Flashback
Main Concept feat. Black Tiger Lyrics

The tears I cried for you that day
I am shedding the same tears for you today as I did when you left me that day.

are like the tears i cry today
The pain and heartbreak that you caused me still exist and make me cry today.

The pain i feel inside reminds me that I'm living everyday
Even though I am in pain, I know I am still alive and can continue to live each day.

thoughts of you they fill my head
I cannot stop thinking about you, and you are constantly on my mind.

go round and round like yesterday
My thoughts of you repeat in my mind like a never-ending cycle.

and all the love i feel for you will bring me through another day
Despite the pain and heartbreak, the love I have for you will keep me going and help me survive another day.

All around me there are people telling me who i should be
There are countless people trying to influence me and dictate who I should become.

i hate to disappoint you but these are the colors that i see
I do not want to let anyone down, but I can only see the world and my life in my unique way.

if there're just as many colors as there are human beings
If there are as many perspectives and experiences as there are humans, then I may be missing out on a lot.

then maybe I'm just color blind and missing out on everything
Perhaps I am unable to see the world in the same way as others, and as a result, I am missing out on something important.

without a word I'm watching as my life keeps passing by
I feel helpless as my life goes by without any noticeable change or progress.

desperately I'm reaching for the days i left behind
I long for the past and the memories that I have left behind, hoping to recapture those moments.

and no matter what i try the colors won't collide
Despite my best efforts, I am unable to bring all the different aspects of my life together and make them fit.

painting on a canvas of the scars i tried to hide
I am trying to make my life work, even though I am carrying emotional wounds and scars that I have been trying to keep hidden.

i wish that i could be
I yearn to be something I am not.

the feeling of your fingers on my skin
I long for the intimate touch of your fingers on my skin that I have not felt in a long time.

it lingers even after all these years
The memory of your touch remains with me, even though it has been a long time since I felt it.

it's the only color that
It is the one thing that still has any meaning or substance in my life.

remains inside my heart
The memory of your touch and the love I have for you are the only things that are still with me and hold any value.

everytime i try to look into the shadows of your eyes
Whenever I try to see the truth and understand what you are really thinking or feeling, I fail.

i feel that somewhere deep inside another light within me dies
I feel like I lose a part of myself every time I am unable to see what you are truly thinking or feeling.

everytime i try to solve the mysteries hidden in your hands
Whenever I try to understand or get close to you, I end up feeling more confused and lost.

another hint is washed away and lost inside the hour glass
I feel like any progress I make towards understanding you or our relationship slips away as time passes.

with each breath you memories fade to Gray
Every moment that passes, my memories of you become more muted and dull.

losing hold you try to find a way
As my memories fade, I feel like I am losing my grip on what we had, and I am desperately trying to find a way to hold onto something that is slipping away.

now alone again as silence falls
I am once again alone with no one to turn to and nothing but silence around me.

the only sound is my laughter
Despite my loneliness and pain, I find myself laughing at the absurdity of life and my situation.

i take the dreams that live inside me heart
I try to hold onto and chase after the dreams that I have in my heart even though they may seem impossible or unreachable.

and splash them cross the nightmares in me head
I try to make my dreams come to life, even if it means facing the nightmarish realities of life.

close my eyes and try to change
I try to change my life and my circumstances by visualizing a different reality with my eyes shut.

the person that i know that I've become
I recognize that I have changed, and I am trying to grow into someone that is different from who I used to be.

the echo of your words inside me mind
Your words and the memories of what you said to me still echo in my mind.

it lingers even after all these years
The memory of your words still stays with me even though it has been years since you said them.

i pray that it will never fade
I hope that the memories of your words and the love and feelings they held for me will never fade away.

insid my broken heart
All of the memories and feelings I carry with me are contained within a heart that has been shattered and broken.