Mind Of A Lunatic
Marilyn Manson Lyrics

Paranoid, sitting in a deep sweat
Feeling anxious and fearful, sitting in a state of intense perspiration

Thinking I gotta fuck somebody before the week ends
Believing it is necessary to engage in sexual activity with someone before the week concludes

The sight of blood excites me, shoot you in the head
Seeing blood fills me with exhilaration, I would shoot you in the head

Sit down, and watch you bleed to death
Take a seat and observe as you bleed until life departs your body

I hear the sound of your last breath
I perceive the auditory manifestation of your final exhalation

Shouldn't have been around, I went all the way left
You should not have been present, as I acted in an extreme and unpredictable manner

You was in the right place with me at the wrong time
You found yourself in the appropriate location alongside me, but during an unfortunate moment

I'm a psychopath, in a minute lose my fucking mind
I possess characteristics of a psychopathic individual, and it doesn't take long for me to lose control of my sanity

Calm down, back to reality
Regain composure and return to the state of actuality

Don't fear death, cause I know that it's promised to me
Do not be afraid of death, for I am aware that it is an inevitable fate for me

Flashes, I get flashes of Jason
Images of Jason Voorhees from the 'Friday the 13th' films spontaneously appear in my mind

Gimme a knife, a million lives I've wasted
Provide me with a sharp cutting instrument, for I have extinguished countless lives

The shadow of death follows me, I don't give a fuck
The presence of impending death accompanies me constantly, and I am unbothered by it

(In a mind of a lunatic)
(In the thoughts of an insane individual)

Pussy play Superman, your ass'll get boxed up
Engaging in reckless behavior will lead to severe consequences

Put him in a straight jacket, the man's sick
Restraining him in a specialized garment for his own safety, as he is mentally ill

This is what goes on in the mind of a lunatic
These thoughts and actions are representative of the inner workings of a deranged individual

Lookin through her window, now my body is warm
Peering into her window, causing a sensation of warmth in my body

She's naked, and I'm a peepin tom
She is undressed, and I derive pleasure from being a voyeur

Her body's beautiful, so I'm thinking rape
Her physical appearance is aesthetically pleasing, leading me to consider committing rape

Shouldn't have had her curtains open, so that's her fate
She should have kept her curtains closed, as her unfortunate destiny is the result of her own actions

Leaving out her house, grabbed the bitch by her mouth
As she exited her residence, I forcefully seized her by the mouth

Drug her back in, slammed her down on the couch
I pulled her back inside while under the influence of drugs and forcefully pushed her onto the couch

Whipped out my knife, said, 'If you scream, I cut you'
Swiftly retrieved my knife and warned her that any vocalization on her part would result in injury

Opened her legs and commenced the fucking
I spread her legs apart and initiated sexual intercourse

She begged me not to kill her so I gave her a rose
She pleaded for her life, leading me to present her with a rose as a temporary reprieve

Then slit her throat and watched her shake till her eyes closed
Subsequently, I cut her throat and observed as she convulsed until her eyes shut

Had sex with the corpse before I left her
Engaged in sexual activity with the lifeless body prior to departing

And drew my name on the wall like helter skelter
Furthermore, I inscribed my name on the wall in a chaotic and disordered manner

Run for shelter never crossed my mind
The thought of seeking refuge did not occur to me

I had a gauge, a grenade, and even a nine
I possessed a shotgun, an explosive device, and a 9mm firearm

Dial 911 for the bitch
Call emergency services for that woman

But the cops ain't shit
However, law enforcement is ineffectual

When they're fucking with a mind of a lunatic
Engaging with an insane individual will not yield impactful results

I sit alone in my four-cornered room staring at candles
I find myself in solitude within a room with four walls, fixating on the illumination of candles

Dreaming of the people I've dismantled
Imagining the individuals whose lives I have taken apart

I close my eyes and in the circle
Upon closing my eyes, within my mind's eye

Appears the images of sons of bitches that I murdered
The images of detestable individuals I have killed materialize

Flashbacks of bodies being fucked up
Recollections of mutilated corpses resurface in my thoughts

Once I attack, I'm like a pit on a rage that's going nuts
Once I initiate an assault, I am comparable to an enraged and frenzied pit bull

Boys used to die when I'm full fo that fry
Individuals used to lose their lives when I am under the influence of drugs

I be ebbin when I'm high
I experience a decline in my mental state when I am intoxicated

So I say 'fuck' and just let bullets fly
Consequently, I curse and release bullets from a firearm without hesitation

Like I said before, Scarface is my identity
As previously mentioned, I identify strongly with the character Scarface

A homicidal maniac with suicidal tendencies
I am an individual who possesses intense homicidal tendencies, coupled with thoughts of self-destruction

I'm on the violent tip, so yo get a grip
My mindset is geared towards violence, so you should gather your composure

And bitch, better come equipped, ain't taking no shit
Additionally, it is essential for you to be adequately prepared and assertive, as I will not tolerate any disrespect

Cause here comes a mind of a lunatic
Prepare yourself, as the mindset of an insane individual is about to emerge

My girl's getting skinny, she's strung out on coke
My girlfriend is losing weight and has become heavily addicted to cocaine

So I went to her mother's house and cut out her throat
As a result, I visited her mother's residence and proceeded to slit her throat

Her grandma was standing there, she was screaming out
Her grandmother was present, and she expressed her fear and terror through screams

As she reached for the telly, I put the blade on granny's ass
While attempting to access the telephone, I threatened her grandmother's buttocks with the blade

Went to the back and grabbed a shovel
Subsequently, I proceeded to the rear of the property and obtained a shovel

Now granny's on her way to meet the devil
Now, the grandmother is on a path leading her to encounter the devil

Pulled out my 38 and aimed at the bitch
I withdrew my .38 caliber firearm and directed it towards her

A cop says Freeze, mutherfucker ! Bitch, suck my dick
A police officer commands me to halt, to which I retort with disrespectful defiance

(Mind of a lunatic)
(The mind of an insane individual)

I said, 'Die muthafucker !' as I blasted
I exclaimed, 'Perish, you despicable person!' as I fired my weapon

Something clicked in my head, visions of bodies in plastic
A realization occurred within my mind, and I began experiencing mental images of corpses wrapped in plastic

The scent of buckshots in human flesh
The smell of shotgun pellets embedded within human tissue

Pigs dying from bullet wounds to the chest
Police officers succumbing to fatal gunshot wounds in their chests

No sheriff's gonna take me on a road
No law enforcement official will successfully apprehend me

Dark as fuck, and let his pistols explode
A deployment of weapons in pitch darkness, resulting in gunfire

Fuck that, cause I ain'ts to die
Disregard that notion, as I have no intention of perishing

So I reloaded my Uzi and fired up another fry
Thus, I reloaded my Uzi firearm and proceeded to consume another dose of drugs

It got me crazy as fuck
The drug has induced an extreme state of insanity

A ragin psychotic full of that Angel's Dust
A frenzied and mentally deranged individual under the influence of the drug known as 'Angel's Dust'

The cops had the place surrounded
Law enforcement officers had encircled the location

Hunted for a way to get out - and I found it
Engaged in a search for an exit route, and ultimately discovered one

Innocent bystanders watch me set an example
Uninvolved observers witness me establish a precedent

I popped one, 'Let me go, goddammit
I fatally shot an individual and demanded my release, expressing frustration

Scot free
Without facing any consequences or punishment

Or all of these mutherfuckers coming with me'
Alternatively, I will take all of these individuals along with me

(In A Mind of a lunatic)
(Within the thoughts of a deranged individual)

All of a sudden the shit got silent
Unexpectedly, the situation became quiet and tranquil

I remember waking up, in an asylum
I recollect regaining consciousness within a mental institution

Being treated like a troubled kid
Receiving care and assistance as if I were a troubled child

My shirt was all bloody, and both of my wrists was slit
My clothing was stained with blood, and I had self-inflicted cuts on both of my wrists

Think this is harsh? This ain't as harsh as it gets
Believe this to be severe? This is not the pinnacle of severity

No telling what's being thought up in the mind of a lunatic
It is impossible to predict the disturbing thoughts emanating from the mind of an insane individual

Janurary 5th 1969
The date of January 5th, 1969

A damn fool was born with the mind of a lunatic
A foolish individual was born possessing the mindset of an insane person

I shoulda been killed
I should have been eliminated

But sister fucked around and let me live
However, my sister made a mistake and allowed me to survive

Now I developed a criminal behaviour
Consequently, I have acquired criminal tendencies

Fuck with me, and I'll slay your ass
Engage in confrontation with me, and I will brutally murder you

Beyond recognition, shit
In a manner that renders your appearance unidentifiable

Your dental records couldn't prove your identity, bitch
Even your dental records would fail to confirm your identity, you contemptible individual

I beg your pardon, on talking to borden
My apologies, I made an error in addressing you

You'll never find a mutherfucker, so save your milk cartons
You will never locate an individual like me, so refrain from wasting your efforts

(In A Mind of a lunatic)
(Within the thoughts of an insane individual)

Cross the line, your ass is mine
Transgress the boundaries, and I will claim authority over you

I don't give a fuck if you're 9 or 99
I remain apathetic towards your well-being, regardless of whether you are 9 or 99 years old

Blind, crippled, and crazy, don't faze me
Your visual impairment, physical disability, or mental instability fail to perturb me

Your funky ass will be pushing up daisies
Your unpleasant self will be buried and decomposing

You wanna know what makes me click?
Do you desire to comprehend the factors that incite my actions?

My psychiatrist said I got the mind of a lunatic
According to my psychiatrist, my mental state aligns with that of an insane individual

I ain't got it all, so don't fuck with me
I do not possess everything, thus refrain from provoking me

Unless your ass wanna be made history
Unless you desire to have your existence erased from history

I'll blow your mutherfucking house up
I will destroy your entire residence with a powerful explosion

And if your wife and kids are inside, they're fucked
If your spouse and children are present, they will suffer dire consequences

I don't give a damn who I slay
I have no regard for the identities of those I kill

Don't let me get a hold of some E&J
You must prevent me from obtaining E&J, a type of alcoholic beverage

Cause when the shit hit the fan
For when the situation becomes extremely chaotic or problematic

I'll stab your ass quicker than a Mexican
I will rapidly and violently attack you, comparable to the speed at which a Mexican would perform such an action

The nightmares I leave you with on the scene
The horrifying dreams I leave you with at the scene of my crimes

(In A Mind of a lunatic)
(Within the thoughts of an insane individual)

Will make Freddy bitch ass look like a wet dream
The nightmares I inflict are far more terrifying than those experienced in a dream by the character Freddy Krueger

This is fact, not fictional, son of a bitch
These events are real, not imagined, you contemptible individual

I got the mind of a lunatic
I possess the mindset of an insane individual