His Last Painting
Manic Street Preachers Lyrics


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The nothing in me
The apostle in me
No interpretation
For the heart of me

I can't see right from my wrong
I've loved so much that I can't go on
It's not my life anymore
Don't speak the truth anymore
All of the hope and the dreams
Ripped right open at the seams

I can't see right from my wrong
I've loved so much that I can't go on

Seems like I've lost myself
To everybody and everything else
I've lied again today
People laugh at it all the time

I can't see right from my wrong
I've loved so much that I can't go on

It's not my life anymore
Don't speak the truth anymore
All of the hope and the dreams
Ripped right open at the seams

I can't see right from my wrong
I've loved so much that I can't go on

The nothing in me

The nothing in me
The apostle in me




No interpretation
For the heart in me

Overall Meaning

The opening lines of the song 'His Last Painting' by Manic Street Preachers - "The nothing in me, The apostle in me, No interpretation, For the heart of me" - suggest an internal conflict within the singer. The phrase "The nothing in me" implies a sense of emptiness or lack of purpose. In contrast, the phrase "The apostle in me" suggests a desire for guidance or meaning. However, there is "No interpretation for the heart of me," which could suggest a struggle to reconcile these opposing forces.


The lyrics throughout "His Last Painting" also express feelings of disillusionment, particularly with regard to relationships. The lines "It's not my life anymore, Don't speak the truth anymore," suggest that the singer feels trapped or disconnected from their own identity. The reference to "All of the hope and the dreams, Ripped right open at the seams" could imply a sense of betrayal or disappointment.


The chorus of the song - "I can't see right from my wrong, I've loved so much that I can't go on" - further emphasizes the singer's struggle with navigating their own emotions and relationships. The line "Seems like I've lost myself, To everybody and everything else" suggests a loss of personal agency, while the admission of having "lied again today" indicates a sense of shame or guilt.


Overall, "His Last Painting" is a poignant portrait of inner turmoil, exploring themes of disillusionment, self-identity, and emotional conflict.


Line by Line Meaning

The nothing in me
I am empty inside and lack any sense of purpose or direction.


The apostle in me
Despite my lack of purpose, I still have a sense of devotion and loyalty to something greater than myself.


No interpretation
I cannot explain or understand my own feelings or actions; they simply exist in me without explanation.


For the heart of me
These feelings and actions are deeply ingrained in my core and have become a part of who I am.


I can't see right from my wrong
I can no longer distinguish between what is morally correct and incorrect, as my actions have blurred the lines and clouded my perspective.


I've loved so much that I can't go on
My love and devotion to others has left me feeling drained and unable to continue on with my own life and pursuits.


It's not my life anymore
I have lost control of my own life and no longer recognize the person I have become.


Don't speak the truth anymore
I have become so accustomed to hiding my true feelings and intentions that I cannot even speak honestly.


All of the hope and the dreams
Everything I have ever hoped for or dreamed of has been shattered or lost.


Ripped right open at the seams
These hopes and dreams have been destroyed in a violent and irreversible way.


Seems like I've lost myself
I no longer recognize myself or understand who I have become.


To everybody and everything else
I have become so focused on others and the world around me that I have neglected myself entirely.


I've lied again today
I continue to hide my true feelings and intentions from those around me, even at the cost of my own happiness.


People laugh at it all the time
Others can see through my lies and facade, and find amusement or even disdain in my actions.




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Written by: BRADFIELD, JONES, MOORE

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Alex Wade

Love this song. Reminds me a lot of one of my ther favourites, 'House of the Rising Sun' :)

Siddhartha Waimenda

Two songs on this album sound like REM, The Year of Purification (Shaking Through) and this one (The One I Love)

Night Mike

Interesting thing they did with this album that further cemented their style, they really do live up to their first name in the title you know, how real awesome they have become.

Dean Harrison

i cant see right from my wrong.

Nicky

I always kind of felt this song talks about Van Gogh.

Dan Smith

Nice choice of a de Kooning painting. Ofc a Manics fav

Penance Stare

no more heroes anymore

Casandra V. G.

Don't speak the truth anymore All of the hope and the dreams Ripped right open at the seams I can't see right from my wrong I've loved so much that I can't go on.... <3 i kind of love the whole album <3

struck13uk

I agree, first listen I thought of the animals.

jameyinegyptsland

I thought that whilst listening to it last night, i thought of The Animals.. spooky

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