Departure
Mar Lyrics


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Yeah (Oohh)
No no
Yeah
Okay lets talk about it
I ain't really wit that funny funny, talk behind my back to bitches
Like I ain't gon find out bout it, walk around me
I lost my bro, I lost my cousin, lost my bitch
And I been lost about it since, no I don't really wanna talk about it
Feel like the demons that was chasing round my nigga tryna get around me too
Just hope someone can hear a nigga shouting
And I been goin through it lately, I just feel like you gon hate me
I be lost up in thoughts but I cant pout about it
I been around death too much lately, feel like I'm next
And I been alcohol abusing, tryna ease all the stress
Really been lost about this shit, I don't know what to do next
I'm out of motivation, I ain't really been at my best
Couple of my ex bitches for the streets
Listening to Sade wit da windows down, my only peace
And I don't trust myself so why you put yo trust in me
Don't even trust for real, that's why I let you do yo thing
I come from the cloth that they don't make no more
Bitch I been real like my whole life, I cant do fake no more
I want the realest baguette diamonds, cant do fake no more
Every time my bitch be tryna leave, I bring her back yoyo yeah
Why you buying all them guns, you ain't gon shoot shit
Needa buy yo ass a crib cause all you really do is sit
I'm on yo ass, don't get no pass, I see through you like a glass
I'll probably die over some jealousy, I meant that shit
And I don't even fuck wit niggas, niggas get too jealous for real
Tryna fuck my bitch behind my back, be glad I'm careless for real
Been having nightmares lately so this life I cherish for real
She say I'm different from them niggas, they generic for real
Be in my own zone yet them niggas still be tryna hate
Ima real nigga, me and lames don't ever correlate
I done been through hell and back, loyalty remained the same
If somebody out my life, its cause of them, I never changed
Y'all be lowkey corny, swear they'll do anything for attention
Never cared for the spotlight, I got god in my section
Losing friends cause you selfish, needa lose the aggression
We all lost a real nigga, why you thinkin you special
Okay lets talk about it
I ain't really wit that funny funny, talk behind my back to bitches
Like I ain't gon find out bout it, walk around me
I lost my bro, I lost my cousin, lost my bitch
And I been lost about it since, no I don't really wanna talk about it
Feel like the demons that was chasing round my nigga tryna get around me too
Just hope someone can hear a nigga shouting




And I been goin through it lately, I just feel like you gon hate me
I be lost up in thoughts but I cant pout about it

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Mar's song "Departure" speak to the deep emotional struggles the artist is experiencing after losing loved ones. The first verse describes the pain of losing a close friend, a cousin, and a significant other, and how the weight of these losses has been affecting his mental health. He speaks of feeling constantly chased by the same demons that ultimately took away his friend, and how he hopes to find someone to hear him out in his time of need.


The second verse touches on a variety of topics, including his distrust of others, past relationship issues, and a fear of death. He speaks of his loyalty to those he cares about and how he chooses to let go of those who don't reciprocate that same level of loyalty. He expresses his feelings of isolation and how he tries to find peace through music and being alone.


Overall, the lyrics of "Departure" convey a sense of sadness and loneliness that come with the process of grieving, while also touching on themes of trust, loyalty, and authenticity.


Line by Line Meaning

Yeah (Oohh)
Expressing affirmation or excitement


No no
Expressing disagreement or uncertainty


Yeah
Expressing affirmation or agreement


Okay lets talk about it
Expressing a desire to discuss a certain topic


I ain't really wit that funny funny, talk behind my back to bitches
I dislike gossiping and talking behind my back to women


Like I ain't gon find out bout it, walk around me
I am aware of what people say behind my back and I do not appreciate it


I lost my bro, I lost my cousin, lost my bitch
I experienced multiple losses in my life, including my friend, relative, and girlfriend


And I been lost about it since, no I don't really wanna talk about it
I have been struggling with dealing with my losses and do not want to discuss it


Feel like the demons that was chasing round my nigga tryna get around me too
I feel like the negative experiences that affected my friend are now affecting me as well


Just hope someone can hear a nigga shouting
I am hoping that someone will listen to me and understand my struggles


And I been goin through it lately, I just feel like you gon hate me
I have been dealing with a lot of personal issues and I am fearful of people's reactions to me


I be lost up in thoughts but I cant pout about it
I am constantly lost in thought about my troubles but I cannot let it consume me


I been around death too much lately, feel like I'm next
I have been around death a lot recently and it has made me feel like my time is also coming


And I been alcohol abusing, tryna ease all the stress
I have been overusing alcohol as a means of coping with my stress and troubles


Really been lost about this shit, I don't know what to do next
I am struggling to figure out how to move forward from my current situation


I'm out of motivation, I ain't really been at my best
I am lacking motivation and have not been functioning at my highest potential


Couple of my ex bitches for the streets
I have had multiple ex-girlfriends who are promiscuous


Listening to Sade wit da windows down, my only peace
My only source of peace and solace is listening to music by Sade with my car windows down


And I don't trust myself so why you put yo trust in me
I do not have faith in myself and question why others believe in me


Don't even trust for real, that's why I let you do yo thing
I have trust issues and allow people to do what they want as a result


I come from the cloth that they don't make no more
I am from a generation that is rare and not commonly seen anymore


Bitch I been real like my whole life, I cant do fake no more
I have always been authentic and genuine and can no longer tolerate fake people


I want the realest baguette diamonds, cant do fake no more
I aspire to have the most authentic and genuine diamonds, as I cannot tolerate anything fake


Every time my bitch be tryna leave, I bring her back yoyo yeah
Whenever my girlfriend tries to leave, I always manage to bring her back into my life


Why you buying all them guns, you ain't gon shoot shit
Why are you buying so many guns when you have no intention to use them?


Needa buy yo ass a crib cause all you really do is sit
You should invest in buying a home since you spend most of your time sitting around


I'm on yo ass, don't get no pass, I see through you like a glass
I am aware of your actions and do not give you a pass, as I can see through your facade clearly


I'll probably die over some jealousy, I meant that shit
My jealousy could potentially be the cause of my death, as I am serious about it


And I don't even fuck wit niggas, niggas get too jealous for real
I do not associate with males often, as they tend to be very jealous and envious


Tryna fuck my bitch behind my back, be glad I'm careless for real
You are lucky that I am not invested in my girlfriend enough to care if she is unfaithful to me


Been having nightmares lately so this life I cherish for real
I have been experiencing nightmares recently, which makes me value my life and current state even more


She say I'm different from them niggas, they generic for real
My girlfriend recognizes that I am unique and different from other guys, who are all very similar


Be in my own zone yet them niggas still be tryna hate
I often keep to myself but people still find reasons to hate or dislike me


Ima real nigga, me and lames don't ever correlate
I am an authentic person and I do not associate with fake or insincere people


I done been through hell and back, loyalty remained the same
I have experienced many difficult situations but my loyalty to those closest to me has never wavered


If somebody out my life, its cause of them, I never changed
If someone is no longer in my life, it is because of their actions, not because I have changed my ways


Y'all be lowkey corny, swear they'll do anything for attention
I find some people to be boring and superficial, as they will do whatever it takes to attract attention


Never cared for the spotlight, I got god in my section
I have no interest in seeking attention or the spotlight, as I value my relationship with God more


Losing friends cause you selfish, needa lose the aggression
I am losing friends because I am being selfish and need to work on losing my aggressive tendencies


We all lost a real nigga, why you thinkin you special
We have all experienced loss of someone important, so why do you think your loss is more significant?


Okay lets talk about it
Expressing a desire to discuss a certain topic


I ain't really wit that funny funny, talk behind my back to bitches
I dislike gossiping and talking behind my back to women


Like I ain't gon find out bout it, walk around me
I am aware of what people say behind my back and I do not appreciate it


I lost my bro, I lost my cousin, lost my bitch
I experienced multiple losses in my life, including my friend, relative, and girlfriend


And I been lost about it since, no I don't really wanna talk about it
I have been struggling with dealing with my losses and do not want to discuss it


Feel like the demons that was chasing round my nigga tryna get around me too
I feel like the negative experiences that affected my friend are now affecting me as well


Just hope someone can hear a nigga shouting
I am hoping that someone will listen to me and understand my struggles


And I been goin through it lately, I just feel like you gon hate me
I have been dealing with a lot of personal issues and I am fearful of people's reactions to me


I be lost up in thoughts but I cant pout about it
I am constantly lost in thought about my troubles but I cannot let it consume me




Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: J. Alexander

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