Wannabe
Madita Lyrics


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Compressing down my spine
To my childhood size
Pressure steals my shine
And now I´m not, not mine

wannabe so rushed out
Wannabe so washed out
Wannabe so screamed out
Wannabe so freaked out

comparing to my time
As flashy butterfly
I didn´t have to climb
And gasping like I´m not fine

wannabe so rushed out
Wannabe so washed out




Wannabe so screamed out
Wannabe so freaked out

Overall Meaning

In these lyrics, Madita is expressing feelings of pressure, insecurity, and the desire to be something she's not. She talks about compressing down to her childhood size, which suggests a desire to go back to a time when she didn't feel the weight of adult responsibilities and expectations. The pressure steals her shine, suggesting that perhaps she feels like she's not able to be herself or shine because of the external pressures around her. She's not hers anymore, indicating a loss of identity and perhaps feeling disconnected from herself.


The repeated phrase "wannabe so" suggests that Madita is feeling like she's not living up to some kind of standard or expectation. She's rushed out, washed out, screamed out, and freaked out, indicating that she's feeling overwhelmed and exhausted by the pressure to be something or someone she's not. Madita compares herself to a flashy butterfly, which might suggest that she feels like she used to be more carefree and able to float through life without having to climb or struggle for anything.


Overall, these lyrics are about the pressure to conform and fit in, and the toll that it can take on a person's sense of self and well-being. Madita is expressing her frustrations with feeling like she's not enough, or like she's not living up to some kind of expectation, and she's longing for a time when she felt more free and authentic.


Line by Line Meaning

Compressing down my spine
Feeling overwhelmed and shrinking in size


To my childhood size
Feeling small and helpless like a child


Pressure steals my shine
Pressure and stress are robbing me of my energy and vitality


And now I´m not, not mine
Feeling like I have lost control of myself


wannabe so rushed out
Desperately trying to keep up with others


Wannabe so washed out
Feeling depleted and washed out from trying too hard


Wannabe so screamed out
Feeling like you have to shout to be heard or seen


Wannabe so freaked out
Feeling anxious and overwhelmed


comparing to my time
Reflecting on a happier and simpler time in the past


As flashy butterfly
Feeling carefree and confident like a butterfly


I didn´t have to climb
Feeling like you didn't have to work as hard to be happy or successful


And gasping like I´m not fine
Struggling to cope and feeling like you're falling apart




Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Universal Music Publishing Group, CONCORD MUSIC PUBLISHING LLC, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Peermusic Publishing
Written by: Melanie Chisholm, Geri Halliwell, Victoria Beckham, Emma Bunton, Melanie Brown, Matthew Paul Rowbottom, Richard Stannard

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Comments from YouTube:

Montażownia nr1

R.I.P. Madita :(

Vino Veritas

What do you mean ??? She's dead ???

Heike Zerhusen

Dieser Moment wen man Madita heißt😆

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