Breakdown
Mariah Carey Lyrics


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Break break down
Steady breakin' me on down, break break down
Steady breakin' me on down
Break break down, steady breakin' me on down
Break break down, steady breakin' me on down

You called yesterday to basically say
That you care for me,
But that you're just not in love
Immediately I pretended
To be feeling similarly
And led you to believe it was OK
To just walk away from the one thing
That's unyielding and sacred to me

Well I guess I'm trying to be
Nonchalant about it
And I'm going to extremes to prove
I'm fine without you
But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind
Underneath a disguise of a smile
Gradually I'm dying inside
Friends ask me how I feel
And I lie convincingly
'Cause I don't want to reveal
The fact that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise
'Til I go home at night
And turn down all the lights
And then I break down and cry

So what do you do
When somebody you're so devoted to
Suddenly just stops loving you
And it seems they haven't got a clue
Of the pain that rejection is putting you through
Do you cling to your pride
And sing "I will survive"
Do you lash out and say "How dare you leave this way?"
Do you hold on in vain as they just slip away

Well I guess I'm trying to be
Nonchalant about it
And I'm going to extremes to prove
I'm fine without you
But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind
Underneath the disguise of a smile
Gradually I'm dying inside
Friends ask me how I feel
And I lie convincingly
'Cause I don't want to reveal
The fact that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise
'Til I go home at night
And turn down all the lights
And then I break down and cry

It'll break you down
Only if you let it
Everyday crazy situations rocking my mind
Tryin' to break me down
But I won't let it, forget it (forget it)

I be feelin' like you bringing me down
Taking me around
Stressin' me out
I think I better go and get out
And let me release some stress (stress)

Don't ever wanna feel no pain (pain)
Hoping for the sun but it looks like rain (rain, rain, rain)
Lord, I just wanna maintain

Yeah, I can feel pressures y'all
But nevertheless Krayzie won't fall
It's over, it's ending here (here)

Well I guess I'm trying to be
Nonchalant about it
And I'm going to extremes to prove
I'm fine without you
But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind
Underneath the guise of a smile
Gradually I'm dying inside
Friends ask me how I feel
And I lie convincingly
'Cause I don't want to reveal
The fact that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise
'Til I go home at night
And turn down all the lights
And then I break down and cry

Well I guess I'm trying to be
Nonchalant about it
And I'm going to extremes to prove
I'm fine without you
But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind
Underneath the guise of a smile
Gradually I'm dying inside
Friends ask me how I feel
And I lie convincingly
'Cause I don't want to reveal
The fact that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise
'Til I go home at night
And turn down all the lights
And then I break down and cry

Well I guess I'm trying to be
Nonchalant about it
And I'm going to extremes to prove
I'm fine without you
But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind
Underneath the guise of a smile
Gradually I'm dying inside
Friends ask me how I feel
And I lie convincingly
'Cause I don't want to reveal
The fact that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise
'Til I go home at night




And turn down all the lights
And then I break down and cry

Overall Meaning

The song Breakdown by Mariah Carey is a heartbroken ballad that tells the story of a person who is trying to hide their deep sadness and pain after being left by someone they loved dearly. The chorus, "Break break down, steady breakin' me on down," conveys the sense of the ongoing emotional turmoil that the singer is experiencing. It is clear from the lyrics that, although the person who left her claimed to care for her, they are no longer in love, leaving the singer to deal with the fallout of the break-up.


The song goes on to explore the coping mechanisms the singer resorts to, revealing the facade they have created to mask their true feelings. They pretend to be "feeling similarly," and "nonchalant" about it, even going to "extremes" to appear fine without the person who left them. Despite this, the singer is "slowly losing their mind" and "gradually dying inside" while wearing a disguise of a smile to keep up appearances. The song is a powerful exploration of the difficulties of dealing with heartbreak and the pressures on people to keep things together despite the pain they are going through.


The chorus is repeated several times throughout the song as a reminder that the breakdown is ongoing and overpowering, with the singer disguising it from the world. The verses also feature a second voice, bringing a male perspective to the narrative. This voice describes being under pressure and trying not to fall, but ultimately yielding to the pain of the situation.


Line by Line Meaning

Break break down, Steady breakin' me on down, break break down, Steady breakin' me on down, Break break down, steady breakin' me on down, Break break down, steady breakin' me on down.
The singer is breaking down emotionally due to her lover leaving her.


You called yesterday to basically say That you care for me, But that you're just not in love Immediately I pretended To be feeling similarly And led you to believe it was OK To just walk away from the one thing That's unyielding and sacred to me
The singer's lover called her to say that he cares for her but is not in love with her anymore. She pretended to feel the same way to make him feel better, but she really feels hurt and that she lost something sacred.


Well I guess I'm trying to be Nonchalant about it And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind Underneath a disguise of a smile Gradually I'm dying inside
The singer is trying to act nonchalant but is pushing herself to the extreme to appear fine without her lover. However, she is really struggling and suffering from within.


Friends ask me how I feel And I lie convincingly 'Cause I don't want to reveal The fact that I'm suffering So I wear my disguise 'Til I go home at night And turn down all the lights And then I break down and cry
The artist lies to her friends when they ask how she feels because she does not want to reveal her suffering. She wears a disguise and only truly breaks down and cries when she is alone.


So what do you do When somebody you're so devoted to Suddenly just stops loving you And it seems they haven't got a clue Of the pain that rejection is putting you through Do you cling to your pride And sing "I will survive" Do you lash out and say "How dare you leave this way?" Do you hold on in vain as they just slip away
The artist wonders how to cope when someone she is devoted to stops loving her, without understanding the pain she is going through. She questions whether to hold onto her pride, lash out or hold on, despite her lover slipping away.


It'll break you down Only if you let it Everyday crazy situations rocking my mind Tryin' to break me down But I won't let it, forget it (Forget it)
The singer acknowledges that difficult situations can break a person down, but she will not let it happen to herself.


I be feelin' like you bringing me down Taking me around Stressin' me out I think I better go and get out And let me release some stress (Stress)
The singer feels like her lover is causing her stress and she needs to release it by leaving.


Don't ever wanna feel no pain Hoping for the sun but it looks like rain Lord, I just wanna maintain
The artist does not want to feel any pain and hopes for happiness, but things are looking bleak. She just wants to keep going and not feel worse.


Yeah, I can feel pressures y'all But nevertheless Krayzie won't fall It's over, it's ending here (Here)
The artist feels pressure, but she is determined not to fall apart. She acknowledges that her relationship is ending.




Lyrics © Regard Music, BMG Rights Management, Universal Music Publishing Group, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: Mariah Carey, Sean Combs, Anthony Henderson, Steven A Jordan, Charles Scruggs

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@kristinmsd

[Intro: Krayzie Bone]
Break-breakdown
Steady breaking me on down
Break-breakdown
Steady breaking me on down
Break-breakdown
Steady breaking me on down
Break-breakdown
Steady breaking me on down

[Verse 1: Mariah Carey]
You called yesterday to basically say
That you care for me but that you're just not in love
Immediately, I pretended to be feeling similarly
And led you to believe I was okay
To just walk away from the one thing
That's unyielding and sacred to me

[Chorus: Mariah Carey]
Well, I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you
But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind (losing my mind)
Underneath the guise of a smile gradually I'm dying inside
(Underneath the guise of a smile)
Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night
And turn down all the lights and then I break down and cry


[Verse 2: Mariah Carey & Krayzie Bone]
So, what do you do when somebody you're devoted to
Suddenly just stops loving you and it seems they haven't got a clue
Of the pain that rejection is putting you through
Do you cling to your pride and sing "I will survive"
(Gotta get control and roll roll roll on)
Do you lash out and say "How dare you leave this way"
(Gotta get control and roll roll roll on)
(Gotta get control and roll roll roll on)
Do you hold on in vain as they just slip away
(Gotta get control and roll roll roll on)

[Chorus: Mariah Carey & Krayzie Bone]
Well, I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
Break-breakdown
And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you
Steady breaking me on down
But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind (losing my mind)
Break-breakdown
Underneath the guise of a smile gradually I'm dying inside
(Under the smile)
Steady breaking me on down
Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
(How do you feel?)
Break-breakdown
'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering
Steady breaking me on down
So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night
Break-breakdown
And turn down all the lights and then I break down and cry
Steady breaking me on down
(I cry...)


Yeah
Come on, yeah
Come on, come on

[Hook: Mariah Carey & Krayzie Bone]
I don't wanna break down
(Breakdown, breakdown)
Break-breakdown
(Gotta get control and roll roll roll on)
I don't wanna break down
(Breakdown, breakdown)
Steady breaking me on down
(Gotta get control and roll roll roll on)
I don't wanna break down
(Breakdown, breakdown)
Break-breakdown
(Gotta get control and roll roll roll on)
I don't wanna break down
(Breakdown, breakdown)
Steady breaking me on down
(Gotta get control and roll roll roll on)

[Verse 3: Wish Bone]
Gonna break you down
Only if you let it
Everyday crazy situations rocking my mind
Trying to break me down
But I won't let it
Forget it
[Verse 4: Krayzie Bone]
I be feeling like you're breaking me down
Kicking me around, stressing me out
I think you better go and get out
And let me release some stress

[Verse 5: Wish Bone]
Don't ever wanna feel no pain
Hoping for the sun but it looks like rain
Lord, I just wanna maintain

[Verse 6: Krayzie Bone]
Yeah, I'm feeling pressures you all
But nevertheless Krayzie won't fall
It's over, it's ending here

[Chorus: Mariah Carey]
Well, I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
(I'm trying)
And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you
But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind
(I'm gradually dying inside)
Underneath the guise of a smile gradually I'm dying inside
(In my heart as I cry)
Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
(How do I feel?)
'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering
(I'm losing my mind)
So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night
And turn down all the lights and then I break down and cry
(So I breakdown and cry)

[Chorus: Mariah Carey & Krayzie Bone]
Well, I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
Gotta get control and roll roll roll on
And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you
Gotta get control and roll roll roll on
But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind
Gotta get control and roll roll roll on
Underneath the guise of a smile gradually I'm dying inside
Gotta get control and roll roll roll on
Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
(How do I feel?)
Gotta get control and roll roll roll on
'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering
(What do you think? You gotta know I'm suffering, so I...)
Gotta get control and roll roll roll on
So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night
(I turn off the lights and breakdown and cry)
Gotta get control and roll roll roll on
And turn down all the lights and then I break down and cry
Gotta get control and roll roll roll on

[Chorus: Mariah Carey & Krayzie Bone]
Well, I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
Break-breakdown
(Cry, cry, cry)
And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you
Steady breaking me on down
But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind
Break-breakdown
(Cry, cry, cry)
Underneath the guise of a smile gradually I'm dying inside
Steady breaking me on down
(Cry, cry, cry)
Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
Break-breakdown
'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering
Steady breaking me on down
(Cry, cry, cry)
So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night
Break-breakdown
And turn down all the lights and then I break down and cry
Steady breaking me on down

[Outro: Mariah Carey & Krayzie Bone]
I don't wanna break down
Break-breakdown
(Gotta get control and roll roll roll on)
I don't wanna break down
Steady breaking me on down
(Gotta get control and roll roll roll on)



All comments from YouTube:

@jermaineking8687

This collab was perfect because Mariah was singing like she was rapping, and Bone Thugs raps like their singing! That Harmony was perfect! 🙌🏾

@DestineyAmerie

Dude fr✨✨✨

@missdee4927

Seriously. They went together so well.

@abayomigbemisola6001

Well explained comment👏

@nylgnd38

all facts

@Knightmare_143

Can't help but have love for both and my speakers in the trunk sing like love birds!

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@self_made_king2089

Her lyrical cadence is damn near perfect. The way she uses the syllables, rhyming and vocabulary is amazing..”that you care for me but, that you’re just not in love” “immediately I pretended to be, feeling similarly” she snapped🔥

@mugshotmarley

She's copying the Bone Thugs n Harmony flow to the t. And she can do it well

@scottgarbo1288

Exactly. Her talent here is impeccable and unmatched. Lyrical and melodic magic.

@t-babyyupressed2906

Nah it’s Absolutely Perfect 💯

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