Space And The Woods
Marina and the diamonds. Lyrics

Suicide is in my blood, it always was
The tendency to self-harm or take one's life has been a part of my family history and is inherited by me.

But it doesn't evaporate in the light anymore
Although typically suicide is seen as an act committed in the darkness of night, my desire for it now remains even in the light of day.

And this world is no place For a mind or a thought
The world can be an overwhelming and unwelcoming place for someone who thinks critically, as it is often filled with chaos and confusion.

No it's not Well that's been said before
This observation has been made by others before, highlighting the fact that it is a common problem faced by individuals.

But space and the woods still know who I am And I know they don't owe me anything Not after what I've done.
Nature understands me in ways that other people cannot, and even if it does not owe me anything, it still provides me with a sense of comfort and understanding, despite the poor decisions I may have made.

Put on my radiation suit and slip away I'm on the run from what I've become
I attempt to protect myself from the negative consequences of my actions by distancing myself from my own identity and the harm that it may have caused others in the past.

And this life like suicide Runs at a lot of different speeds And I know they don't owe me anything Not after what I've done
Life can feel like a constant battle or form of self-harm, and its pace can vary at different times. Despite this, I know that the universe does not owe me anything, especially after any harm that I may have caused.

Late on a Monday night, I'm on the grapevine Beating around the bush adds to the bassline Thinking about the time when I was dancing slow And out of control
Late at night, I find myself immersed in idle gossip, which provides a backdrop for my nostalgic reminiscences about the past, including moments when I had experienced careless abandon and was dancing freely.

I'm shit hot so say what you think about me I'm not gonna cry 'cause I don't care I'm shit hot so say what you think about me I'm not gonna cry 'cause I...
I am self-assured and confident, even if others speak poorly of me or do not like me. I will not let their negative opinions affect me emotionally.

I've done nothing, I've done nothing But they forgive anything Like how I don't stop you breaking my arms And chopping chopping me down so I fit in your laptop
Although I may not have done much to earn forgiveness or virtue, others still seem willing to forgive me, despite the hurt they may have caused. They even seem to willingly break me down to fit their preconceived notions of who I should be and how I should fit into society's expectations.

I've done nothing
Despite outward appearances, I have not made any significant contributions or accomplishments that would justify forgiveness or admiration from others.