I Refuse To Smile
Mandrill Lyrics


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I, the man who never smiles
can you explain these tears i try to hide
and the sunny days where folks just pass me by
seems like things just ain't the same scince my baby said goodbye
thats why
the sun is in the sky but i refuse to smile
baby
still darkness lingers in my mind
yes it does, oh yeah sing, it to me





Overall Meaning

The opening line of Mandrill's "I Refuse To Smile," "I, the man who never smiles," sets the tone for a song of melancholic disenchantment. The singer, who stubbornly refuses to show any happiness, is attempting to mask the tears he is trying to hide. The song alludes to a lover who has left, causing the singer's perspective to become jaded and disillusioned. The once-bright world now seems dark, and sunny days have lost their luster, as passers-by disregard the singer's pain.


Although the sun is shining in the sky, the singer steadfastly refuses to smile because the darkness left by their missing love blemishes their mind. The lyrics are evocative of the struggles of those who have had a life-altering event that causes them to see the world through a different and, at times, distorted lens. The song captures the emotional intricacies of grief and how it can cause feelings of helplessness, isolation, and resignation.


Line by Line Meaning

I, the man who never smiles
As an individual who typically withholds expressing joy or happiness, I struggle to convey my genuine emotions.


can you explain these tears i try to hide
Do you possess the ability to comprehend the sadness that overwhelms me, causing me to conceal my tears?


and the sunny days where folks just pass me by
Even on beautiful, bright days, people avoid acknowledging me and continue on with their own lives.


seems like things just ain't the same scince my baby said goodbye
Ever since my significant other departed from my life, everything has altered in such a negative manner.


thats why
This, right here, is the reason why my demeanor is so gloomy and unpleasant.


the sun is in the sky but i refuse to smile
Despite the beautiful weather, I simply cannot bring myself to smile and find joy in the day.


baby
An endearing term often used when speaking to a loved one, used to express longing and melancholy in this context.


still darkness lingers in my mind
Even though time has passed, my mind remains clouded and filled with a sense of bleakness.


yes it does, oh yeah sing, it to me
Indeed, the darkness continues to persist and hold a heavy weight on my heart - this statement is emotionally charged and can be interpreted as a plea for comfort and understanding.




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Theresa Choice

One of the best. Never got the credit they deserved. I LOVE them.

Kenneth Williams

You are absolutely correct 👏

Jackie Conde

I love this song! Reminds me of my youth in North Philly! Saw them at the Spectrum with my first boyfriend! Brings back some old memories of growing up in Germantown! I love Mandrill! One of the best groups back then! Very underated!

Phyllis Covington-Kelley

I've say it before and i'll say it again, one of the most underrated bands ever.  They were and still are extraordinary.

R. Kevin Wiggins

I totally agree with you. Very underrated. The entire album was good.

Duke Logan

One of the greatest bands ever! Memories of Washington D.C. Franklin Park, Langdon Park, summer time, Rhode Island Ave. South Dakota Ave., North East D.C...Love! Miss those days and the music of Mandrill!!

Wil Haynes

Music that actually speaks to one's very soul. Peace.

Cheryl Tarlton

Such great memories, brings tears to eyes music get deep into ur soul 🌌 timeless

rickydfcc77

So true

Kenneth Williams

Yes you correct!This reminds me of my uncle who loves this song.

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