Killer
Mandolin Orange Lyrics

In Mandolin Orange's song "Killer," the lyrics explore themes of self-reflection and isolation. The opening line, "I left but an honest man, who only lies," suggests that the singer may have left behind a past version of themselves that was not truthful or authentic. The lines, "I try to spot a raindrop in the sea / And I went huntin' a killer, to killer / Someone who thought and taught like me," are ambiguous and could have multiple interpretations. Some may interpret it as the singer trying to find something that's nearly impossible to find, like a raindrop in the sea, or perhaps they are looking for someone who shares their beliefs and values. However, the use of the word "killer" suggests something more sinister - perhaps the singer is looking for someone who is similar to them in the sense that they are also capable of harming others.

The following lines continue to embody the singer's quest for self-discovery and understanding: "Now, I sit wondering / Am I lonely, am I home / And how these times, often pull me / To the corner or in the battle I've been in." The contrast between "lonely" and "home" suggests that the singer is in search of a sense of belonging, but is uncertain if they have found it. The mention of a "battle" implies that the singer has experienced some sort of conflict or struggle in their past. The lines, "I tried to find a lover, never want another / I hope that I'll be happy by myself" reflect the singer's tendency to rely on themselves rather than others, which could stem from past experiences of being let down or betrayed. The final lines, "Cause we all reach the top, and not the bottom / Is it better yet to leave it on a shelf," further reflect the singer's introspective nature and the idea that sometimes it's better to let things go rather than hold onto them.