Following the song, Lindemann transitioned her music into pop punk and alternative rock genres with the release of her debut EP, Paranoia (2021). Her debut album, Suckerpunch, was released on September 16, 2022.
Knife Under My Pillow
Maggie Lindemann Lyrics
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But I hear someone inside my house
Heart racing, keepin' me awake
Paranoia slippin' in
Checkin' all the locks again
It's so loud inside my head
I can't see without the lights
A chill is runnin' down my spine
Starin' out the window
A knife under my pillow
But it's all inside my mind
Oh, I'm holding on for dear life
Why's this happen to me all the time?
Got me starin' out the window
A knife under my pillow
But it's all inside my mind
I know I've made this call before
Not crying wolf, I'm pretty sure
There's just some things I can't erase
Paranoia slipping in
Checking all the locks again
It's so loud inside my head
Got me feeling paralyzed
I can't see without the lights
A chill is runnin' down my spine
Starin' out the window
A knife under my pillow
But it's all inside my mind
Oh, I'm holding on for dear life
Why's this happen to me all the time?
Got me starin' out the window
A knife under my pillow
But it's all inside my mind
But it's all inside my mind
The lyrics to "Knife Under My Pillow" by Maggie Lindemann describe the experience of living with paranoia and anxiety. The singer is confessing to someone, perhaps someone they're close to, that they're feeling scared and paranoid because they think someone is inside their house. The fear of being vulnerable and not safe is overwhelming, and they are unable to sleep.
As the song continues, the singer reveals that this isn't the first time they've felt this way. Despite not wanting to cry wolf, they are pretty sure that someone is in their house. They describe the feeling of paranoia slipping in, and how it's so loud inside their head that they can't think straight. The fear is so real that they have resorted to keeping a knife under their pillow to feel safer.
Ultimately, the singer admits that it's all in their mind, but that doesn't make it any less real or overwhelming. They are holding on for dear life and questioning why this happens to them all the time. The repetition of "but it's all inside my mind" emphasizes the struggle between what the singer knows to be true and what they are feeling. This struggle is a common experience for many people who struggle with anxiety and paranoia.
Overall, "Knife Under My Pillow" is a powerful exploration of fear and anxiety that many people can relate to. It's a reminder of the importance of talking about mental health and seeking help when needed.
Line by Line Meaning
Sorry, I don't mean to freak you out
I apologize for sounding alarming or scary.
But I hear someone inside my house
I sense or believe that there is someone in my home.
Heart racing, keepin' me awake
My heart is beating fast, making it difficult for me to sleep.
Paranoia slippin' in
I am becoming increasingly paranoid or anxious.
Checkin' all the locks again
I am making sure that all the doors are locked for safety.
It's so loud inside my head
I am experiencing a lot of noise or racing thoughts in my mind.
Got me feeling paralyzed
I am feeling unable to move or take action due to fear or anxiety.
I can't see without the lights
I am afraid to be in the dark and need the lights on for comfort.
A chill is runnin' down my spine
I am feeling a physical sensation of fear or apprehension.
Starin' out the window
I am looking out the window, possibly seeking reassurance or safety.
A knife under my pillow
I am keeping a weapon close by, possibly for protection or self-defense.
But it's all inside my mind
These fears and anxieties are not based in reality, but are products of my imagination.
Oh, I'm holding on for dear life
I am desperately trying to cope with my fears and anxieties.
Why's this happen to me all the time?
I am wondering why I am constantly experiencing these feelings of fear and paranoia.
I know I've made this call before
I have reached out for help or support in this situation in the past.
Not crying wolf, I'm pretty sure
I am not exaggerating or fabricating my fears, I truly believe them.
Lyrics © Songtrust Ave, Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: Alexandra Lahey, Joshua Thomas Murty, Margaret Elizabeth Lindemann
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
@nagato8152
Knife Under My Pillow"
Sorry, I don't mean to freak you out
But I hear someone inside my house
Heart racing, keeping me awake
Paranoia slipping in
Checking all the locks again
It's so loud inside my head
Got me feeling paralyzed
I can't see without the lights
A chill is running down my spine
Staring at the window
A knife under my pillow
But it's all inside my mind
Oh, I'm holding on for dear life
Why's this happen to me all the time?
Got me staring at the window
A knife under my pillow
But it's all inside my mind
I know I've made this call before
Not crying wolf, I'm pretty sure
There's just some things I can't erase
Paranoia slipping in
Checking all the locks again
It's so loud inside my head
Got me feeling paralyzed
I can't see without the lights
A chill is running down my spine
Staring at the window
A knife under my pillow
But it's all inside my mind
Oh, I'm holding on for dear life
Why's this happen to me all the time?
Got me staring at the window
A knife under my pillow
But it's all inside my mind
But it's all inside my mind
@arunmusic26
LYRICS
Sorry, I don't mean to freak you out
But I hear someone inside my house
Heart racing, keeping me awake
Paranoia slipping in
Checking all the locks again
It's so loud inside my head
Got me feeling paralyzed
I can't sleep without the lights
A chill is running down my spine
Staring out the window
A knife under my pillow
But it's all inside my mind
Oh, I'm holding on for dear life
Why's this happen to me all the time?
Got me staring out the window
A knife under my pillow
But it's all inside my mind
I know I've made this call before
Not crying wolf, I'm pretty sure
There's just some fears you can't erase
Paranoia slipping in
Checking all the locks again
It's so loud inside my head
Got me feeling paralyzed
I can't sleep without the lights
A chill is running down my spine
Staring out the window
A knife under my pillow
But it's all inside my mind
Oh, I'm holding on for dear life
Why's this happen to me all the time?
Got me staring out the window
A knife under my pillow
But it's all inside my mind
But it's all inside my mind
(byw i'm a singer/songwriter inspired by Lauv/Jeremy Zucker. It'd mean a lot if you check out my music and subscribe,promise you won't regret💛have a good dayyy:)
@anameyoucantremember
@Jay Vegan teacher? lol wtf is even that?
I know I don't have to, but I want to.
Maybe you didn't read correctly the original comment to which I'm replying to.
Remember this part?
"Im so sick of people saying “tHeReS nO gOoD mUsIc tHeSe dAyS” because they’re too lazy or just close minded to give new artists a try."
Now who's hating? "too lazy or close minded to give new artist a try"..
If you pay close attention, then you can clearly see where my first comment comes from. Anyone who actually knows that this "new" artist is just a downgraded copy of something that was barely passable 20 years ago is neither "lazy" nor "close minded".
If I can get the attention of one single person not "lazy or close minded" today to go check what I'm referring to by saying that this is neither new nor good, then I have served my purpose and that makes me happy.
So, I do it because I want to, not because I have to.
And you seriously need to check the definition of "hate" in your personal semantics. Cheers, vegan student?
@isabella7980
Maggie Lindemann - Knife Under My Pillow [Lyrics]:
Sorry I don’t mean to freak you out
But I hear someone inside my house
Heart racing, keeping me awake
Paranoia slipping in
Checking all the locks again
It’s so loud inside my head
Got me feeling paralyzed
I can’t sleep without the lights
A chill is running down my spine
Staring out the window
A knife under my pillow
But it’s all inside my mind
Oh, I’m holding on for dear life
Why’s this happen to me all the time?
Got me staring out the window
A knife under my pillow
But it’s all inside my mind
I know I've made this call before
Not crying wolf, I'm pretty sure
There's just some fears you can't erase
Paranoia slipping in
Checking all the locks again
It's so loud inside my head
Got me feeling paralyzed
I can't sleep without the lights
A chill is running down my spine
Staring out the window
A knife under my pillow
But it's all inside my mind
Oh, I'm holding on for dear life
Why's this happen to me all the time?
Got me staring out the window
A knife under my pillow
But it's all inside my mind
But it's all inside my mind
@alondrabanuelos
Maggie is such an underrated artist like the way her music makes me feel is truly something else
@guadalupecorona7212
EXACTLYYY
@parkrose5107
Are you army
@alondrabanuelos
@talisa Tania yup yup!
@megan7927
hey armyy
@Airbender24B
Same with Madison Beer ❤️
@Lycan18
Pop punk is making a huge comeback right now. And I'm ready for it.
@tomjones688
And its completely inauthentic. People like Maggie, MGK and YungBlud are just dipping in to it for a hot minute and then they'll be back to their cookie cutter pop and shit rap. There is no comeback.
@lostinoc3528
Pop punk? Lol what
@lostinoc3528
@Joss Castrejon he said pop punk, pop rock? Sure whatever. I guess anything can be anything now.