, "Wounded" is a deeply emotional and introspective song that explores the difficult journey of infertility. The lyrics are honest and raw, and the melody is hauntingly beautiful.
Line by Line Meaning
My poor husband doesn′t know what to do when I cry
My husband doesn't know how to comfort me when I cry
Lately it's been happening a little more than I like.
I've been crying more frequently than I would prefer
So he wraps me up in his arms
He holds me close to try and soothe me
Bluebirds singing in the trees it′s a one horse town
It's a small town with simple pleasures like listening to birds sing
The doctors office smells funny but I'm used to it now
I've been to the doctor's office so often that I'm accustomed to the peculiar smell
And the bills are stacked up high
I have a lot of medical bills piling up
If I could just go, one day, without wishing my life was different
I yearn to be content with my life, even for just one day
Everything would be okay, if I didn't know what I was missing
I would be happy if I didn't know what I was lacking in life
But I got nieces and nephews hugging my Neck, the cutest reminders of what I don′t have
My family's children remind me of what I am missing out on by not having my own kids
And maybe I am, But I still wanna loose it when people look at me like I′m wounded
Even though I may be wounded emotionally, I don't want people to view me as weak or pitiful
Happy days are hard to find when you ain't looking for them
It can be difficult to find happiness when you're not actively seeking it
My therapist says we all make our own narrative
My counselor states that we all construct our own life story
But that′s easier said than done
However, putting that advice into practice is challenging
If my body just did what it should, that′d change everything.
If my physical health were better, many aspects of my life would improve
Oooh people look at me like I′m wounded.
I feel powerless and helpless when people view me as weak or deficient
I'm wounded
I am emotionally hurt and struggling
Writer(s): Madalyn Wilson Stephens
Contributed by Claire G. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
@lisajones6504
poor husband doesn't know what to do when I cry
Lately it's been happening a little more than I like.
So he wraps me up in his arms
Bluebirds singing in the trees it's a one horse town
The doctors office smells funny but I'm used to it now
And the bills are stacked up high
If I could just go, one day, without wishing my life was different
Everything would be okay, if I didn't know what I was missing
But I got nieces and nephews hugging my
Neck, the cutest reminders of what I don't have
And maybe I am,
But I still wanna loose it when people look at me like I'm wounded
Happy days are hard to find when you ain't looking for them
My therapist says we all make our own narrative
But that's easier said than done
If I could just go, one day, without wishing my life was different
Everything would be okay, if I didn't know what I was missing
But I got nieces and nephews holding my
Hand, the cutest reminders of what I don't have
And maybe I am,
But I still wanna loose it when people look at me like I'm wounded
If my body just did what it should, that'd change everything.
And I could just go one day without wishing my life was different.
Everything would be okay, if I didn't know what I was missing
But I got nieces and nephews hugging my neck,
The cruelest reminders of what I don't have
And maybe I am but I still wanna loose it
Oooh
Maybe I am but I still wanna loose it
When people look at me like I'm wounded.
Oooh people look at me like I'm
@mindaking4412
My child’s first birthday should have been last week. No one ever talks about miscarriage or infertility or the emotions that you struggle with. This song is every feeling I’ve had that no one has understood. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.
@stephmccoyx
I wrote this song about my son who I miscarried. It’s recorded in my bathroom with no accompaniment soundtrack but I hope it speaks to you and reminds you that you are t alone in your grief
https://youtu.be/hcbzr1JQYIM
@gamerguy5158
@@stephmccoyx I never wanted kids of my own well not for the first 18 years of my life... Medical reasons didnt want to give a kid my condition and then I finally wanted one and got told that theres a very low chance of the condition spreading but now all my doctors dont think my back will hold up to the extra weight and that killed me inside... Listening to this song made me feel for the first time since I get the news.
@messengerbaptistangelguard4249
I understand i lost a one sister plus i have infertility problems and emotions struggling worse some are going through much more than you can imagine
@Stefaniekls
Only few seconds in this song and i´m crying .... 3 1/2 years ... Hugs for all the ladies who need it!You´re not alone!
@yourstruly3115
I've never heard such a relatable song... almost 9 years of trying... one miscarriage last july... I'm sorry for those struggling. I'll be praying for all of us.
@brittaniesidebottom
12 years here. We are currently pursuing adoption, although that longing to experience pregnancy hasn’t gone away and probably never will. I’m praying for everyone as well ❤️
@eduran1441
Have you heard bottle by my bed ughhh 💔11 yrs of infertility here. 2 Angel babys
@amandab6497
In the five days since I found your song on TikTok, I’ve played it more times than I can count, memorized every word and cried many times. Most importantly, I have finally felt like someone understands. Infertility is beyond lonely and heartbreaking. Thank you for making me feel like I’m not alone anymore!
Praying for you every day!💜
@MaddieWilson
Thank you so much. ♥️