She was born in Hampshire and has lived in Devon, Brighton and London. She is of Finnish descent.
Hackman went to Bedales School where she met Cara Delevingne. Together they formed a short-lived band where Hackman played drums and Delevingne played guitar and sang.
Johnny Flynn also studied at the same school and knew and appreciated Hackman's music. He was instrumental in getting her first record deal with Transgressive and produced her debut single.
In 2013 she toured Australia and Europe as an opening act for Laura Marling
In Words
Marika Hackman Lyrics
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Would we notice the grass
Through metal bars and siren cries?
I'm running on highways and dust
I've never been home but I know I must
If I am a mouth that bit the hand that gave me life
Suck from melody, my fertile wife
I'm having some trouble thinking straight
To put it in words
I hate to put it in words
To long for the lark, a fickle wish, a fleeting wing
But she won't be caught
Tethered down, and forced to sing
I'm having some trouble seeing clear
I'll never get home I fear
And I must be left, for a little while, to walk my road
The ways back are shut now
And I'll be left to tread alone
I want to go home
The lyrics to Marika Hackman's song "In Words" explore themes of confinement, longing, and the struggle for self-expression. The opening lines, "If we were all born with a pylon between our eyes / Would we notice the grass / Through metal bars and siren cries?" suggest a sense of being trapped or limited by external forces. The pylon symbolizes a barrier that obstructs one's view of the world, making it difficult to appreciate the simple beauty of nature amidst the chaos and noise of modern society.
The chorus, "I'm having some trouble thinking straight / To put it in words / I hate to put it in words," reflects the frustration of the singer in trying to articulate their emotions and experiences. It suggests a struggle to find the right words to express oneself fully and perhaps a fear of vulnerability or being misunderstood. The line, "If I am a mouth that bit the hand that gave me life / Then I'll kiss a chord / Suck from melody, my fertile wife," implies a complex relationship with the source of inspiration and creativity. It juxtaposes the act of rebellion with a desire to find solace in music and art as an outlet for self-expression.
Line by Line Meaning
If we were all born with a pylon between our eyes
If we were all inherently blinded by the constraints of modern society
Would we notice the grass
Would we appreciate the simple beauty of nature
Through metal bars and siren cries?
Despite the noise and distractions of urban life
I'm running on highways and dust
I'm constantly moving, never finding a true sense of home
I've never been home but I know I must
I have a deep longing to find a place where I truly belong
If I am a mouth that bit the hand that gave me life
If I am ungrateful for the opportunities and support I received
Then I'll kiss a chord
I will find solace in music
Suck from melody, my fertile wife
Draw inspiration from harmonious tunes and melodies
I'm having some trouble thinking straight
I'm feeling confused and unable to articulate my thoughts clearly
To put it in words
To express my emotions and experiences
I hate to put it in words
I find it difficult and perhaps even painful to verbalize my feelings
To long for the lark, a fickle wish, a fleeting wing
To desire freedom and happiness, even if it's transient and uncertain
But she won't be caught
But true freedom and happiness can't be easily captured or possessed
Tethered down, and forced to sing
Restricted and compelled to conform and perform
I'm having some trouble seeing clear
I'm struggling to have a clear vision of my future
I'll never get home I fear
I worry that I may never find a place where I truly belong
And I must be left, for a little while, to walk my road
And for a temporary period, I need to follow my own path
The ways back are shut now
The opportunities to return to my past are now closed off
And I'll be left to tread alone
And I'll have to navigate my journey by myself
I want to go home
I yearn to find a place of belonging and comfort
Lyrics © Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: MARIKA LOUISE HACKMAN
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Ariel Gabriela Baltazar Lopez
If we were all born
with a pylon between our eyes
Would we notice the grass
Through metal bars and siren cries?
I'm running on highways and dust
I've never been home but I know I must
If I am a mouth that bit the hand that gave me life
Then I'll kiss a chord
Suck from melody, my fertile wife
I'm having some trouble
thinking straight
To put it in words
I hate to put it in words
To long for the lark, a fickle wish, a fleeting wing
But she won't be caught
Tethered down, and forced to sing
I'm having some trouble seeing clear
I'll never get home I fear
And I must be left, for a little while, to walk my road
The ways back are shut now
And I'll be left to tread alone
I want to go home.
Kelsey
I cannot fathom just how phenomenal your music is. It is truly remarkable and something very original.
Wyatt Henderson
This is the most beautiful song I've ever heard. It is haunting, and it's ethereal feel is palpable. This song is underrated, but i think it is the best song she has ever released.
Shianne S
Agreed. This and Before I sleep are two of my favorites. She's the first girl crush I've had since Tori Amos (& I found her like 17 years ago). 😅
Amaro
I'm listening to this album for the first time and I'm absolutly loving it. It sounds like something from other reality or universe
Ariel Gabriela Baltazar Lopez
If we were all born
with a pylon between our eyes
Would we notice the grass
Through metal bars and siren cries?
I'm running on highways and dust
I've never been home but I know I must
If I am a mouth that bit the hand that gave me life
Then I'll kiss a chord
Suck from melody, my fertile wife
I'm having some trouble
thinking straight
To put it in words
I hate to put it in words
To long for the lark, a fickle wish, a fleeting wing
But she won't be caught
Tethered down, and forced to sing
I'm having some trouble seeing clear
I'll never get home I fear
And I must be left, for a little while, to walk my road
The ways back are shut now
And I'll be left to tread alone
I want to go home.
C
Just one think : continue!
Your songs are so amazing, so... Indescriptible. 😃
eggshells
keep coming back to this track over and think about life a bit, thanks Marika
miczi miczi
I'm first to say that it's amazing song. It's an honor.
Elon De Hey Zeus
I'm feeling this
Noah Wallace
Gives me The Last of Us vibes