I Fucked Up
Madonna Lyrics

I fucked up
I made a serious mistake

I made a mistake
I did something wrong

Nobody does it better than myself
I messed up so badly, no one else could do it better

I'm sorry
I feel apologetic for what I've done

I'm not afraid to say
I am not scared to admit my mistake

I wish I could take you back but I can't
I regret what happened, but I cannot change it

I'm so ashamed
I am deeply embarrassed

You're in so much pain
You are hurting because of what I did

I blamed you when things didn't go my way
I unfairly placed the blame on you when things went wrong

If I didn't, you'd be here
If I had not done what I did, we would still be together

If I didn't fight back I'd have no fear
If I had not been defensive or confrontational, I would not be afraid to face what I have done

If I took another path Things would be so different, but they're not
Had I made different choices, our situation would not be the same as it is now

I could have just kept my big mouth closed
I should have kept quiet and not said anything

I could have just done what I was told
I should have followed your lead

Maybe I should have turned silver into gold
Perhaps I should have made the best out of a difficult situation

But in front of you I was cold
I was heartless and unfeeling towards you

I thought we had it all
I believed we had a perfect relationship

You brought out the best in me
You brought out my best qualities

And somehow I destroyed the perfect dream
I ruined our idealistic vision of our future

I thought we were indestructible
I believed we were invincible

I never imagined we could fall
I never thought our relationship could fail

Do you wanna know how to make out loud Telling your plans
Do you want me to tell you how to talk about our future together?

We coulda bought a house with a swimming pool Fill it up with Warhols It would be so cool
We could have bought a fancy house and filled it with expensive art to show off to others

Coulda gone buyin' estates in the countryside With a pack of great things Kissing eye to eye
We could have gone and bought multiple properties with luxurious possessions and spent intimate moments together

We coulda do the world in a private jet Run naked on the beach all soaking wet
We could have traveled the world in style and wildy ran along vast beaches, letting our inhibitions go

We coulda found a mountain seen a perfect sunrise Written our names across the sky
We could have hiked up a mountain to watch a beautiful sunrise and carved our names to symbolize our love

We coulda got a building built on the echo run We coulda got ourselves arrested and sold our mum
We could have built a place for ourselves in a remote area and did outrageous or criminal things together

We coulda live like crazy til' the day we die
We could have lived an adventurous and unforgettable life together

Instead I made you cry
Unfortunately, I caused you to shed tears

Je suis desole
I am sorry (in French)

I'm not ashamed to say
I don't feel embarrassed or humiliated to confess what I've done

I wish I could have you back, Maybe one day, Or not
I wish I could reconcile and have you back in my life, but I don't know if that will happen