Kiddie Grinder
Marilyn Manson Lyrics


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I am the face of piss and shit and sugar
I do a crooked little dance with my funny little monkey
What I want what I want is just your children
I hate what I have become to escape what I hated being

Calliopenis envy from your daddy
You're not gonna hear what he don't want to hear
What I say disgusts him
He wants to be me and that scares him
"Let's do a funny little dance with my funny little monkey"
The black keys

Actually, he loves you

Here is my real head
Here is my real head
I wear this fucking mask because you cannot handle me
Here is my real head

Come along, kiddie winkies!

They try to blink me not to think me
Don't want to bring me out
I am the rotten teeth my fists are lined with suckers
My prison skins an eyesore-mirror-sketch-pad
I am your son
Your dad
You fag
I am your fad

Here is my real head
Here is my real head
I wear this fucking mask because you cannot handle me
Here is my real head

Here we are, children! Come and get your lollipops!
I have to take your voice and and stick my fingers in it
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
Here is my real head
Here is my real head
Here is my real head
Here is my real head
I wear this fucking mask because you cannot handle me
Here is my real head
I wear this fucking mask because you cannot handle me
Here is my real head

I have to take your voice and and stick my fingers in it
Fuck fuck!
Here is my real head




Here is my real head
Here is my real head

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to "Kiddie Grinder" by Marilyn Manson are graphic and disturbing. The singer ironically sees himself as "the face of piss and shit and sugar" and performs a "crooked little dance with [his] funny little monkey." He admits that what he wants is "just your children," which reveals his twisted desire for innocence and vulnerability. He hates what he's become but cannot escape it. He claims that the "envy" his father has for him (represented by "Calliopenis envy") scares him because he wants to be Manson but cannot accept his dark desires.


The chorus is an introspective look at the character's psyche. He presents his "real head" which is covered by a mask because others cannot handle his true nature. He is full of violent impulses and is represented by "rotten teeth" and a "prison skin." He identifies himself as both the son and the dad, implying that he is both innocent and guilty. The wordplay with "fad" and "fag" shows the character's confusion and self-loathing. The song ends with the character saying he must take others' voices and stick his fingers in them, which implies that he must silence their objections to his actions.


Line by Line Meaning

I am the face of piss and shit and sugar
I represent the vulgar and perverse aspects of society that people try to hide and avoid


I do a crooked little dance with my funny little monkey
I perform a twisted and abnormal routine with my enigmatic, unpredictable personality


What I want what I want is just your children
I desire the innocence and naivety of the youth, which I see as a valuable commodity


I hate what I have become to escape what I hated being
I loathe my current identity, which I crafted in rebellion of my previous self


Calliopenis envy from your daddy
Your father is jealous of my artistic talents and skill with a musical instrument


You're not gonna hear what he don't want to hear
You won't hear the truth from your father if he doesn't want to accept it


What I say disgusts him
My words and actions repulse your father


He wants to be me and that scares him
Your father is secretly envious of my unconventional lifestyle and persona, but is too afraid to admit it


"Let's do a funny little dance with my funny little monkey"
I am inviting you to join me in my eccentric and erratic behavior, which is unconventional but entertaining


The black keys
This phrase is ambiguous and its meaning is unclear. It might refer to a musical instrument, a drug reference, or a metaphor for hidden knowledge or secrets.


Actually, he loves you
Despite his disapproval of my behavior, your father still loves and cares for you


Here is my real head
I am revealing my true self, which is hidden beneath a façade or persona


I wear this fucking mask because you cannot handle me
I conceal my true self in order to protect myself from judgement or rejection


Come along, kiddie winkies!
I am beckoning the children to follow me, using a childish or playful tone


They try to blink me not to think me
People attempt to ignore or overlook me because I am difficult or uncomfortable to examine


Don't want to bring me out
People are hesitant to expose or reveal my true self because it is unsettling or repulsive


I am the rotten teeth my fists are lined with suckers
I am a symbol of decay and corruption, but I also have the power to attract and manipulate others


My prison skins an eyesore-mirror-sketch-pad
My body is a reflection of my inner turmoil and torment, which results in a grotesque and disturbing appearance


I am your son
I represent the dark, taboo aspects of society that are part of human nature and upbringing


Your dad
I am a figure of authority and rebellion, who challenges traditional values and beliefs


You fag
I am questioning your sexuality and masculine identity, as a way to provoke or unsettle you


I am your fad
I am a popular trend or cultural phenomenon, that is embraced or rejected by society


Here we are, children! Come and get your lollipops!
I am offering you pleasure, satisfaction, or reward for following me, but it may come at a cost or risk


I have to take your voice and and stick my fingers in it
I am silencing or overpowering your ability to express yourself, by imposing my own agenda or beliefs onto you


Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
This is an exclamation of frustration, anger, or stress, reflecting the intense emotions underlying the song's lyrics




Lyrics © CONCORD MUSIC PUBLISHING LLC
Written by: SCOTT MITCHELL PUTESKY, BRAD M STEWART, BRIAN HUGH WARNER

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