Sideways
Marian Hill Lyrics


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You always had me in the palm of your hand
I don't know if I'll ever see you again
Why

I thought I had you in the palm of my hand
I thought about it and now I understand
Why
You were always looking at me sideways
Tripping on me all day, puzzling you
You were always looking at me sideways
Tripping on me all day, puzzling you

I'm not the kind of girl that likes to hold hands
I tend to run from it as fast as I can
Why

I couldn't sleep the first night I let you in
I said I didn't wanna see you again
I lied

You were always looking at me sideways
Tripping on me all day, puzzling you
You were always looking at me sideways
Tripping on me all day, puzzling you

Never told you this
But I think it's true
We were always me
We were never you

I don't wanna say you were bad for me
Wonder if you'd say you were sad to leave?
I don't wanna say you were bad for me
You were never

You were always looking at me sideways
Tripping on me all day, puzzling you
You were always looking at me sideways
Tripping on me all day, puzzling you

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "Sideways" by Marian Hill convey a sense of reflection and introspection on a past relationship. The opening verses describe a sense of uncertainty and longing, with the singer questioning if they will ever see the other person again, expressing confusion and a desire for clarity.


As the song progresses, there is a realization that the dynamic of the relationship was not as straightforward as initially perceived. The singer acknowledges that they thought they had the other person figuratively in the palm of their hand, and now understand that it was not as simple as they believed. This revelation adds depth to the emotional complexity of the connection.


The chorus highlights the theme of miscommunication and misinterpretation within the relationship, with the repeated phrases "You were always looking at me sideways / Tripping on me all day, puzzling you" suggesting a lack of understanding and a constant feeling of being scrutinized or misunderstood by the other person. This adds a layer of tension and unease to the narrative.


The closing verses of the song bring a sense of closure and acceptance, with the singer reflecting on the impact of the relationship. There is a realization that the two individuals in the relationship were fundamentally different, with the singer acknowledging that they were "always me" and the other person was "never you." This acknowledgment of incompatibility leads to a bittersweet recognition that while the relationship may not have been entirely positive, there was still a sense of connection and shared experience.


Line by Line Meaning

You always had me in the palm of your hand
I initially thought you had control over me


I don't know if I'll ever see you again
I am uncertain if our paths will cross in the future


Why
Questioning the reasons behind our separation


You were always looking at me sideways
You were always observing me with suspicion


Tripping on me all day, puzzling you
Constantly confused and intrigued by my actions


I'm not the kind of girl that likes to hold hands
I prefer to maintain independence rather than be close


I tend to run from it as fast as I can
I try to avoid emotional intimacy


I couldn't sleep the first night I let you in
I couldn't rest after allowing myself to be vulnerable


I said I didn't wanna see you again
I claimed I didn't want to reconnect with you


I lied
Admitting that my previous statement was false


Never told you this
There are things I kept hidden from you


But I think it's true
Despite not saying it aloud, I believe it to be accurate


We were always me
Emphasizing my individuality and sense of self


We were never you
Highlighting the distinction between us


I don't wanna say you were bad for me
Reluctant to admit that you had a negative impact on me


Wonder if you'd say you were sad to leave?
Curious if you experienced any sadness upon our separation




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: Samantha Gongol, Jeremy Lloyd

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@creathechiboi

[Verse 1]
You always had me in the palm of your hand
I don't know if I'll ever see you again
Why

I thought I had you in the palm of my hand
I thought about it and now I understand
Why

[Chorus]
You were always looking at me sideways
Tripping on me all day, puzzling you
You were always looking at me sideways
Tripping on me all day, puzzling you

[Verse 2]
I'm not the kind of girl that likes to hold hands
I tend to run from it as fast as I can
Why

I couldn't sleep the first night I let you in
I said I didn't wanna see you again
I lied

[Chorus]
You were always looking at me sideways
Tripping on me all day, puzzling you
You were always looking at me sideways
Tripping on me all day, puzzling you


[Bridge]
Never told you this
But I think it's true
We were always me
We were never you

I don't wanna say you were bad for me
Wonder if you'd say you were sad to leave?
I don't wanna say you were bad for me
You were never

[Chorus]
You were always looking at me sideways
Tripping on me all day, puzzling you
You were always looking at me sideways
Tripping on me all day, puzzling you



All comments from YouTube:

@EizSlanted

love the sound and the delivery...light with that sense of subtle humor i like...

@wantmyfritos1

wow this one might be my favorite of the album, kinda tripped me up but I love it <3

@skullgirls7348

I love how this sounds so soothing like you could dance slowly to this. Love it💗

@missterryboy

this was the first song I clicked of the album, and I'm sure it's my favorite!! damn it's so good!!

@NCR_ranger420

Bruv Me too

@michellekamala82

Mine too just heard it today in a delta airlines flight 🎵 🙌🙌🙌🙌

@AhmedKheliil

The most underrated song ever i swear.

@jl9554

Another hit!!

@santanaherrera3614

A lot of love from Guatemala 🇬🇹

@desirae1986

You’re so underrated ❤️

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