Spiral Agony
Madmans Esprit Lyrics


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Spiral agony made of sex, despair and fear
My existence is a sin and this pain is forever mine
What do you believe in this era of emptiness?
No redemption for those who bleed
Trapped in life and death

Smile of oblivion
Death of consciousness

Soil dyed in red
Dogma leaves a long scar
You made your own satan and you're fleeing from it
But who's the evil now?
The easiest way to build a paradise would be to kill all the wicked
Peace above thousands of corpses
Above my corpse

눈을 감으면 그 어둠이 너무 편안해서
악몽 속에 영원히 떠도는 그대여
아직 남아 있는 억압과 폭력의 흉터
옅은 미소 밑에 감추고 썩어가는 그대여

Pain whispers to me that I'm alive
Masochism of my existence

Let my hope destroy me
And once again into the spiral

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "Spiral Agony" by Madmans Esprit delve deep into the realm of personal pain, despair, and hopelessness. The imagery used in the song, including "spiral agony made of sex, despair and fear," portrays a cycle of suffering and self-destruction that the singer feels trapped in. The line "my existence is a sin and this pain is forever mine" reflects the feeling of inadequacy and self-loathing that often accompanies depression and emotional trauma. The singer then poses an existential question, asking what one can believe in during times of emptiness when redemption seems unattainable.


The chorus of the song highlights the idea of numbness and detachment as a coping mechanism, with "smile of oblivion" and "death of consciousness" painting a picture of a person who has given up on life and is merely existing. The bridge of the song shifts the focus to a broader societal context, where the "soil dyed in red" and "dogma leaves a long scar" references the atrocities and injustices committed in the name of religion and political views. The last verse brings the focus back to the singer, who is wrestling with their demons and desires to escape the pain through destruction.


Overall, the song highlights the deeply personal and emotional experience of mental health struggles while also touching on societal issues.


Line by Line Meaning

Spiral agony made of sex, despair and fear
The singer is caught in a vicious cycle of suffering that is intertwined with themes of sexuality, hopelessness, and anxiety.


My existence is a sin and this pain is forever mine
The singer feels guilty for simply existing and fears that the pain will never go away.


What do you believe in this era of emptiness?
The singer is questioning the beliefs of those around them in a time of nihilism and hopelessness.


No redemption for those who bleed
The artist believes that there is no hope for those who suffer and are in pain.


Trapped in life and death
The artist feels stuck in a state of limbo between life and death, unable to escape their suffering.


Smile of oblivion
The singer is hiding their pain behind a facade of happiness and blissful ignorance.


Death of consciousness
The singer is so numb to their pain that they feel as if they are dead inside.


Soil dyed in red
The ground is stained with blood, symbolizing the violence and suffering that surrounds the artist.


Dogma leaves a long scar
The artist believes that adherence to strict beliefs and ideologies can be harmful and leave lasting damage.


You made your own satan and you're fleeing from it
The artist believes that we create our own demons and are afraid to confront them.


But who's the evil now?
The singer is questioning who the true villain is in a world filled with suffering and pain.


The easiest way to build a paradise would be to kill all the wicked
The artist acknowledges that eliminating those who cause pain and suffering may seem like a simple solution, but it is not a viable option.


Peace above thousands of corpses
The singer is acknowledging the possibility that peace may only come at the cost of many lives lost.


Above my corpse
The singer is resigned to the fact that they may have to die in order for there to be peace.


눈을 감으면 그 어둠이 너무 편안해서
When I close my eyes, the darkness feels far too comforting.


악몽 속에 영원히 떠도는 그대여
You, who forever drift in a nightmare.


아직 남아 있는 억압과 폭력의 흉터
The scars of oppression and violence that still remain.


옅은 미소 밑에 감추고 썩어가는 그대여
You, who hides and decays beneath a faint smile.




Writer(s): Kyuho, Madmans Esprit

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