S.A.D
Man Overboard Lyrics


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Painting over portraits again, I pretend
This isn't how I knew it would end
Cause there are no more pages in my book
And there is too much ink in my pen

So now I'm wishing that the cycle would end, so then
I'd learn to be somebody's man
Cause there is too much history for the history books
And I'd like to start them again

I hate me, so unoriginal
No other feeling could feel so traditional
Cause every year I end up here
I end up here

So now you hate me?
Oh, how original
Well I'm used to it
Lone, individual
Another year and I'm still here
And I'm still here

Looking in the mirror, I'm sure I'm sure
And I didn't do those things from before
Cause there is no more time left on the clock
And you are walking out the front door

So now I'm learning to be wrong even more, the whore
The emptiness I try to ignore
Cause there are no more bullets in my gun
And I am trying to prepare for a war

I hate me, so unoriginal
No other feeling could feel so traditional
Cause every year I end up here
I end up here

So now you hate me?
Oh, how original
Well I'm used to it
Lone, individual
Another year and I'm still here
And I'm still here

And you say
"I'll take it out on myself, I'll take it out on my friends"
And you say
"I've got this knife to my throat, and there's this blood on my hands"

(And if you pick me up)
Is it selfish?
Well if so fine
I've always been selfish
And that's just one of the many problems I will never be able to fix
I believe I am making everyone's lives around me worse
Increasingly worse
I am a disease to my friends and family
Please leave me alone

We're still young
It's over
I'm so dumb (pick me up)
I love her
I'm sorry (if you)
I hate me
It was fine (pick me up)
Til lately

I hate me, so unoriginal
No other feeling could feel so traditional
Cause every year I end up here
I end up here

So now you hate me?




Oh, how original
Another year and I'm still here

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Man Overboard's song S.A.D. explore a deep sense of self-loathing and worthlessness that the singer feels. They paint over portraits, pretending that their life isn't ending exactly as they knew it would. There are "no more pages" in their book and "too much ink in [their] pen," which seems to suggest that they feel their life is over, or that they have nothing left to say or do.


The singer wishes that the cycle they feel trapped in would end, and they could "learn to be somebody's man." They feel that there is too much history that has already been written -- "too much history for the history books" -- and they'd like to start anew. However, they are trapped in a cycle of self-hatred that they feel is numbingly "unoriginal." Every year they end up in the same place, feeling the same way.


The song takes a darker turn in the final verse, as the singer turns to thoughts of self-harm and despair. They seem to feel like a burden to the people around them, saying "I am a disease to my friends and family." They ask to be left alone, but also seem to want help, asking "if you pick me up, is it selfish?" Overall, the song paints a picture of a person trapped in self-hatred and despair, longing for a way out but feeling trapped in an endless cycle.


Line by Line Meaning

Painting over portraits again, I pretend
I am trying to cover up my past by making it seem non-existent


This isn't how I knew it would end
I am disappointed at how my life has turned out


Cause there are no more pages in my book
I feel that I have nothing new to offer or achieve


And there is too much ink in my pen
I feel overwhelmed and unable to express myself


So now I'm wishing that the cycle would end, so then
I desperately want things to change for the better


I'd learn to be somebody's man
I want to be able to nurture a meaningful relationship


Cause there is too much history for the history books
I have too much baggage and negative past experiences


And I'd like to start them again
I wish I could start over and rewrite my life's story


I hate me, so unoriginal
I despise myself and my lack of uniqueness or distinction


No other feeling could feel so traditional
This feeling of self-loathing is all too familiar and repetitive


Cause every year I end up here
I find myself in this same negative headspace every year


So now you hate me?
I expect others to dislike me because I already dislike myself


Oh, how original
I find it predictably expected for others to hate me


Well I'm used to it
I have grown accustomed to rejection and animosity


Lone, individual
I feel alone and isolated from others


And you say
Addressing another individual


"I'll take it out on myself, I'll take it out on my friends"
I plan on causing harm to myself or projecting my negative feelings onto my friends


And you say
Addressing another individual


"I've got this knife to my throat, and there's this blood on my hands"
I am at the brink of self-harm and there are visible signs of distress


Is it selfish?
Asking whether one's intentions are self-centered


Well if so fine
Acknowledging that one may be selfish but remaining indifferent


I've always been selfish
I have a history of prioritizing my own needs above others


And that's just one of the many problems I will never be able to fix
I feel helpless in fixing my many personal issues


I believe I am making everyone's lives around me worse
I am convinced that my presence has a negative impact on those around me


Increasingly worse
This negative impact is growing over time


I am a disease to my friends and family
I view myself as being infectious and detrimental to those close to me


Please leave me alone
I would rather push people away than burden them with my issues


We're still young
Despite these negative feelings, there is still time for things to change


It's over
This stage of my life has reached its end


I'm so dumb (pick me up)
I feel stupid and helpless, please offer me support


I love her
There is someone I care deeply about


I'm sorry (if you)
Expressing regret for my actions or behavior towards another person


It was fine (pick me up)
Things were better before, please help me get back to that point


Til lately
Things have recently gone downhill




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Comments from YouTube:

Wiktoria Miler

it's been 3 years and I still feel the same

legomania !!!

Been 8 years and still feels the same

Sam Caballero

Been 5 years and I still feel the same too 😔

M8WhoSk8s

Already 7 years since this album came out ah time flies

GreenDayMnority

Man Overboard and Real Friends are seriously changing my life... It's like every song they write relates to how I'm feeling. It sorta scares me - in a good way though. <3

Michael Clutch

"Please leave me ALOOOOOOOONE" .....wow goosebumps everytime I heard this.

cazza710

If the vocals were brought forwards in the mix a little, and were maybe a little harsher, sorta like The Wonder Years, this would be absolutely grade A

Maxon Mendel

@cazza710 LOL

cazza710

+cazza710 and now here i am owning 5 pieces of Man Overboard merch. What a twat i was.

xwhoaxash

When he says "please leave me alone" ugh I can feel the emotions!

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