Kiddie Grinder )
Marilyn Manson Lyrics


Jump to: Overall Meaning ↴  Line by Line Meaning ↴

I am the face of piss and shit and sugar
I do a crooked little dance with my funny little monkey
What I want what I want is just your children
I hate what I have become to escape what I hated being

Calliopenis envy from your daddy
You're not gonna hear what he don't want to hear
What I say disgusts him
He wants to be me and that scares him
"Let's do a funny little dance with my funny little monkey"
The black keys

Actually, he loves you

Here is my real head
Here is my real head
I wear this fucking mask because you cannot handle me
Here is my real head

Come along, kiddie winkies!

They try to blink me not to think me
Don't want to bring me out
I am the rotten teeth my fists are lined with suckers
My prison skins an eyesore-mirror-sketch-pad
I am your son
Your dad
You fag
I am your fad

Here is my real head
Here is my real head
I wear this fucking mask because you cannot handle me
Here is my real head

Here we are, children! Come and get your lollipops!
I have to take your voice and and stick my fingers in it
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
Here is my real head
Here is my real head
Here is my real head
Here is my real head
I wear this fucking mask because you cannot handle me
Here is my real head
I wear this fucking mask because you cannot handle me
Here is my real head

I have to take your voice and and stick my fingers in it
Fuck fuck!
Here is my real head




Here is my real head
Here is my real head

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "Kiddie Grinder" by Marilyn Manson are disturbing and jarring, as would be expected from the artist. Manson describes himself as the "face of piss and shit and sugar," which immediately sets the tone for the dark lyrics to follow. He then talks about doing a "crooked little dance with my funny little monkey," which could be interpreted as a metaphor for his twisted actions and beliefs. Manson's desire for "just your children" is the most disturbing aspect of the song, and he admits to hating what he has become in order to escape what he hated being before.


The second stanza features more language that is difficult to digest. Manson references "Calliopenis envy from your daddy," which could be interpreted as Freudian jealousy between father and son. Manson's words continue to disgust those around him, particularly his father figure, but he revels in the fact that his behavior scares him. The repetition of "here is my real head" throughout the song suggests that Manson is desperate to show his true self, but also realizes that society cannot handle it. The final lines of the song are particularly unsettling, as Manson talks about taking someone's voice and sticking his fingers in it.


Line by Line Meaning

I am the face of piss and shit and sugar
I represent the dirty, unpleasant, and sweet aspects of life.


I do a crooked little dance with my funny little monkey
I have a twisted, bizarre behavior, often entertaining myself with my monkey companion.


What I want, what I want is just your children
My desire is to corrupt and manipulate innocent children.


I hate what I have become to escape what I hated being
I despise the person I have transformed into, but I had to change to avoid being who I hated before.


Calliopenis envy from your daddy
Your father envies my creativity and talent.


You're not gonna hear what he don't want to hear
Your father will ignore or reject any criticism of his admiration for me.


What I say disgusts him
Your father is revulsed by my words and actions.


He wants to be me and that scares him
Your father wishes he could emulate me, but the idea terrifies him.


"Let's do a funny little dance with my funny little monkey"
I suggest we engage in my eccentric behavior with my monkey companion.


The black keys
This phrase likely refers to the band The Black Keys and their style of music, though its significance to the song is unclear.


Actually, he loves you
Despite his apparent repulsion towards me and my influence on you, your father ultimately cares for you.


Here is my real head
I am showing you my true self.


I wear this fucking mask because you cannot handle me
I cover myself with this persona because you are unable to understand or accept my actual identity.


They try to blink me not to think me
People attempt to ignore or dismiss my presence, avoiding any mental engagement with me.


Don't want to bring me out
They do not want to acknowledge or reveal my true nature.


I am the rotten teeth, my fists are lined with suckers
I am a symbol of decay and disease, but also possess a deceptive and manipulating power.


My prison skins an eyesore-mirror-sketch-pad
My appearance is unsettling, almost like a grotesque drawing in a mirror.


I am your son, your dad, you fag, I am your fad
I represent various facets of identity, both familial and cultural, including your own.


I have to take your voice and and stick my fingers in it
I am compelled to silence your protests and control your speech.


Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
An expression of aggression or frustration, possibly directed towards the listener.




Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: SCOTT MITCHELL PUTESKY, BRAD M STEWART, BRIAN HUGH WARNER

Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
To comment on or correct specific content, highlight it

Genre not found
Artist not found
Album not found
Song not found

SabrinaOnlineFan96


on Use Your Fist and Not Your Mouth

I woke up today and wished for tomorrow, I don't wanna be like anyone else!

DrJKintobor


on The Speed of Pain

This song reminds me of Shadow the Hedgehog falling to Earth. The lyrics "I hope we die holding hands, always" refers to him and Maria.

DrJKintobor


on Spade

This is the saddest song on the album.

SabrinaOnlineFan96


on Cyclops

Endora from Sabrina Online: Skunk's Day Out

Correction, this song makes me think of the dark night.

SabrinaOnlineFan96


on HALF-WAY & ONE STEP FORWARD

This song is so dark, it makes me think of Endora from Sabrina Online: Skunk's Day Out.

SabrinaOnlineFan96


on I Want to Disappear

This is Zaphod Beeblebrox's theme from Hitchhikers Guide to The Galaxy.

SabrinaOnlineFan96


on Posthuman

This song reminds me of the Mike Teavee Oompa Loompa song from the 2005 Willy Wonka movie, which is funny since Johnny Depp is friends with Marilyn Manson.

SabrinaOnlineFan96


on Tattooed In Reverse

This song gives me Blitzo from Helluva Boss vibes.

SabrinaOnlineFan96


on Long Hard Road Out of Hell

This song reminds me of Shadow the Hedgehog.

DrJKintobor


on Killing Strangers

Me when my dog is killed by Russian gangsters.

More Comments

More Versions