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Manisch Depressiv
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Dr. Jude Æ Mason MD

1y↑204

Rapid cycling is a double edged sword. On one hand I’m not riding a high for too long, or stuck in a low for too long. On the other hand, I never know which “me” I’m going to wake up to on any given day.

It’s akin to going from a mountain top down to sea level endlessly and it’s is giving me altitude sickness.

MultiMay

1y↑12

I don't want to get diagnosed, but I'm pretty sure I have a rapid cycle. I feel so unstable, not trust worthy, I'm ok talking about it with people I trust, but when I think not close people knowing it I feel shame. I'm realizing how this may have affect my whole life and I feel a failure.

Still I wanna try to deal with it without medicines. I don't want to depend on anything for the rest of my life.

I just.... wanna learn how to live better by myself, to show that I'm able, and I....

I'm at low right now. Crying. And....just don't know. I'm searching

Dr. Jude Æ Mason MD

1y↑4

@MultiMay oh friend, I hear your pain. I feel like that right now actually. I have to trust that things will get better. Please go get your diagnosis, life is better in the other side of knowing.

Defaulter

1y↑2

@Dr. Jude Æ Mason MD hello I need ur help to identify that I have bipolar disorder or not

Defaulter

1y↑1

@Dr. Jude Æ Mason MD I feel depression for 2,3 hours and suddenly I feel excited and starts etting my plans.. is this bipolar?

Princess The Guy

1y↑1

@Defaulter unlikely. Frequent mood swings like that are more towards ADHD. Bipolar is a consistently high mood for a few days, then a consistently low mood for a few days (usually longer than the high mood).

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Phoenix

46w↑67

This disorder is hell to me because I have to constantly reinvent myself after episodes. I don't really know who I am most of the time and when I feel I'm just about to get me, I realize I have more work to do.

Ricky & Gandi

44w

Do you have any childhood trauma?

Jessie Suzanne

43w

Literally same
It stems from years of trauma/ depression, anxiety, etc

Ariann Cavazos

43w

Me too! ❤

Bipolar Journeyman

42w↑2

I totally get you man have had 3 manic episodes as of now i lose every single friend group i ever had i totally get your feeling of trying to reinvent yourself myself i have humiliated myself and lost the repuation i had and people think i am some weak crazy loon but i stand up every single time and try to give it my best.

Bipolar Journeyman

42w↑2

I just wanna let u know i understand the feeling of trying to reinvent yourself and god bless you and just you commenting this and me seeing this seeing someone with the same problem made me feel better.

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King Konglish

1y↑123

I was originally diagnosed with Severe Manic Depression, but it turned out I had super low testosterone that was giving me mood swings. Definitely worth getting checked!

Esila D.

I have a question, how often did you experience mood swings?

King Konglish

1y↑1

@Esila D. it would vary but generally daily to weekly

Princess The Guy

1y↑3

Daily to weekly doesn’t sound like bipolar disorder. Bipolar is a high mood consistently over a few days, then low mood consistently over a few days. Usually the depression lasts longer than the mania/hypomania.

King Konglish

1y↑18

@Princess The Guy I had a clinical diagnosis from a psychiatrist. Consider that I don't want to go into a full write up of my mental health for an offhand comment

Flora Stewart

And Serotonin levels which could catch neuroendocrine cancer earlier than when it is usually diagnosed which is metastatic.

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Geoff

1y↑38

Just got diagnosed with bipolar disorder while I’m in a PTSD treatment facility.
Life is tough sometimes man..patch me up and back out firefighting. Sad though. Hard to see the light at the end of this tunnel.

Sweetheartred

1y↑5

I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder manic and it start with psychosis as well just can’t spell the word. I just spell the word right which is psychosis. I’m still learning about it it been 2 years for me it been hard living life!! I been in the mental ward 2 times behind it. I know how you feel it hard it a fight everyday with it and your mind!! I hope you get through it and I know you sure and me as well!! We can email each other if you like encourage each other!! You not in this alone 😊!! Take it one day at a time and there people out they that still care!!

Anna Morris

Life is this long string of traumatic events. I’m 58 now and I don’t get to retire from this. I was misdiagnosed Bipolar Disorder. But it was everybody dying, being single mom (alone) to four, or when I was unhoused, or remarried to an abuser, or a survivor with some sense of justice…

It’s ptsd

You don’t develop bipolar symptoms in your 50’s and I was too high functioning for years on end

Chicken King

47w

I know someone who doctorsaid was bipolar and she feel depressedon the pills drowsy weak etc she stop taking them over 5 months now and she behave very normal no flare up no attitude no sleep problems no nothing just normal beforeshe started taking extasy who knows maybe thats what cause her to act crazy stripping in public etc she did it next to a hospital tho n she end up in hospital been on the pill for 9 months but the weight she gained that she wasn't goin to accept either

Christopher Mulcahy

1y↑13

Atypical bipolar 2 and great explanation. I'm a rapid or slow cycling. When I say rapid I mean multiple cycles a minute. Luckily rapid is rare for me. Anyone suffering atm hang in and please get help. Take care my tribe. ❤❤❤

Anna Morris

Is there a slow cycling type? Chronically depressed for two years, followed by 1-2 years of joy. Always always there’s something tragic, repeat.

Amber Flory

2y↑84

If you have been diagnosed with rapid cycling bipolar disorder, and you are a women, you might actually have PMDD.

JC

2y↑9

Just googled this, makes so much sense. Gonna bring it up to my psychiatrist

Dr. Jude Æ Mason MD

1y↑2

Corey Theisen

Birth control pills and alochol

EXOTIC WITCH😁

1y↑1

What's PMDD

Princess The Guy

1y↑2

@EXOTIC WITCH😁 pre/post menstrual depression, I imagine

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Jerry

1y↑51

Psychedelic’s definitely have potential to deal with mental health symptoms like anxiety and depression, I would like to try them again but it’s just so hard to source here

Jasper

1y↑16

Psychedelics are the reason why i didn’t take my life when i was at my end. I was stripped of my ego and saw the beauty of life and interconnectivity and even though i still battle anxiety and depression, I’m doing better everyday and will never think in such a self destructive way again.

Evelyn mike

1y↑5

LSD and mushrooms completely changed my whole outlook on life. I became a better version of myself
This experience gave me a lot of confidence about my self and my body. A bunch of bad thought / behavior patterns were broken. One of these was pretty bad OCD that made me wash my hands a lot. It gave me a lot of hope that things will be fine, this is the one thing that I heard throughout the trip: Everything is alright. The main reason for the trip was my severe depression and it definitely helped me (although it's not gone). Before all I could do was lay in bed. Now I am trying to rebuild my life one step at a time which wasn't possible before."

Sarah

[Myco_tray]
Got psychs

Kyle Russell

Loved this. I battle from depression, anxiety & C-PTSD, I’ve heard shrooms cured depression. Wish doctors were more open to natural medicines over big pharma but we know wh

Jerry

@Sarah Where to search?? Is it IG?

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Manda Dick

45w↑2

Yeah I have bipolar 2 rapid cycling with seasonal pattern. I was 36 when I was finally diagnosed, which is a long time to live with uncontrolled symptoms. I sincerely hope that more healthcare professionals learn to identify bipolar beyond the stereotypical presentation.

dont zucc me bro

1y↑10

I have been diagnosed with adhd about 4 years ago and general social anxiety disorder I think it's called something like that when I say some days it really fluctuates by week but I wake up really angry sometimes with a full nights sleep and ill try to contain myself when people point out I'm not in a good mood but I end up lashing out at them in the moment because of the blind rage I wake up in sometimes to only go back to my room and break down for how I've treated everyone and when I say this as well I don't have a short temper im quite patient but some days at random the most minuscule things will set me into an uncontrollable rage not as in like hitting and yelling I just end up ruining my day/potential week or whoever is unfortunate enough to be around me

Sum Ting Wong

48w↑2

Yes i FEEL like this when Im working like mad and getting very little sleep or allowing my sleep patterns to be destroyed. It tanked my Testosterone and thats saying something considering ive been lifting since i was 14 and am in very good shape

Leafy Veins

1y↑2

Thank you for this.

Bangin ZaZa

1y↑28

Nah. All people will do nowadays is call you a narcissist and keep it moving 🤣

OzanDaBard

49w↑1

Lol.That statement is very close to bein true

Averyone

46w↑3

This sounds like something a narcissist would say to deflect though 😅😅 LMFAOOOOOOOOOOO

Coffee&Donuts

45w

@Averyonethe whole narcissist thing is old. Less than 1% of people have npd but if you went online you would think it was 9/10

mariissa

48w↑2

My dad had definitely had bipolar depression it scared me so hard as a kid. He could not handle anything me having adhd was the complete opposite

Greg Bearne

1y↑2

Stay strong my bipolar friends! We can do it l. X

DreameroftheMoon22

37w

I was diagnosed with schizoaffective bipolar disorder about 8 years ago... these disorders are absolute hell. It is very hard to live normally. Its possible and there are good coping forms for it. Its just a lot of work if im very very honest about it.

Linda Hager

36w

I'm a 40 year old male that feels nothing but almost uncontrollable rage and anger ALL the time.

Paul Ortiz

1y↑1

Great audio!

HAZZA PLAYZ

36w

I have rapid cycling bipolar,but also severe trauma both past and present. How do i determine whether my moods/diagnosis are based on trauma or my bipolar/genetics etc..Anyone have similar concerns?
Your short is very helpful btw thanks

ShinigamiShin

42w

I think you should include that there is more than one type of bipolar disorder

Baldemar Sanchez

1y↑3

How do I get help for my mom? We are all scared of her now. She’s convinced we’re all against her and conspiring to get her drugged but her happy moments are awesome and her bad times are very hurtful to the family to the point we can’t leaver her alone with our kids.

vaporwaveree

47w

Therapy and pills

Leroy

50w

I was diagnosed with Rapid Cycling bipolar disorder, I actually had zero idea that manic episodes can be that short. My manic episodes lasted weeks, but now I learned that I'm starting to rethink very recent events 😅

MD Khan

1y↑1

Yep.🤷🏿‍♀️

admnnnn

38w

So basically, the whole world 🌎 is bipolar 🙃 because no one can get upset for a couple days and then be happy again.

J.C

39w

I have bipolar which this explains everything about my mood-swings, and I can't get medical help, because i have OD in the past 😒

Fern the Frog 🐸 🌿

37w

I’m rapid cycling, it used to be ‘stable’ like every couple of months.

Sandra Sews “ Let’s keep on sewing”

2y↑5

My ex coworker
Have highs and very low’s , meltdowns, I’m doing therapy with my own monsters, and trying to get better, that was not a place work , it was hard.

Mihail Warsavski

Haha

Bhupinder Nayyar

Bless you

Brandon Rodriguez

46w

My psychiatrist did an excellent job with me 🎉

Jennifer Rollin

42w

Which is it when the rapid mood shift is often as within a few hours, or with you saying something they take offensive, or you tell them no when they want something

History with BPsychology

I love you!!!

Erin Wickware

45w

I had bipolar 2 that converted to bipolar 1 last year when I was 37. I had my first manic episode that culminated in a psychotic break and I was hospitalized for 2 months. I tend to be more depression heavy. I’ve been in a bad one for the past 8 months. Spring time is here and I’ve only been sleeping 3 hours a night. My energy has increased drastically but I get very distracted and have trouble focusing on work and finishing what I start. It feels like I have a kid’s brain. I can be very childish throw tantrums and not make sense. Word salad.

MayanPrincess3

38w

I believe I have rapid cycling and my antipsychotics are making me have very restless legs and facial movements. I don’t want to take these. Is there some thing less strong for Bipolar 2? I mainly have depressive episodes. The mania is not that pronounced for me. It’s more the irritability and unstable mood that comes with depression

Firen 013

And me here just getting 2 week shits but still rapid cycling bu definition (yippee!)
Did just get over a depressive episode tho. Atleast i hope its over. I felt okay today

Sacred Rose

42w

What about manias lasting 9 month to a year and depression being intractable unless treated ECT

Javier Bonilla

1y↑8

I think that many people would benefit from “fixing things”. Like restoration or mechanics or anything where you use your hands and brain in a coordinated way to make something better. Offer to polish the lights of somebody with fogged headlamps in their car. We evolved to be like that, but now, suddenly, you are glued to the Screen en all day!!!

Ascii Kat

40w

its cruel , im both aadhd and bp2 and most days i just wanna die. then i feel great, on top of the world. rince repeat.

batchelerjr

36w

I could do a dopamine dump and with nicotine and caffiene..... i swear mania for up tp 60 days begore a drop off in my twenties. I poweredvthrough the lows. I just thpught i was a stud. Bike racing, triathlons along with work. So i liked to stay up. At all costs

Natascha Schlattinger

37w

the sumnary is: it's eather a braindisfunction or a response to outside response behaviour, that leads to that behaviour!

melz

1y↑1

I have all bipolar system and my nan has bipolar so it might have skipped my dad and she may have passed it to me, but I'm not claiming that I have it because I'm not 100% sure because I've never been taken to get a diagnosis before

Jack Mojo

This video aged well. Maybe he watched this and all the guilt caught up to him so he tried to escape from it with drugs then overdosed.

Oprah's Gran

1y↑1

I need to go to a psychiatrist

ju

45w

did u

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Sweet Dreams

48w

I think it would be helpful to change the definition of “danger to self,” which would include behaviors that are aberrant to the person’s baseline, e.g., Kanye West. People can ruing their family life, careers, finances, etc..

Self Help Champion

2y↑9

I believe that the most inexpensive and perhaps the best medicine in the world is words. Kind words … positive words … words that help people who feel ashamed of an invisible illness to overcome their shame and feel free." Lady Gaga

Freeze

2y↑1

The actual number one best free medicine would be better sleep though.

Щербина

2y↑1

Nah adderal is better

Princess The Guy

Words won’t cure my crippling bipolar disorder but it’s a nice sentiment

rainhart27

39w

Does bipolar people feel remorse?

LEO🇿🇦

46w

Great video

Tony carter

49w↑1

Time tp take my meds

Manda Dick

45w↑1

Your comment literally reminded me to take my meds lol. Thanks 😊

Quin Ivy

50w

i was diagnosed with Unspecified bipolar disorder. The Bipolar spectrum is so complexed.

Jessie Suzanne

43w

I got diagnosed with bipolar back in 2020 or 2021 and it’s been a very difficult journey ever since

It makes relationships extremely difficult for me; people have walked out on me or left me cuz of it- they don’t know how to react or handle it at all

On top of that I have depression, anxiety, PTSD, attachment issues, etc

Meg

38w

I do not relate to bipolar. I’m not sure why I was diagnosed in my teens and then an official diagnosis of bipolar II came from doc who said my genes were predisposed or some shit to bipolar. My dad had like a psychotic break once and they put him on medications for life. I’m not my dad. I don’t care if it’s a “family disease”. I was abused by my parents for decades. So easy to become the scapegoat.

SpirituallyAwoke

44w

I do have bipolar depression:(

Robert Avila

50w

Cyclothmia

Corrine Dirks

37w

On tbe right medication neither can be visible

Gabrielle Gamble

38w

I have bipolar then 🤎

gabby

41w

I dint know i had it then I saw this and went to the Psychiatrist they told me that I had it I'm like what

Luna Kitty

52w

I can smell his breath as soon as I started the video.

Joseph Duffy

42w

I have bipolar disorder. I don’t know how to pursue the rest of my life now

Levi Johnson

41w

Lamictal has been helping me

M M

2y↑6

Psychology is very nuanced and misdiagnosis is common in that field. For example, Amber Heard was diagnosed with BPD, and l really think she's a psychopath not a BPD, to be a good psychologist you need to have some good detective qualities and good intuition.

MR A USAF

2y↑1

Lol I agree

Jane

2y↑1

BPD is borderline personality disorder. THIS VIDEO Is on BIPOLAR

M M

2y↑1

@Jane So?! Did you miss the "FOR EXAMPLE" part?! I'm commenting on "IT'S A SERIOUS CHALLENGE FOR PSYCHOLOGISTS TO DIAGNOSE PEOPLE CORRECTLY" and giving AN EXAMPLE of someone famous for being diagnosed as a borderline while in fact she is a psychopath not a borderline IMO.

LAR10

If I may, Bipolar is actually an illness, a chemical disbalance, a neurological state for medical doctors while borderline is disorder of behavioral patterns as always maladaptive they are often comorbid with other behavioral disorders. Especially in BPD it's very high comorbidity over 60% with antisocial or narcissistic. In bipolar these traits (of strong dopamine domination) are seen as grandiosity and they don't end when environmental triggers are gone, not behaviorally caused. Both bipolar and bpd due to the same elevated dopamine levels play, are lightly mildly or heavily psychotic. That's definition of madness, craziness, a lost touch with reality. And yes, in these untreated states everything as bad habits are layering and sticking one top on another, comorbidity is a mess but diagnose is always what's the most dominant. Hope it helps to clarify it a bit. Disorders stop when behaviors turns back to normal and safe for self and others, that's the therapist job or psychologist, BEFORE mental illness take a shape of these maladaptive behaviors treated only with meds. That's why it's important to not to ignore changes in personality in self and others, as someone said kindness, honesty, modesty in self respect and self care are always health and backbone of any relationship with self, others, family, society. Being grounded while looking the stars on the sky, not imagining things but seeing them as they are, imperfect as any of us.