Let Me In
Marika Hackman Lyrics


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Oh, let me in
The air out here is thick and I′ve grown thin
Been choking on the wind
Retching through my skin
Coughing up a love that tastes like spring
Green and starved of oxygen

I could be the light
Blaze my own damn trail and you'll follow
To a cruel, hard heartland
I′m a cruel, hard heartland

Grey charcoal blue stretched across the sky
This lonely moon leaves footprints in my shoes
Wanders through my bed, strokes my paper face and calms my head
Speaking silent words with hands instead

She could be the light
Help me blaze a trail and they'll follow
To a cruel, hard heartland
I'm a cruel, hard heartland
I′m a cruel, hard heartland

To the east, I raise my cup
Rise at dawn and make my sluggish heart
Beat life again
I am ready now, wasn′t ready then

I chanced into the lake to hide my tears
Conceal my salty fears
Heaving on the grass, gasping at the air, the sky went dark
The fire broke upon, we slept at last

When the embers die
They'll not take your hand and lead you there




To a cruel, hard heartland
I′m a cruel, hard heartland

Overall Meaning

Marika Hackman's song "Let Me In" is a haunting tune about the desire to belong and the fear of being rejected. The opening line "Oh, let me in" sets the tone for the rest of the song, as the singer longs to be a part of something, to belong somewhere. She paints a picture of being outside, in the thick air, choking on the wind, and feeling as if she has grown thin. It's a metaphor for feeling disconnected and alone in the world.


As the song progresses, the singer imagines herself as a guiding light, leading others to a cruel, hard heartland. It's a double-edged sword: she wants to belong, but she also wants to be in control, to be the one leading the way. She describes herself as a "cruel, hard heartland," suggesting a cold and unforgiving nature that she both fears and embraces.


The song's imagery is particularly striking, with vivid descriptions of the moon leaving footprints in her shoes, wandering through her bed, and speaking silent words with hands. These metaphors add to the sense of longing and disconnection that runs through the song. Ultimately, the singer finds solace in the dawn, raising her cup to the east and declaring herself ready for whatever comes next.


Line by Line Meaning

Oh, let me in
The singer is requesting to be allowed inside a particular place


The air out here is thick and I've grown thin
The singer implies that they are feeling unwell due to the environment around them


Been choking on the wind
The singer is using a metaphor to describe how they are having a hard time breathing


Retching through my skin
The artist is exaggerating their physical condition to emphasize how bad they are feeling


Coughing up a love that tastes like spring
The artist is expressing their feelings about a past relationship in a metaphorical and descriptive way


Green and starved of oxygen
The singer is continuing the metaphor and comparing their emotions to a plant that is struggling to survive


I could be the light
The singer is suggesting that they can bring something positive to the situation


Blaze my own damn trail and you'll follow
The artist is expressing their confidence in their own abilities and how they can influence others


To a cruel, hard heartland
The artist is painting a picture of a difficult environment or situation


I'm a cruel, hard heartland
The artist is characterizing themselves as part of the harsh environment they have described


Grey charcoal blue stretched across the sky
The singer is using descriptive language to set a melancholic tone for the scene


This lonely moon leaves footprints in my shoes
The artist is using a poetic metaphor to express a feeling of emotional burden


Wanders through my bed, strokes my paper face and calms my head
The singer is describing a calming sensation they feel while lying in bed


Speaking silent words with hands instead
The singer is suggesting that communication can include gestures and body language as well as spoken words


She could be the light
The singer is referring to a hypothetical person who could provide guidance or support


Help me blaze a trail and they'll follow
The artist is expressing their desire for help or guidance in the situation


To a cruel, hard heartland
The artist is restating the challenging environment that they face


I'm a cruel, hard heartland
The singer is indicating that they are part of the harsh environment they have described before


To the east, I raise my cup
The singer is using imagery to suggest that they are toasting to the sunrise


Rise at dawn and make my sluggish heart
The artist is portraying getting up early in the morning in a positive way


Beat life again
The artist is using a metaphor to describe feeling more alive after getting up early


I am ready now, wasn't ready then
The artist is expressing that they are now mentally better equipped to deal with their situation than they were before


I chanced into the lake to hide my tears
The singer is describing an action they took to conceal their emotions


Conceal my salty fears
The artist is using an ocean metaphor to describe their feelings of anxiety


Heaving on the grass, gasping at the air, the sky went dark
The singer is using imagery to describe a scene where they are overcome with emotion


The fire broke upon, we slept at last
The singer is suggesting that their emotional turmoil was resolved and they were finally able to rest


When the embers die
The singer is using a metaphorical reference to a dying fire to suggest that something is coming to an end


They'll not take your hand and lead you there
The artist is using an analogy to describe how they cannot force someone else to join them in a difficult situation


To a cruel, hard heartland
The artist is repeating the same description they have used before to describe a challenging environment


I'm a cruel, hard heartland
The singer is suggesting that they have become part of the difficult environment they have described before




Writer(s): Marika Louise Hackman

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Comments from YouTube:

@Anthony-id3vk

Just publicly announcing my presence, been listening to this album since release. Still my favourite music. Wish the best to anyone reading this :)

@Zenetris

This is ethereal. Marika, if you read this, I'd just like to thank you for the integrity with which you so clearly approach your art. You've inspired me quite a bit with my own work.

@daniellewieners4750

Legit from ❤ STL

@FleyEnder

you're music is special. somewhat mystical, mesmerizing, and beautifully dark. thanks for making such lovely music

@yashminarannee1927

Her music is so beautiful, mysterious, haunting, rare and unique !
Such a shame she is not more known !!

@lunamothhh

These are some of my favorite lyrics ever

@amandadutra125

her voice feels like comfortable melancholy

@vinyleyezz

This is PHENOMENAL. Stopped me in my tracks. She has the voice of an Angel. Everyone should hear this. SUBBED.

@jacobjarvis1335

Vinyl Eyezz thanks vinyl eyes for showing me this music from your top ten vinyls

@user-kh9ki3kq8m

Vinyl Eyezz haha I just came from your video to come listen to this song again

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