breakOUT
Mads Veslelia Lyrics
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I tried to breakout, but I′m in the same route
Yep, I tried to get up again
Flip that script
Never let up, but damn
I got wounds and I'm grown
So I hide the pain
Screw it, yeah tired of staying afloat
Everyday a struggle tryna keep my head on the coast
Another wave in the boat
Yeah I said it before
But a heavier load
Not ready, heading for the seafloor
I tried to beast mode, why the evil
Gotta receipt for seats between me
And peaceful
And on the other side of me
Is another cunt called anxiety
No sight of the widescreen
Might seem like I'm rightfully whining
No light in my night, just pipe dreams
Wake up paralyzed
No surprise that I doubt the reality
I am so off, what is going on
Try to breakout caught up in the same route
I must be the only one who feel this way
I tried to break out, but I'm in the same route
I rather shop at a gas station, then pay half price at the mall
Cause if I get a panic attack,
I know the door′s nearby I can exit fast
Facts, heart beat like it′s bout to stop and
Every question I get feels like a witness box
My mind a wicked lock
And man I quick forgot
The code, every second felt like minutes fuck, I froze
Then I change the pace like a race, but I'm way too late
Guess I can′t beat the case
Try to act normal but an overload
Can't let them find me, shit I don′t know
Nobody in their right minds
Could feel what I feel in a lifetime
Fuck appeal, peel shields when I write rhymes
Might think I'ma stereotype
But I just tryna survive
I am so off, what is going on
Try to breakout caught up in the same route
I must be the only one who feel this way
I tried to break out, but I′m in the same route
Yeah, do you feel that shit?
Flipping the bricks when I spill that ink
Slipping on piss, but I'm built for that shit
Might have dipped for a bit, but I'm back in biz, yo
Yah, you′ll never understand
Why somebody feel off, you never suffered pain
Im the rust, you paint
But Ima Russ the game
And you can′t flush, nor rush or hush
The oxygen
But I'm up, like silicon
Tighter, and I′m brilliant
Rapping on record
Trapping and wrecking, dragging the freakin demons on
Tape, that I'm about to sit upon
Play it for a million
They relate to the hiding face in public with a hoodie on
Oh, on a side note
Feeling isolated by my trials
Feeling aggravated by the titles
Jury stamping on me, like ima rival. Die slow
I am so off, what is going on
Try to breakout caught up in the same route
I must be the only one who feel this way
I tried to break out, but I′m in the same route
Uh, when it's over me
And I′m low, without road in front of me
Then I'ma keep trying, they keep talking and lying
Like I'm only the one that′s socially off
Fuck off, I′ma nobody
But at least I can promise
When I'm talking I′m honest
The lyrics of Mads Veslelia's song "Breakout" depict an individual's struggle with mental health issues and feelings of isolation. The repetitive phrase "caught up in the same route" suggests the singer's frustration with feeling trapped in a cycle of negative thoughts and emotions. The line "No one knows I'm alone, I'ma ride the wave" highlights the character's isolation and desire to keep their struggles private. The song also touches upon the theme of anxiety, with the lyrics "Every question I get feels like a witness box".
As the song progresses, the singer begins to find strength in their struggles, refusing to be beaten down by their mental health issues. The phrase "I'm up, like silicon" suggests resilience and durability, while the line "When it's over me, and I'm low, without road in front of me, Then I'ma keep trying, they keep talking and lying" highlights the character's determination to overcome their struggles despite societal pressure.
Overall, "Breakout" is a raw and emotional depiction of the struggles many individuals face with their mental health on a daily basis.
Line by Line Meaning
Try to breakout caught up in the same route
Despite trying to break free, I continue to find myself stuck in the same unfulfilling routine.
I tried to breakout, but I′m in the same route
I attempted to escape my current situation, but it seems impossible to do so.
Yep, I tried to get up again
I made an effort to get back on my feet and improve my life.
Flip that script
I am ready to make a positive change to my life.
Never let up, but damn
Although I am determined, the struggle is difficult and sometimes overwhelming.
I got wounds and I'm grown
I have experienced pain and struggles and have grown from them.
So I hide the pain
I keep my struggles hidden from others so they don't see my vulnerability.
No one knows I′ma alone ima ride the wave
I am dealing with loneliness and navigating life's challenges by myself.
Screw it, yeah tired of staying afloat
I am ready to take a risk and try something new, rather than just surviving.
Everyday a struggle tryna keep my head on the coast
Each day brings new struggles, and I am trying to stay grounded and not lose control.
Another wave in the boat
I am facing another challenge or difficulty.
Yeah I said it before
I have voiced my struggles before but they still persist.
But a heavier load
The current challenge I am facing is even more difficult than before.
Not ready, heading for the seafloor
I feel unprepared to handle this challenge and fear I will fail.
I tried to beast mode, why the evil
I tried to approach the challenge head-on, but negativity and obstacles hindered my progress.
Gotta receipt for seats between me
There is a divide between me and a peaceful resolution or way out of the struggle.
And on the other side of me
There is another challenge or difficulty I must face.
Is another cunt called anxiety
I am also dealing with anxiety and its effects on my life.
No sight of the widescreen
I can't see a clear and hopeful future or resolution to my struggles.
Might seem like I'm rightfully whining
Others may perceive my struggles as complaining, but they don't understand my situation fully.
No light in my night, just pipe dreams
I don't have any hope or optimism to cling to- everything seems like a long shot.
Wake up paralyzed
I feel stuck and unable to move forward.
No surprise that I doubt the reality
Given my struggles, it's no wonder that I find it hard to believe in a better reality or future.
I rather shop at a gas station, then pay half price at the mall
I would rather go somewhere familiar and comfortable, even if it's not the best option for me.
Cause if I get a panic attack, I know the door′s nearby I can exit fast
I try to minimize my exposure to anxiety triggers and ensure that I have a quick exit strategy if needed.
My mind a wicked lock
My mind feels trapped and unable to escape negative or harmful thoughts.
And man I quick forgot
I easily forget things or become overwhelmed with information due to my mental state.
The code, every second felt like minutes fuck, I froze
I struggle with tasks that others may consider easy or routine, and it can be mentally exhausting.
Then I change the pace like a race, but I'm way too late
I try to rush to catch up or fix a situation but it's too late or too difficult for me to handle.
Guess I can′t beat the case
I feel like I can't win in this situation.
Try to act normal but an overload
I try to act like nothing is wrong, but my mental struggles can become too much to bear.
Can't let them find me, shit I don′t know
I fear being vulnerable or exposed to others, and I struggle with figuring out who I am or what I want.
Nobody in their right minds could feel what I feel in a lifetime
The depth of my struggles and emotions may seem unfathomable to others who haven't experienced similar challenges.
Fuck appeal, peel shields when I write rhymes
I don't care about making myself look good, and instead use writing as a source of protection or defense.
Might think I'ma stereotype
Others may view me in a certain way because of my struggles, when in reality, they don't understand the full picture.
But I just tryna survive
Despite everything, my main goal is to keep moving forward and survive each day.
Flipping the bricks when I spill that ink
I am using writing to express myself authentically and without restraint.
Slipping on piss, but I'm built for that shit
Although I may struggle and falter, I am resilient and can handle tough situations.
Might have dipped for a bit, but I'm back in biz, yo
Although I may have struggled for a time, I am back to trying to improve my situation and take on new challenges.
Yah, you′ll never understand
Others may not grasp the depth and intensity of my struggles.
Why somebody feel off, you never suffered pain
Others may view my struggles as trivial or overreacting because they haven't experienced similar hardships.
Im the rust, you paint
My struggles and challenges are what makes me unique and cannot be painted over or erased.
But Ima Russ the game
I am taking ownership of my life and challenges and will rise above them.
And you can′t flush, nor rush or hush the oxygen
My struggles are a part of me and cannot be ignored or silenced.
But I'm up, like silicon
Despite my struggles, I am still standing tall and resilient like silicon.
Tighter, and I′m brilliant
I am becoming stronger and more brilliant as a result of my challenges.
Rapping on record, trapping and wrecking
I am using my work and creativity to push through my struggles and thrive.
Dragging the freakin demons on tape
I am facing and overcoming my personal demons and struggles through my work and art.
That I′m about to sit upon
I am creating something great that will empower and inspire me in the future.
Play it for a million
My work will reach and inspire many people.
They relate to the hiding face in public with a hoodie on
My struggles and challenges are relatable to others and are not unique to my personal experience.
Feeling isolated by my trials
My struggles can sometimes make me feel alone and disconnected from others.
Feeling aggravated by the titles
I am frustrated by the labels and assumptions others make about me based on my struggles.
Jury stamping on me, like ima rival. Die slow
I feel like others are judging me harshly and unfairly, and it's a painful experience.
Uh, when it's over me
When I am facing a difficult challenge or obstacle.
And I′m low, without road in front of me
I feel hopeless and unsure of what direction to take.
Then I'ma keep trying, they keep talking and lying
Despite doubters and naysayers, I will keep working towards my goals and overcoming my struggles.
Like I'm only the one that′s socially off
Others may view me or my struggles as abnormal in a social context.
Fuck off, I′ma nobody
I don't care about others' opinions or labels because they don't define me or my worth as a person.
But at least I can promise
Despite everything, I can promise to be honest and true to myself.
When I'm talking I′m honest
I will always be transparent and truthful in my words and actions.
Writer(s): antun vuic
Contributed by Chase A. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
@madsveslelia
Hey. It is now 6 months since I've been on here, I blame a lot of eternal struggle against an inner voice telling me I'ma failure and that I should give up, that someone is just created for success, created to feel good, while others just simply are not, that I am one of those who do not have it in them. That voice keeps asking me leading questions every single hour that leads me to doubt, it wears me out. And before I know it, the day has passed and I have not done anything productive or positive out of the hours of the day. Then comes the night and I struggle with sleep, twist and turn, then go out for long walks, try to fill my head with music and podcast, overdo the inner voice, find the belief that I can also do this, that people need me. Because the second I don't feel wanted or welcome I'll leave, whether it's with friends, a girlfriend or family.
I can suddenly imagine that I am not wanted where I am, and before I know it I sit in my car, backing out of the driveway to someone I love while thinking that I do not want this, something else controls my body. While those who love me are left as a question mark not knowing what is going on. I feel that my ego (the ugly voice inside) holds a gun to my head and tells me that I have to leave, that the people around me don't give a F about me and he tells me that I am not allowed to explain why I am leaving or feeling so unwanted because "that is weak". Sometimes this "hostage taker" turns his head the another way and I see an opening to try and shout out to the others what is going, that they need to save me, that it is not me who chooses this or want to be like this, but then he turns his head back to me again and I just have to do as told. The ego mind/voice takes over again making me see red, instead of explaining what I feel.
I have grown up under problematic conditions and taught myself a defense mechanism that is about meeting metal with metal, meeting what I regard as unfair with a wave of massive anger. I am missing an overview, I think everybody judges me, everyone tricks me, everybody lies to me, everyone out to get me and I must be prepared. You can hear it in the music, I always talk about "they" and it has resulted in my in me getting many enemies in real life as well. I got trust issues since birth, I had to move from my mother at the age of 7 due to lack of caregiving at the time because of intoxication and drugs, and for a child something like that is traumatic. I've always said I did come out fine, I love mom and I love grandmother who took me into her home. But I notice that the older I get, the clearer it is that I have taken a lot of damage and struggle to trust others. The child in me says "your own mother fooled you and didn't want you enough, why do you think those people around you right now are any better?". It is tiring. And finally, the line becomes a truth, they get tired of me being so off and on and they lose interest in me.
Life goes on repeat and no matter what I do, I end up in the same place and have to go through the same fight over and over, I can see the solidified "blood pool" from the previous fight and start thinking that there is no point in fighting back, because I never lose completely, but never win either. Maybe I should just lose on purpose so I don't have to fight more? I think it was the ugly inner voice that asked that question right, this is dangerous thoughts and not me, as in ME.
One of the things that ruined a lot six months ago was to wake up, grab the cell phone by pure reflex and addiction, scroll to see everyone else have a good time, especially artists, and then to open a notification and get ugly words right in my face as a "good morning", not a good way to start the day. I am very influential, for better and worse. Good and bad. I have an extreme approach to everything, either I'm intoxicated on pure joy and motivation, or I'm so low that I feel like a ticking bomb, just say one word wrong to me and it's on. No matter if you a friend or an unknown. I try every day to grab myself, pull my self up, as I do not want to be like this and I do realize that change comes only when I change something. So I cut out of social media for half a year, it was a crazy relief just the second I logged off everything. As 100kg had been taken off my shoulders, it is a bit odd because that little digital gadget doesn't weigh many grams, haha.
But anyway, slowly but surely, the longer the distance I got from criticism and nonsense, the more creative I became, in the end my whole body was electric of ideas and if you had heard some of my voice memos on the phone where I was rambling about all different kind of ideas, lines, rhymes, scripts, at all times of the day, you would have thought I had really lost my mind. You can find one "New recording 172" that only contains an energetic Mads at 04:12 with only these words "yoooOoooo, trampoline !!!". Do not even know what half of this idea-memos means, but I hear a kid who is happy that he has some sort of hope again, If only for a few seconds.
This is getting way too long, forgive me. Here's my new song and video called "Breakout" out on all platforms. It's a big thing for me because I know how hard I had to fight to come back here again. Whether the song flops or not, it has been something for me to focus on, rather than other things that could have stopped me from being here now. Thank you guys, I mean that
@madsveslelia
Hey. It is now 6 months since I've been on here, I blame a lot of eternal struggle against an inner voice telling me I'ma failure and that I should give up, that someone is just created for success, created to feel good, while others just simply are not, that I am one of those who do not have it in them. That voice keeps asking me leading questions every single hour that leads me to doubt, it wears me out. And before I know it, the day has passed and I have not done anything productive or positive out of the hours of the day. Then comes the night and I struggle with sleep, twist and turn, then go out for long walks, try to fill my head with music and podcast, overdo the inner voice, find the belief that I can also do this, that people need me. Because the second I don't feel wanted or welcome I'll leave, whether it's with friends, a girlfriend or family.
I can suddenly imagine that I am not wanted where I am, and before I know it I sit in my car, backing out of the driveway to someone I love while thinking that I do not want this, something else controls my body. While those who love me are left as a question mark not knowing what is going on. I feel that my ego (the ugly voice inside) holds a gun to my head and tells me that I have to leave, that the people around me don't give a F about me and he tells me that I am not allowed to explain why I am leaving or feeling so unwanted because "that is weak". Sometimes this "hostage taker" turns his head the another way and I see an opening to try and shout out to the others what is going, that they need to save me, that it is not me who chooses this or want to be like this, but then he turns his head back to me again and I just have to do as told. The ego mind/voice takes over again making me see red, instead of explaining what I feel.
I have grown up under problematic conditions and taught myself a defense mechanism that is about meeting metal with metal, meeting what I regard as unfair with a wave of massive anger. I am missing an overview, I think everybody judges me, everyone tricks me, everybody lies to me, everyone out to get me and I must be prepared. You can hear it in the music, I always talk about "they" and it has resulted in my in me getting many enemies in real life as well. I got trust issues since birth, I had to move from my mother at the age of 7 due to lack of caregiving at the time because of intoxication and drugs, and for a child something like that is traumatic. I've always said I did come out fine, I love mom and I love grandmother who took me into her home. But I notice that the older I get, the clearer it is that I have taken a lot of damage and struggle to trust others. The child in me says "your own mother fooled you and didn't want you enough, why do you think those people around you right now are any better?". It is tiring. And finally, the line becomes a truth, they get tired of me being so off and on and they lose interest in me.
Life goes on repeat and no matter what I do, I end up in the same place and have to go through the same fight over and over, I can see the solidified "blood pool" from the previous fight and start thinking that there is no point in fighting back, because I never lose completely, but never win either. Maybe I should just lose on purpose so I don't have to fight more? I think it was the ugly inner voice that asked that question right, this is dangerous thoughts and not me, as in ME.
One of the things that ruined a lot six months ago was to wake up, grab the cell phone by pure reflex and addiction, scroll to see everyone else have a good time, especially artists, and then to open a notification and get ugly words right in my face as a "good morning", not a good way to start the day. I am very influential, for better and worse. Good and bad. I have an extreme approach to everything, either I'm intoxicated on pure joy and motivation, or I'm so low that I feel like a ticking bomb, just say one word wrong to me and it's on. No matter if you a friend or an unknown. I try every day to grab myself, pull my self up, as I do not want to be like this and I do realize that change comes only when I change something. So I cut out of social media for half a year, it was a crazy relief just the second I logged off everything. As 100kg had been taken off my shoulders, it is a bit odd because that little digital gadget doesn't weigh many grams, haha.
But anyway, slowly but surely, the longer the distance I got from criticism and nonsense, the more creative I became, in the end my whole body was electric of ideas and if you had heard some of my voice memos on the phone where I was rambling about all different kind of ideas, lines, rhymes, scripts, at all times of the day, you would have thought I had really lost my mind. You can find one "New recording 172" that only contains an energetic Mads at 04:12 with only these words "yoooOoooo, trampoline !!!". Do not even know what half of this idea-memos means, but I hear a kid who is happy that he has some sort of hope again, If only for a few seconds.
This is getting way too long, forgive me. Here's my new song and video called "Breakout" out on all platforms. It's a big thing for me because I know how hard I had to fight to come back here again. Whether the song flops or not, it has been something for me to focus on, rather than other things that could have stopped me from being here now. Thank you guys, I mean that
@emini_freyre_frya6935
💜💜 You and the song is/are AWESOME 💪💥
@BuriedOne
Stay strong dude, i feel ya, people don't see your inside on videos so it's amazing how you bring that into songs.
@Futankamon2991
Life's not easy,but try to enjoy every little things,forget about what others say,at the end of the day you can't be perfect for everybody.
I've been there,and now I can just say it will only make you stronger man. Keep doing what u doing and never doubt ur talent cause it's fucking #huge !
Peace out.
@R0jiv4
Just keep producing and something will stick. The domino effect takes time.
@sunshit12sunshit
Ur not the only one who feels that way... So stay srong and pozetiv
@jorensturks4381
🔥GOOD SONGS🔥
@1johaan
FINALLY! So happy that you're back and feeling better man!
@EhanMusic
Damn, this is intense, great work man! 🔥🔥 extremely beautiful
@jorensturks4381
🔥PERFECT SONGS🔥 🤙RESPECT MAN 🤙