Teen Idle
Marina & the Diamonds Lyrics


I wanna be a bottle blonde
I don't know why but I feel conned
I wanna be an idle teen
I wish I hadn't been so clean

I wanna stay inside all day
I want the world to go away
I want blood, guts, and chocolate cake
I wanna be a real fake
Yeah, I wish I'd been, I wish I'd been, a teen, teen idle
Wish I'd been a prom queen, fighting for the title
Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible
Feeling super, super, super suicidal

The wasted years, the wasted youth
The pretty lies, the ugly truth
And the day has come where I have died
Only to find, I've come alive

I wanna be a virgin pure
A twenty-first century whore
I want back my virginity
So I can feel infinity

I wanna drink until I ache
I wanna make a big mistake
I want blood, guts, and angel cake
I'm gonna puke it anyway

Yeah, I wish I'd been, I wish I'd been, a teen, teen idle
Wish I'd been a prom queen, fighting for the title
Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible
Feeling super, super, super suicidal

The wasted years, the wasted youth
The pretty lies, the ugly truth
And the day has come where I have died
Only to find, I've come alive

Come alive, I've come alive
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh

I wish I wasn't such a narcissist
I wish I didn't really kiss
The mirror when I'm on my own
Oh God, I'm gonna die alone

Adolescence didn't make sense
A little loss of innocence
The ugliness of being a fool
Ain't youth meant to be beautiful?

Yeah, I wish I'd been, I wish I'd been, a teen, teen idle
Wish I'd been a prom queen, fighting for the title
Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible
Feeling super, super, super suicidal

The wasted years, the wasted youth
The pretty lies, the ugly truth
And the day has come where I have died
Only to find, I've come alive

Only to find, I've come alive
Only to find, I've come alive

All our lives
(Feeling super, super, super)
(Feeling super, super, super)
(Feeling super, super, super)
All our lives

Lyrics © Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: MARINA LAMBRINI DIAMANDIS

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ImaCommit ScooterAnkle

I wanna be a bottle blonde
I don't know why but I feel conned
I wanna be an idle teen
I wish I hadn't been so clean

I wanna stay inside all day
I want the world to go away
I want blood, guts, and chocolate cake
I wanna be a real fake

Yeah, I wish I'd been, I wish I'd been, a teen, teen idle
Wish I'd been a prom queen, fighting for the title
Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible
Feeling super, super, super suicidal

The wasted years, the wasted youth
The pretty lies, the ugly truth
And the day has come where I have died
Only to find, I've come alive

I wanna be a virgin pure
A twenty-first century whore
I want back my virginity
So I can feel infinity

I wanna drink until I ache
I wanna make a big mistake
I want blood, guts, and angel cake
I'm gonna puke it anyway

Yeah, I wish I'd been, I wish I'd been, a teen, teen idle
Wish I'd been a prom queen, fighting for the title
Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible
Feeling super, super, super suicidal

The wasted years, the wasted youth
The pretty lies, the ugly truth
And the day has come where I have died
Only to find, I've come alive

Come alive, I've come alive
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh

I wish I wasn't such a narcissist
I wish I didn't really kiss
The mirror when I'm on my own
Oh God, I'm gonna die alone

Adolescence didn't make sense
A little loss of innocence
The ugliness of being a fool
Ain't youth meant to be beautiful?

Yeah, I wish I'd been, I wish I'd been, a teen, teen idle
Wish I'd been a prom queen, fighting for the title
Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible
Feeling super, super, super suicidal

The wasted years, the wasted youth
The pretty lies, the ugly truth
And the day has come where I have died
Only to find, I've come alive

Only to find, I've come alive
Only to find, I've come alive

All our lives
(Feeling super, super, super)
(Feeling super, super, super)
(Feeling super, super, super)
All our lives

(you're welcome! <3 :D )



AM Smak

idol (noun):
an image or representation of a god used as an object of worship.
a person or thing that is greatly admired, loved, or revered.

idle
(adjective):
(of a person) avoiding work; lazy
without purpose or effect; pointless.

(verb):(of a person) spend time doing nothing; be idle.



Cøttøn Cåndy

You poor soul




I relate to this song because my dad died when I was about 8 or 7 and that's when my depression hit
Hard
I just wanted to forget it I just wanted to go under my covers and stay there forever.
I hated my step father he was so strict and during this time right now I have GAD which is a type of anxiety
I am so stressed to the point were I can't help but to cry
And half the time I don't even know what or why I am crying about
I feel like my life is a living hell
And I can't do anything
No one listens
I am failing school
I cry myself to sleep
I'm big
And
I
Feel
Trapped
I used to have voices in my head so much i would scream
And every time I feel like I'm free... I really am just trying to trick myself into thinking this

I honestly don't know what to do anymore
And
I
Am
Tired






Sorry I told you my whole life story didn't I ? Sorry



Hope Falls

Temira Weisberg No it ain’t. Heathers wanted to be an Idol, not Idle.

i·dle
/ˈīdl/
adjective
adjective: idle; comparative adjective: idler; superlative adjective: idlest
1.
(of a person) avoiding work; lazy.
Similar:
lazy
indolent
slothful
work-shy
shiftless
loafing
inactive
inert
sluggish
lethargic
languorous
listless
torpid
remiss
negligent
slack
lax
lackadaisical
impassive
good-for-nothing
do-nothing
leisurely
bone idle
fainéant
otiose
Opposite:
industrious
(of a person) not working; unemployed.

Opposite:
employed
(especially of a machine or factory) not active or in use.
"assembly lines standing idle for lack of spare parts"
Similar:
sed
unoccupied
unemployed
disused
no longer in use
fallen into disuse
mothballed
Opposite:
working
(of time) characterized by inaction or absence of significant activity.
"at no time in the day must there be an idle moment"

(of money) held in cash or in accounts paying no interest.
2.
without purpose or effect; pointless.
"he did not want to waste valuable time in idle chatter"

Opposite:
serious
meaningful
(especially of a threat or boast) without foundation.
"I knew Ellen did not make idle threats"


without/lacking foundation
s
verb
verb: idle; 3rd person present: idles; past tense: idled; past participle: idled; gerund or present participle: idling
1.
(of a person) spend time doing nothing; be idle.
"four men were idling outside the shop"

move aimlessly or lazily.
"Cal idled past MetroHealth at a stately pace"



Hope Falls

a walking mood i·dle
/ˈīdl/
adjective
adjective: idle; comparative adjective: idler; superlative adjective: idlest
1.
(of a person) avoiding work; lazy.
Similar:
lazy
indolent
slothful
work-shy
shiftless
loafing
inactive
inert
sluggish
lethargic
languorous
listless
torpid
remiss
negligent
slack
lax
lackadaisical
impassive
good-for-nothing
do-nothing
leisurely
bone idle
fainéant
otiose
Opposite:
industrious
(of a person) not working; unemployed.
Similar:
unemployed
jobless
out of work
out of a job
redundant
between jobs
workless
unwaged
unoccupied
on the dole
signing on
resting
on the wallaby track
Opposite:
employed
(especially of a machine or factory) not active or in use.
"assembly lines standing idle for lack of spare parts"
Similar:
not in use
out of use
not operating
not working
inactive
out of action
inoperative
nonfunctioning
out of service
unused
unoccupied
unemployed
disused
no longer in use
fallen into disuse
mothballed
Opposite:
working
(of time) characterized by inaction or absence of significant activity.
"at no time in the day must there be an idle moment"
Similar:
unoccupied
spare
empty
vacant
unfilled
available
Opposite:
busy
full
(of money) held in cash or in accounts paying no interest.
2.
without purpose or effect; pointless.
"he did not want to waste valuable time in idle chatter"
Similar:
frivolous
trivial
trifling
minor
petty
foolish
lightweight
shallow
superficial
insignificant
unimportant
worthless
valueless
pointless
paltry
niggling
peripheral
without depth
inane
fatuous
senseless
meaningless
purposeless
unnecessary
time-wasting
Opposite:
serious
meaningful
(especially of a threat or boast) without foundation.
"I knew Ellen did not make idle threats"
Similar:
empty
meaningless
aimless
pointless
worthless
useless
vain
in vain
insubstantial
futile
ineffective
ineffectual
groundless
without grounds
baseless
without/lacking foundation
Opposite:
serious
verb
verb: idle; 3rd person present: idles; past tense: idled; past participle: idled; gerund or present participle: idling
1.
(of a person) spend time doing nothing; be idle.
"four men were idling outside the shop"
Similar:
do nothing
be inactive
vegetate
sit back
take it easy
rest on one's oars
mark time
kick one's heels
twiddle one's thumbs
kill time
languish
laze (around/about)
lounge (around/about)
loll (around/about)
loaf (around/about)
slouch (around/about)
go to seed
degenerate
molder
stagnate
hang around
veg out
hang about
mooch about/around
slummock
bum around
bat around/about
lollygag
lay on one's oars
fritter
while
laze
loiter
pass
spend
use
employ
use up
occupy
take up
fill up
fill in
fill
beguile
expend
devote
waste
dissipate
kill
move aimlessly or lazily.
"Cal idled past MetroHealth at a stately pace"
Similar:
saunter
stroll
dawdle
drift
potter
amble
go/walk slowly
loiter
maunder
wander
straggle
mosey
tootle
pootle
mooch
swan
putter



Hope Falls

Bridge - i·dle
/ˈīdl/
adjective
adjective: idle; comparative adjective: idler; superlative adjective: idlest
1.
(of a person) avoiding work; lazy.
Similar:
lazy
indolent
slothful
work-shy
shiftless
loafing
inactive
inert
sluggish
lethargic
languorous
listless
torpid
remiss
negligent
slack
lax
lackadaisical
impassive
good-for-nothing
do-nothing
leisurely
bone idle
fainéant
otiose
Opposite:
industrious
(of a person) not working; unemployed.
Similar:
unemployed
jobless
out of work
out of a job
redundant
between jobs
workless
unwaged
unoccupied
on the dole
signing on
resting
on the wallaby track
Opposite:
employed
(especially of a machine or factory) not active or in use.
"assembly lines standing idle for lack of spare parts"
Similar:
not in use
out of use
not operating
not working
inactive
out of action
inoperative
nonfunctioning
out of service
unused
unoccupied
unemployed
disused
no longer in use
fallen into disuse
mothballed
Opposite:
working
(of time) characterized by inaction or absence of significant activity.
"at no time in the day must there be an idle moment"
Similar:
unoccupied
spare
empty
vacant
unfilled
available
Opposite:
busy
full
(of money) held in cash or in accounts paying no interest.
2.
without purpose or effect; pointless.
"he did not want to waste valuable time in idle chatter"
Similar:
frivolous
trivial
trifling
minor
petty
foolish
lightweight
shallow
superficial
insignificant
unimportant
worthless
valueless
pointless
paltry
niggling
peripheral
without depth
inane
fatuous
senseless
meaningless
purposeless
unnecessary
time-wasting
Opposite:
serious
meaningful
(especially of a threat or boast) without foundation.
"I knew Ellen did not make idle threats"
Similar:
empty
meaningless
aimless
pointless
worthless
useless
vain
in vain
insubstantial
futile
ineffective
ineffectual
groundless
without grounds
baseless
without/lacking foundation
Opposite:
serious
verb
verb: idle; 3rd person present: idles; past tense: idled; past participle: idled; gerund or present participle: idling
1.
(of a person) spend time doing nothing; be idle.
"four men were idling outside the shop"
Similar:
do nothing
be inactive
vegetate
sit back
take it easy
rest on one's oars
mark time
kick one's heels
twiddle one's thumbs
kill time
languish
laze (around/about)
lounge (around/about)
loll (around/about)
loaf (around/about)
slouch (around/about)
go to seed
degenerate
molder
stagnate
hang around
veg out
hang about
mooch about/around
slummock
bum around
bat around/about
lollygag
lay on one's oars
fritter
while
laze
loiter
pass
spend
use
employ
use up
occupy
take up
fill up
fill in
fill
beguile
expend
devote
waste
dissipate
kill
move aimlessly or lazily.
"Cal idled past MetroHealth at a stately pace"
Similar:
saunter
stroll
dawdle
drift
potter
amble
go/walk slowly
loiter
maunder
wander
straggle
mosey
tootle
pootle
mooch
swan
putter



Hope Falls

i·dle
/ˈīdl/
adjective
adjective: idle; comparative adjective: idler; superlative adjective: idlest
1.
(of a person) avoiding work; lazy.
Similar:
lazy
indolent
slothful
work-shy
shiftless
loafing
inactive
inert
sluggish
lethargic
languorous
listless
torpid
remiss
negligent
slack
lax
lackadaisical
impassive
good-for-nothing
do-nothing
leisurely
bone idle
fainéant
otiose
Opposite:
industrious
(of a person) not working; unemployed.
Similar:
unemployed
jobless
out of work
out of a job
redundant
between jobs
workless
unwaged
unoccupied
on the dole
signing on
resting
on the wallaby track
Opposite:
employed
(especially of a machine or factory) not active or in use.
"assembly lines standing idle for lack of spare parts"
Similar:
not in use
out of use
not operating
not working
inactive
out of action
inoperative
nonfunctioning
out of service
unused
unoccupied
unemployed
disused
no longer in use
fallen into disuse
mothballed
Opposite:
working
(of time) characterized by inaction or absence of significant activity.
"at no time in the day must there be an idle moment"
Similar:
unoccupied
spare
empty
vacant
unfilled
available
Opposite:
busy
full
(of money) held in cash or in accounts paying no interest.
2.
without purpose or effect; pointless.
"he did not want to waste valuable time in idle chatter"
Similar:
frivolous
trivial
trifling
minor
petty
foolish
lightweight
shallow
superficial
insignificant
unimportant
worthless
valueless
pointless
paltry
niggling
peripheral
without depth
inane
fatuous
senseless
meaningless
purposeless
unnecessary
time-wasting
Opposite:
serious
meaningful
(especially of a threat or boast) without foundation.
"I knew Ellen did not make idle threats"
Similar:
empty
meaningless
aimless
pointless
worthless
useless
vain
in vain
insubstantial
futile
ineffective
ineffectual
groundless
without grounds
baseless
without/lacking foundation
Opposite:
serious
verb
verb: idle; 3rd person present: idles; past tense: idled; past participle: idled; gerund or present participle: idling
1.
(of a person) spend time doing nothing; be idle.
"four men were idling outside the shop"
Similar:
do nothing
be inactive
vegetate
sit back
take it easy
rest on one's oars
mark time
kick one's heels
twiddle one's thumbs
kill time
languish
laze (around/about)
lounge (around/about)
loll (around/about)
loaf (around/about)
slouch (around/about)
go to seed
degenerate
molder
stagnate
hang around
veg out
hang about
mooch about/around
slummock
bum around
bat around/about
lollygag
lay on one's oars
fritter
while
laze
loiter
pass
spend
use
employ
use up
occupy
take up
fill up
fill in
fill
beguile
expend
devote
waste
dissipate
kill
move aimlessly or lazily.
"Cal idled past MetroHealth at a stately pace"
Similar:
saunter
stroll
dawdle
drift
potter
amble
go/walk slowly
loiter
maunder
wander
straggle
mosey
tootle
pootle
mooch
swan
putter



Hope Falls

DatzAlyy A i·dle
/ˈīdl/
adjective
adjective: idle; comparative adjective: idler; superlative adjective: idlest
1.
(of a person) avoiding work; lazy.
Similar:
lazy
indolent
slothful
work-shy
shiftless
loafing
inactive
inert
sluggish
lethargic
languorous
listless
torpid
remiss
negligent
slack
lax
lackadaisical
impassive
good-for-nothing
do-nothing
leisurely
bone idle
fainéant
otiose
Opposite:
industrious
(of a person) not working; unemployed.
Similar:
unemployed
jobless
out of work
out of a job
redundant
between jobs
workless
unwaged
unoccupied
on the dole
signing on
resting
on the wallaby track
Opposite:
employed
(especially of a machine or factory) not active or in use.
"assembly lines standing idle for lack of spare parts"
Similar:
not in use
out of use
not operating
not working
inactive
out of action
inoperative
nonfunctioning
out of service
unused
unoccupied
unemployed
disused
no longer in use
fallen into disuse
mothballed
Opposite:
working
(of time) characterized by inaction or absence of significant activity.
"at no time in the day must there be an idle moment"
Similar:
unoccupied
spare
empty
vacant
unfilled
available
Opposite:
busy
full
(of money) held in cash or in accounts paying no interest.
2.
without purpose or effect; pointless.
"he did not want to waste valuable time in idle chatter"
Similar:
frivolous
trivial
trifling
minor
petty
foolish
lightweight
shallow
superficial
insignificant
unimportant
worthless
valueless
pointless
paltry
niggling
peripheral
without depth
inane
fatuous
senseless
meaningless
purposeless
unnecessary
time-wasting
Opposite:
serious
meaningful
(especially of a threat or boast) without foundation.
"I knew Ellen did not make idle threats"
Similar:
empty
meaningless
aimless
pointless
worthless
useless
vain
in vain
insubstantial
futile
ineffective
ineffectual
groundless
without grounds
baseless
without/lacking foundation
Opposite:
serious
verb
verb: idle; 3rd person present: idles; past tense: idled; past participle: idled; gerund or present participle: idling
1.
(of a person) spend time doing nothing; be idle.
"four men were idling outside the shop"
Similar:
do nothing
be inactive
vegetate
sit back
take it easy
rest on one's oars
mark time
kick one's heels
twiddle one's thumbs
kill time
languish
laze (around/about)
lounge (around/about)
loll (around/about)
loaf (around/about)
slouch (around/about)
go to seed
degenerate
molder
stagnate
hang around
veg out
hang about
mooch about/around
slummock
bum around
bat around/about
lollygag
lay on one's oars
fritter
while
laze
loiter
pass
spend
use
employ
use up
occupy
take up
fill up
fill in
fill
beguile
expend
devote
waste
dissipate
kill
move aimlessly or lazily.
"Cal idled past MetroHealth at a stately pace"
Similar:
saunter
stroll
dawdle
drift
potter
amble
go/walk slowly
loiter
maunder
wander
straggle
mosey
tootle
pootle
mooch
swan
putter



Dragonfly Go Burr

LYRIC ANALYSIS BECAUSE YES




"I wanna be a bottle blonde" through "I wanna be a real fake"- Regret for wasting teen years not being 'fake', like teens are 'supposed' to be.


"Yeah, I wish I'd been, I wish I'd been, a teen, teen idle"- Expresses her longing to be a typical idle teen, living life easily and shallowly


"Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible/Feeling super, super, super suicidal"- Shows what she did instead of that, the upbeat 'super super super!' sounds sarcastic and like she's mocking herself for the way she was


"The wasted years, the wasted youth/The pretty lies, the ugly truth"- Feels like she wasted her youth being sad, wants to relive pretty lies.


"I want back my virginity/So I can feel infinity"- Wants the purity and control, and the power that comes with virginity (especially as a teenager, when it means a LOT)


"I wanna drink until I ache/I wanna make a big mistake"- As a teen, your body can take more alcohol/drugs than an adult, and your brain functions in a way that makes you braver to do those things (though you most definitely should not). Perhaps Marina wants to make a mistake while she still can, for the experimental nature of it.


"I want blood, guts, and angel cake/I'm gonna puke it anyway"- Could be a reference to the gluttonous nature teens have for new life experiences, or a bulimia reference


"I wish I wasn't such a narcissist/I wish I didn't really kiss/The mirror when I'm on my own/Oh God, I'm gonna die alone"- Regret for not seeing beyond herself, or regret for not pursuing romance as a teenager- perhaps angry that she's hung up over teen hood while others have more 'real' problems to talk about.


"Adolescence didn't make sense/A little loss of innocence"- The delicate balance between innocence and reckless partying as a teenager, perhaps an allusion to the feeling teens get when they loose innocence but do not become more mature because of it, as it is temporarily replaced instead by impulse.


"The ugliness of being a fool/Ain't youth meant to be beautiful?"- Regrets poor choices she made as a teen, mad that she didn't have the 'fun' times and instead was plated to be a fool.


Just my opinion/how I read it! Feel free to suggest other interpretations! Of course I didn't write this song, so I wouldn't know the true meaning, this is just what I felt while listening to it.



Caitlyn Munier

Reasons to live:

“Suicide doesn’t stop the pain,” “It gives it to someone else.”
- [ ] 1: We would miss you
- [ ] 2: It’s worth it to be alive
- [ ] 3: It does get better,believe it or not it will eventually get better.
- [ ] 4: There’s so much you would miss out on doing.
- [ ] 5: You are worth it don’t let anyone,even yourself tell you otherwise.
- [ ] 6: God made you for a reason, you have a reason.
- [ ] 7: There is always a reason to live!
- [ ] 8: So many people care about you
- [ ] 9: You are amazing
- [ ] 10: I don’t even know you and I love you
- [ ] 11: I care for you
- [ ] 12: There are plenty of people that love you
- [ ] 13: Youre literally perfect!! <3
- [ ] 14: There are plenty of people that care for you
- [ ] 15: God loves you
- [ ] 16: God cares about you
- [ ] 17: Sometimes life is hard but it will make you a stronger person don’t worry!
- [ ] 18: What about all the things you’ve always wanted to do?What about all the things you’ve planned,but never got around doing? You can’t do them if your dead.
- [ ] 19: I want you to be alive
- [ ] 20: So many people want you alive!
- [ ] 21: You won’t be able to listen to Music if you die
- [ ] 22: You’ll never be able to listen to your favorite song if you die.
- [ ] 23: You’ll never be able to listen to your favorite singer if you’re gone
- [ ] 24: You’ll never be able to listen to your favorite rapper if you’re gone.
- [ ] 25: listening to really loud music
- [ ] 26: Killing yourself is never worth it,you’ll hit both yourself & the people who care about you.
- [ ] 27: There are so many people that would miss you,including me
- [ ] 28: the clouds
- [ ] 29: You are gorgeous
- [ ] 30: Someone out there would die for you :’)
- [ ] 31: How do you think your family would feel?
- [ ] 32: Proving people wrong with your success.
- [ ] 33: Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life.
- [ ] 34: You’ll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day.
- [ ] 35: You’ll never have the feeling of walking into a cold building on a hot day.
- [ ] 36: Being stupid in public just because you can.
- [ ] 37: Helping other people.
- [ ] 38: You have a future to live for..
- [ ] 39: Being alive is good
- [ ] 40: thinking about happy memories
- [ ] 41: Finding your soulmate.
- [ ] 42: All nighters!!!
- [ ] 43: Sleeping in all day
- [ ] 44: You can look back at yourself later in your life and be glad you didn’t commit suicide.
- [ ] 45: Nobody could ever replace you
- [ ] 46: You’re unique
- [ ] 47: pets
- [ ] 48: petting pets
- [ ] 49: Netflix and movies
- [ ] 50: Decorating the Christmas tree
- [ ] 51: Dreams that make you smile
- [ ] 52: Breakfast in bed
- [ ] 53: New clothes
- [ ] 54: New shoes
- [ ] 55: New books
- [ ] 56: Sunrises and Sunsets
- [ ] 57: Friends
- [ ] 58: The ocean
- [ ] 59: Sunlight
- [ ] 60: Your family
- [ ] 61: Inside jokes
- [ ] 62: Birthdays
- [ ] 63: Christmas
- [ ] 64: Family traditions
- [ ] 65: The taste of your favorite food
- [ ] 66: Favorite tv show
- [ ] 67: Favorite movie
- [ ] 68: Going to new places
- [ ] 69: The ability to peruse what ever you choose (there are over 7 billion people on Earth,don’t be afraid to be you)
- [ ] 70: To earn money and rewards
- [ ] 71: You can always flip your life around.
- [ ] 72: To find the perfect job/career for you
- [ ] 73: Pizza
- [ ] 74: Kittens
- [ ] 75: New haircuts
- [ ] 76: Moments you can look back to and laugh at
- [ ] 77: The clouds
- [ ] 78: The world is better with you in it
- [ ] 79: Roller Coasters
- [ ] 80: Showers
- [ ] 81: Cake
- [ ] 82:Growing old
- [ ] 83: Growing old with the person you love
- [ ] 84: Singing
- [ ] 85: Sleeping
- [ ] 86: Icecream
- [ ] 87: Cookies
- [ ] 88: food in general
- [ ] 89: Movie nights
- [ ] 90: Candy
- [ ] 91: Popcorn
- [ ] 92: Daydreaming
- [ ] 93: Happy moments
- [ ] 94: Halloween
- [ ] 95: Sleepovers
- [ ] 96: Parties
- [ ] 97: Having a good personality
- [ ] 98: Making people happy
- [ ] 99: Bonfires
- [ ] 100: Sitting on rooftops
- [ ] 101: Vacations
- [ ] 102: Hearing crazy stories
- [ ] 103: Telling crazy stories
- [ ] 104: Treehouses
- [ ] 105: Starbucks
- [ ] 106: You’ve changed someone’s life
- [ ] 107: If you’re gone how will you achieve great things?
- [ ] 108: Everyone has talent including you
- [ ] 109: Eating crazy food
- [ ] 110: Hanging out with your friends
- [ ] 111: Nobody coul ever replace you
- [ ] 112: You have so much to live for
- [ ] 113: Your dreams need some fulfilling to do
- [ ] 114: Living life to the fullest
- [ ] 115: Heck,I would miss you like crazy
- [ ] 116: Your family and friends would be devastated if you were gone
- [ ] 117: Someone out there is constantly praying to meet someone like you
- [ ] 118: Your future
- [ ] 119: You could save so many lives
- [ ] 120: You are too beautiful to disappear
- [ ] 121: You are bigger than any of your problems
- [ ] 122: You are never alone during this struggle
- [ ] 123: Tomorrow is a new day!
- [ ] 124: You are worth more than you think
- [ ] 125: But,the final and most important one is, just being able to experience life,because even if your life doesn’t seem so great right now,anything could happen!

💗💗

All suicide hotline numbers if you need someone to talk to :
- [ ] Argentina: +5402234930430
- [ ] Australia: 131114
- [ ] Austria: 142; for children and young people, 147
- [ ] Belgium: 106
- [ ] Bosnia & Herzegovina: 080 05 03 05
- [ ] Botswana: 3911270
- [ ] Brazil: 188 for the CVV National Association
- [ ] Canada: 1 .833 .456 .4566, 5147234000
- [ ] (Montreal); 18662773553 (outside Montreal)
- [ ] Croatia: 014833888
- [ ] Denmark: +4570201201
- [ ] Egypt: 7621602
- [ ] Estonia: 3726558088;
- [ ] Russian 3726555688
- [ ] Finland: 010 195 202
- [ ] France: 0145394000
- [ ] Germany: 08001810771
- [ ] Holland: 0900767
- [ ] Hong Kong: +852 2382 0000
- [ ] Hungary: 116123
- [ ] India: 8888817666
- [ ] Ireland: +44058457909090
- [ ] Italy: 800860022
- [ ] Japan: +810352869090
- [ ] Mexico: 5255102550
- [ ] New Zealand: 0800543354
- [ ] Norway: +4781533300
- [ ] Philippines: 028969191
- [ ] Poland: 5270000
- [ ] Portugal: 21 854 07 40/8 . 96 898 21 50
- [ ] Russia: 0078202577577
- [ ] Spain: 914590050
- [ ] South Africa: 0514445691
- [ ] Sweden: 46317112400
- [ ] Switzerland: 143
- [ ] United Kingdom: 08457909090
- [ ] USA: 18002738255
- [ ] Veterans’ Crisis Line: 1 800 273 8255/ text 383255

💗💗
songs that could make you happy 🥺
Personal by HRVY: @YJpE
I like me better by Lauv: @ozwA
Classic by MKTO: @A4Ds
Just friends by JORDY: @eINM
Eastside by Benny Blanco,Halsey,& Khalid: @UvGY
What makes you beautiful by 1D: @-A4E
Cheerleader by OMI: @QfW8
Everybody talks by Neon Trees: @84lE
Dear future husband by Meghan Trainor: @D_40
Backyard Boy by Claire Rosinkranz: @shy8
Shut up and dance with me by WALK THE MOON: @lx6Q
iSpy by KYLE: @gMPU
Trap queen by Fetty Wap: @NKio
LMK by Lil XXEL: @IC24
Dynamite by BTS: @WNZg

- fun facts!

1.Otters hold hands when sleeping is they don’t drift away from eachother
2.Penguins only have one mate their entire life,they also propose by giving them a pebble
3.Cows have best friends
4.you’re perfect <3
- another message : -

💗💗

To all those people being bullied
- To all those people who have lost a loved one
- To all those people who have lost a pet
- To all those people being abused
- To all those people going through depression
- To all those people with anxiety
- To all those people in poverty
- To all those people going through a breakup
- To all those people having a bad day
- To all those people with insecurities
- To all those people just having a hard time

Don’t forget
- Your weakness today
- Is your strength tomorrow
- It always gets better
- Your loved ones will remain in your hearts
- You always have the memories
- Love yourself
- Stand up for yourself
- Money can’t buy happiness
- Those lovers
- Just weren’t right
- Don’t abuse yourself
- Don’t abuse others
- Kill them with kindness
- Treat people with kindness
- We’ve all had these times
- There will always be a hole in our chests

But
- Let’s all be each others’ strength
- whether you’re
- Black
- White
- LGBTQ+
- Christian
- Atheist
- Etc

- Love yourself
- Love others
- Don’t cut
- Don’t kill
- Don’t criticize
- Don’t beg
- Don’t do drugs
- Don’t starve yourself
- Don’t starve others

We aren’t supposed to do any of that
- Just keep your strength
- Keep your faith
- Don’t change because you were told to
- Be yourself
- Sometimes playing a character,isn’t the best thing to do. Have a great day,and don’t stop spreading awareness about things that are happening currently in the world .



GGKittyXO

Ok so when I first discovered Marina back in middle school, I was in a bad place in my life for sure. I interpreted this song as a teen girl battling depression during these "youthful" years. She feels like her depression has robbed her of the fun she thinks she could be having, she loses her faith, and towards the end of the song, attempts suicide and "I wish I wasn't such a narcissist" and so on was the last thoughts she has as shes dying, especially the realization of "oh god, I'm gonna die alone".

But now I understand this a lot more, just graduated highschool. This song does sound sad, and very well has sad imagery, but the ending is less that. It's a story of two versions of the same person. One in the present, reflecting on the past, and the other in the past, and what their mindset was at the time. All those parts about "I wanna be a bottle blonde, I don't know why but I feel conned." is the past self, in this place of envy of others who seem to have everything going for them. The true idle idols. But instead, she was overcome with depression and this took a lot of opportunity away from her to become that reckless, idle teen. They live their lives without any real purpose other than popularity, looks, sex and drugs. And because of her depression and envy, wanted to be a part of what was perceived as youth and being a teenager. Some of which she does try to participate in like losing her virginity, which present self reflecting seems to regret losing it so young.

Then we get to the breakthrough, present self reflecting regrets a lot of her reckless behavior and wishes that she wasn't such a narcissist when she was a teenager, wishes she didn't care about what other people thought of her or what was considered cool. Past self feels that she's wasted her teen years being idle in the sense of being a nobody, and fears she will die alone. Past self WISHES she was idle in the sense of pointless, where she didn't feel horrible all the time and could pointlessly go through life like all the other teen girls, fighting over a prom crown/title, instead of worrying about shit that keeps her stuck in place, doing nothing, in her perspective, wasting her youth.

Present self reflects further "the pretty lies, the ugly truth" (referring to how the things glamorized when we're teenagers is all a pretty lie, and that none of it actually mattered or was downright stupid and harmful.) and "the ugliness of being a fool, ain't youth meant to be beautiful?" (referring to the dumb and ugly behaviors that were glamorized once more, questioning why these adult behaviors are so normalized for teenagers when they're still adolescents and trying to grow up faster makes for ugly results in how people treat each other or act during that age.)

And at the end, present self is in a better place, although left with regrets, because we get the final "The day has come where I have died" which I previously interpreted as suicide, but now I see as a metaphorical death of her past self. The horribly depressed and desperate person who wanted so badly to be an idle teen and engage in that messy, pointless behavior. "only to find I've come alive" Our lives don't stop when we stop being teenagers. A lot of the social shit from high school doesn't even matter after you graduate. Nobody cares if you were prom queen or had a lot of sex and went to parties with drugs and alcohol. She realizes that she's a lot happier now that she's away from that environment and can take a step back and realize that the things she idolized as a teenager weren't all that great, and people who participated in those things, weren't actually living or happy. It was all a pretty lie.

It ends with "feeling super super super!" notice how there's no longer a "suicidal" at the end of that? It's because present self is realizing she no longer feels suicidal like past self did because she realizes that it was never something that would have made her happier anyways.



All comments from YouTube:

music is better

”I wanna stay inside all day”

Corona Virus: yes ma’am

Jada Childress

Lmao XD

• BL0S0M

Everyone: well now I’m not doing it

Musi

say no more

New friend :D

Yasss

Caite-Lynn Lucas

lol

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DiaKitty

This song isn’t about being a useless teenager, it’s about wanting to experience everything everything a stereotypical teenager goes through, but more than that per say, Not every teenager has the desire to become a prom queen. Not every teenager wants the drama. But she loathes the fact that she wasn’t included in these things and was part of this outer circle and could never achieve the center. And when she tries to all it does is lead to disaster. But then how she died but came alive, it’s like being reborn into a new perspective and how her life completely changed when she got out of his and became a singer.

Tired Triangle

the way i mega relate to this-

Abdullah Saqlayen

Do you mean out of this?

DiaKitty

@Cooper King cause the songs about something, so I wanted to interpret it lol. Not everything needs a reason, not everything needs a meaning... but it makes life more fun.

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