Born in New York City, his jazz work was chiefly in the hard bop, post-bop and free jazz genres. He is known for his distinctive chord voicings and adaptable style, which was originally inspired by the playing of Thelonious Monk.
After obtaining a B.A. in music from Queen's College, New York, he worked in New York City in the early 1950s with Ike Quebec, "Big" Nick Nicholas, and rhythm and blues groups. He worked frequently with Charles Mingus from 1954 to 1956 and was Billie Holiday's regular accompanist from 1957 until her death in 1959. He also supervised recording sessions for Prestige Records, for which he provided arrangements and compositions (including the jazz standard "Soul Eyes"). After Holiday's death he chiefly led his own groups.
Waldron had a unique playing style. He played chords in a lower bass part of the keyboard, and is comparable to Bud Powell in his dissonant voices. His solo style is in noted contrast to players like Red Garland.
He was frequently recorded, both as a leader and sideman, with, among others, John Coltrane, Eric Dolphy, Clifford Jordan, Booker Little, Steve Lacy, Jackie McLean and Archie Shepp.
Besides performing he composed for films (The Cool World, Three Bedrooms In Manhattan and Sweet Love Bitter), theatre, and ballet. In 1963 he had a major nervous breakdown, and had to re-learn his skills, apparently by listening to his own records. Waldron's playing style re-emerged more brooding, starker and percussive, combining bebop and avant-garde melodies, and at times weaving repetitive melodic motifs using just a few notes over a drone like accompaniment figure. After working on a film score in Europe he moved there permanently in 1965 initially living in Munich, Germany and in his last years he was based in Brussels, Belgium. On the principle that working at local venues reduced his fee, he avoided playing in the city in which he lived. He regularly returned to the United States for bookings.
Through the 1980s and 1990s he worked in various settings with Steve Lacy, notably in soprano-piano duets playing their own compositions as well as Monk's.
After some years of indifferent health, though continuing to perform, Waldron died in December 2002 in Brussels, Belgium.
Left Alone
Mal Waldron Lyrics
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Where's the love that's made to fill my heart?
Where's the one from whom I'll never part?
First they hurt me, then desert me
I'm left alone, all alone
There's no house that I can call my home
Town or city, it's a pity
I'm left alone, all alone
Seek and find they always say
But up to now it's not that way
Maybe fate has let him pass me by
Or perhaps we'll meet before I die
Hearts will open, but until then
I'm left alone, all alone
The song "Left Alone" by Mal Waldron, which was later covered by Billie Holiday, is a sad, reflective piece about a woman who is left alone, searching for love that seems unattainable. The opening lines of the song express her longing for the love that will fill her heart and the person who will be her lifelong companion. However, she has experienced disappointment and hurt from those who have left her, making her feel isolated and alone.
The next verse describes her homelessness and lack of belonging, as she has no place to call her own or someone to share her life with. She laments the fact that she has no home and is forced to constantly move from place to place, never able to settle down. The final lines of the verse express her sadness, as she acknowledges that this is a pity and she is left alone, all alone.
In the chorus, she reflects on the advice to seek and find love, but regrets that she has not been successful in her search so far. She questions whether fate has prevented her from finding love or whether she will ever meet someone before she dies. She longs for the day when hearts will open, and she will no longer be left alone, but until then, she is alone.
Overall, the song paints a picture of a woman who has been hurt and disappointed in love, leaving her feeling alone and searching for someone to share her life with. The lyrics are poignant and evoke a strong emotional response, making it a timeless classic.
Line by Line Meaning
Where's the love that's made to fill my heart?
I am wondering about the love that was supposed to be there for me and make me feel whole.
Where's the one from whom I'll never part?
I am searching for that one person who will always be there by my side, through thick and thin.
First they hurt me, then desert me
People have come into my life and hurt me, only to eventually leave me behind, alone and brokenhearted.
I'm left alone, all alone
As a result, I am left with only my own company, feeling unloved and unwanted.
There's no house that I can call my home
I have no place that I can truly call my own, where I feel safe and welcomed.
There's no place from which I'll never roam
I am always moving, restless, and constantly searching for a place to belong.
Town or city, it's a pity
Whether I find myself in a small town or a bustling city, it's unfortunate that I still feel lost and alone.
Seek and find they always say
I am told that if I search hard enough, I will eventually find what I'm looking for.
But up to now it's not that way
Unfortunately, I have yet to experience that kind of success in my search for love and companionship.
Maybe fate has let him pass me by
I wonder if maybe I missed my chance to find that special someone due to the whims of fate.
Or perhaps we'll meet before I die
However, I still have hope that I will eventually meet my soulmate, and perhaps it will happen before the end of my life.
Hearts will open, but until then
I believe that someday, people will become more open and accepting towards me, but until then I must endure my loneliness alone.
I'm left alone, all alone
Until I find that person who will stay by my side forever, I am forced to continue living in isolation, cut off from those around me.
Writer(s): Mal Waldron, Holiday Billie
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