狂おしいほど僕には美しい
Majiko Lyrics

どこにでもある 偽りの色彩
The false colors that are present everywhere

もう染み付きすぎて いつまでも 抜けない
Already too ingrained and impossible to wash out

どうしようもなく いびつな存在
An inherently asymmetrical existence

狂ってるほど 僕には 美しい
So beautiful that it drives me insane

愛しいモノほど 壊したくなる
Wanting to destroy the things we love the most

醜いほどに 守りたくなる
Protecting something so much that it becomes ugly

一人でもいい 思い続けた
Keep on thinking, even if it's just alone

変わり始めた 月明かりの夜
A night lit up by the moon, which has begun to change

誰かを好きになるなんて
To fall in love with someone

馬鹿らし過ぎて 終わってる
It's so foolish that it's over before it begins

裏切られるんだ どうせ 僕は このまま
I'm going to be betrayed, I'm sure of it, and I'll stay like this

もうたくさんなんだ いつか見た 希望
I've had enough, the hope I once had

追いかけてみて 慈しむんでしょう
Pursue it and cherish it

もう歌えないと 言い出せない 怒り
Anger that can't be expressed as 'I can't sing anymore'

狂おしいほど 僕には 愛おしい
So much that it drives me insane, I love it

叶えられずに 散らかった夢
Dreams that were scattered without coming true

拾い集めて もう一度歩く
Pick them up and take another step

Just trying to put on a smile, all of them could be fake
Just trying to smile, but it might all be fake

ややこしい人間 それでもいい
Even though people are complicated, that's okay

目を覚ましても動けずに
Even when I wake up, I can't move

起き上がるんだ 今すぐに
Get up right now

裏切ってやるんだ そうさ 僕は このまま
I'll betray others, that's right, I'll stay like this

追いかけてみても 行き先は 見えない
Even if I try to pursue it, I can't see where I'm going

嫉妬や痛みと いい距離でいたい
I want to be at a good distance from jealousy and pain

苦しいけど 僕にはちょうどいい
It's difficult, but it's just right for me

何かが破れて 放たれた彼方へ
Something has torn apart and been released beyond

残されたものも 自分の歌を歌え
Sing your own song with the things that were left behind

どこにいてもいつかは終わるんだって
No matter where you are, it will all end someday

月明かり差し込む 闇の色
The color of darkness illuminated by the moonlight