Before
Mariusz Duda/Riverside Lyrics

The lyrics to Mariusz Duda/Riverside's song "Before" are both introspective and reflective, touching on themes of personal growth, resilience, addiction, and the pain of letting go. The opening lines "I've become resistant to myself/To my weaknesses and pain" suggest that the singer has undergone some kind of transformation, perhaps overcoming some obstacle or struggle that has made them stronger. They have become "the one who wants to live/And just feel alive again," implying that this transformation has allowed them to rediscover their passion for life.

The second verse delves deeper into this personal evolution, as the singer reflects on becoming addicted to strength and starting a new life. They describe "the remnants of your tears and smiles/Shift deleted from my mind," indicating that they have let go of some past hurt or pain. The final lines of the verse, "Without knowing how it hurts/I feel safe," suggest a sense of detachment or numbness that comes with this new phase of life, but also hint at the possibility of self-deception or denial.

The final lines, "Is this what I really wanted?" leave the listener with a sense of uncertainty and curiosity. Has the singer truly found what they were looking for, or is there more to discover? The ambiguity of the line is fitting for a song that deals with such complex and nuanced themes of personal growth and self-discovery.